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The sick-mans Couch . A SERMON PREACHED BEFORE THE MOST noble Prince Henrie at Greenewich , March 12. Ann. 1604.

By Thomas Playfere professour of Diuinitie for the Ladie Margaret in Cambridge .

PRINTED BY IOHN LEGAT , Printer to the Vniuersitie of Cambridge . 1605. And are to be sold in Pauls Church yard at the signe of the Crowne by Simon Waterson .

TO THE RIGHT Honourable my very good Lord , Sir Edward Denny , Knight , Baron of Waltham , grace and peace .

RIght Honorable , beeing appointed to preach the last Lent , I deliuered so much as filled vp the ordinarie time of an hower . But that was scarse halfe this sermon . I vttered no more , to auoyd the offence of the hearer ; I write no lesse , to procure the profit of the reader . For as tediousnes without regard of due time , especially in so high a presence , soonest offendeth : so fullnes , where the reader may peruse more or lesse at his pleasure and leysure , best of all edifieth . Therefore I thought good in publishing this sermon rather to enlarge it to the comprehension I had conceiued and meditated in my mind , then to scant it according to that strict compasse of time which I was tied to in the pulpit . For by this meanes all that will vouchsafe to looke into it may make their profit thereby . They which were present by veiwing the whole , whereas they heard but halfe : they which were absent , by hauing the preachers meaning , though they be vnacquainted with his affection . And yet perhaps it may please God to blesse this poore excercise to diuers heavenly minded men in such sort , as they may take occasion by some things here intimated , not onely to conceiue more then they find directly specified , but also to be more diumely inspired and sweetly affected , then it pleased God to vouchsafe mee of his grace , either at the preaching or penning of it . Howsoeuer , seeing this discourse exhorteth principally to repentance and patience in the time of sicknes , and to a preparation of our selues by a good life vnto a happie death , which is a doctrine most necessarie in this great mortalitie , that hath lately bin , & is yet feared : especially also for that the greater part of it I neuer preached any where , but onely penned in my study , I thought my selfe so farr bound in dutie to this blessed church wherein we liue , as not to hide it in a napkin , but according to the Apostles rule , if I haue found comfort my sefe by some meditations here opened , then to comfort them that are afflicted by the same comfort wherewith we our selues haue bin comforted of God . And bethinking mee of one vnder whose protection it might passe in publick , I thought best to make bold with your Lordship . For though all sorts peraduenture may be fitted with some thing or other in this plaine sermon , which they may make vse of , yet those I am sure will conn me most thanks for my well-meaning endeauour , which haue had most experience and triall of Gods louing mercie in this kind . Now your good Lorship hauing bin deliuered more then once or twice from dangerous sicknesse , haue learned such patience , such meekenes , such vnfeined repentance , such true mortification , such assurance of Gods loue , such confidence in Christ , such other good vertues of a right sanctified spirit , by this fatherly visitation of the Lord which is not wanting euen oftentimes to his dearest children , as you could neuer haue learned , at leastwise in the same measure , in health . Besides , I haue bin so especially beholding to your Honor , euen since you were first of S. Iohns college , that I could not satisfie my selfe with the inward dutie and thankfulnes towards you which I haue euer faithfully laid vp in my brest , except I also shewed the same by some such outward testimonie , as might cleare me to you and the world of vngratfulnes . Wherefore I doe so presume to dedicate this small labour to your good acceptance , as withall I hartely desire all those that shall receiue edisication thereby , to pray together with me for the continuance of your Lord-ships good health and wellfare , that long you may euen in this world enioy this your late honorable addition , and all other good gifts of God , and fauours of our gracious Soueraygne , to the benefit of this Church , and common-wealth . From Cambridge the 28. of Iune , 1605.

Your Lordships euer to command , THOMAS PLAYFERE .

The quotations in the margent with figures , were , or should haue bin , deliuered at the preaching : the rest with letters , are only for the printing .

THE SICKE-mans Couch . Psalm. 6. v. 6.

I water my couch with my teares .

NOthing is more delightsome then the seruice of God , and loue of vertue : nothing more full of griefe and sorrow , then sinne . Gods commandements are not heauie a a 1. Ioh. 5.3 . : yea his yoke is easie , and his burden light b b Matth. 11.30 . . On the other side , how deepely sinne woundeth the very conscience , the heathen Orator confesseth , saying , I will not buie repentance so deare c c Non emam tanti poenitere . Demosth. . Agreeable to that of the Apostle , What fruit haue you of those things , whereof you are now ashamed ? For the ende of those things is death d d Rom. 6.21 . . Looke how the Israelites wearied themselues in clay and bricke , without any profit or reward ; nay when they had don there very best , they were by Pharaos taske-masters well beaten for their paines e e Exod. 5.14 . : euen so the world , the flesh , the deuill , as rigorous taske-masters incite men to sinne , but all the reward they yeeld them , is onely mortall and immortall griefe . And as the sea roareth and fometh , and neuer is at rest f f Esa. 57.20 . ; after the same sort , the wicked are like the raging sea , foming out their owne shame g g Epist. Iud. 13. , and neuer rest , till hauing made shipwracke of faith h h 1. Tim. 6.9 . , they be drowned in perdition and destruction . They which worship the beast , haue no rest day nor night 1 1 Reuel. 14.11 . . Now what beast so cruell as sinne ? which not onely killeth the bodie , as a beast doth , but sleieth the soule i i Sapien. 1.11 . , yea it destroieth both bodie and soule in hell k k Matth. 10.20 . . Therefore this indeede is the beast , which depriueth all those that serue it , of libertie and rest . Of whome the Prophet Ieremie writeth thus ; 2 2 Ier. 9.5 . They haue taught their tongues to speake lies , and they take great paines to doe wickedly .

This , holy King Dauid had good experience of . Namely , that in sinne , there is nothing but sorrowes and paines . For lying here sicke in his bed l l Hereupon I entitle this sermon , The sicke-mans couch . , and feeling this same sicknes to be a stroak of Gods heauie hand for his offence , he cries God heartily mercie , and saies , Haue mercie vpon me , O Lord , for I am weake : O Lord , heale me , for my bones are vexed . My soule also is sore troubled , but Lord , how long wilt thou delay ? Now that his soule is sore troubled , he prooueth in this present verse ; I am wearie of my groanings , euery night I wash my bed , and water my couch with my teares . The soule must needes be sore troubled , which is so grieuously tormented . Especially in the words of my text , by three notable amplifications , he sheweth how serious and syncere his repentance is . First , saies he , Not onely I wash , but also I water : secondly , Not onely my bed , but also my couch : thirdly , Not only with my gronings , but also with my teares . I water my couch with my teares .

These will be very godly and ghostly meditations . The rather , in this time of lent . Onely the worst , I doubt , will be mine . For that hauing discoursed at large of this doctrine els where m m In the sermon entitled , The meane in mourning . , I can not now cull out the choisest matter , but must be fain to gather together such fragments as were then left . I water my couch with my teares .

The first amplification is in this word , I water . Not onely I wash , but also I water . The faithfull sheepe of the great shepheard , goe vp from the washing-place euery one bringing forth twinns , and none barren among them 3 3 Cant. 4.2 . . For so Iacobs sheep hauing conceiued at the watering-troughs , brought forth strong and particoloured lambs n n Gen. 30.38 . . Dauid likewise , who before had erred and strayed like a lost sheepe o o Psal. 119. vlt. , making here his bed a washing-place , by so much the lesse is barren in obedience , by how much the more he is fruitfull in repentance . In Salomons temple stood ten Caldrons of brasse , to wash the flesh of those beasts , which were to be sacrificed on the alter p p 1. Reg. 7.38 . . Salomons father , maketh a water of his teares , a cauldron of his bed , an alter of his heart , a sacrifice , not of the flesh of vnreasonable beasts , but of his owne bodie , a liuing sacrifice , which is his reasonable seruing of God q q Rom. 12.1 . . Now the Hebrewe word 4 4 Askch. here vsed , signifies properly , To cause to swim , which is more , then simply to wash . And thus the Geneua translation readeth it , I cause my bed euery night to swim . So that as the preists vsed to swim in the molten Sea 5 5 1 Reg. 7.47 . , that they might be pure & cleane , against they performed the holy rites and seruices of the temple : in like manner the princely prophet washeth his bed , yea he swimmeth in his bed , or rather he causeth his bed to swim in teares , as in a sea of greife and penitent sorrowe , for his sinne . Neither were this so much to be wondered at , but that he frames the amplification thus ; Not onely I wash , but also I water . Watering in scripture is attributed to sundry things . The holy ghost watereth . Except a man be borne again of water , and of the holy Ghost r r Iohn . 3.5 . . Because the holy ghost purgeth and cleanseth like water . The word watereth . Paul planteth , Apollo watereth , but God giueth the encrease s s 1. Cor. 3.6 . . Baptisme watereth . Which was prefigured in the water of Noahs floode t t 1 Peter . 3.21 . , and more plainly in the water that came out of Christs side u u Iohn . 19 34. . Repentance watereth . As in this place ; I water my couche with my teares . Out of Eden went a riuer to water the garden 6 6 Gen. 2.10 . : but Dauids eyes gush out many riuers of water x x Psal. 119.130 . , to water his couch with his teares . As in Sicilia there is a fountaine called Fons Solis , out of which at midday when the sunn is nearest floweth cold water , at midnight when the Sunn is farthest off , floweth hot water y y Pomponius Mela. : so the Patriarch Dauids head is full of water z z Ierem. 9.1 . , and his eyes a fountaine of teares , who when he enioyed his health , as the warme sunshine , was cold in confessing his sinns , but being now visited with sicknes his reines chastising him in the night season a a Psal. 16.7 . , is so sore troubled , and withal so hot and so feruent , that euery night he washeth his bed , and watereth , nay euen melteth his couch with teares . For this Hebrewe word 7 7 Amseh . , is diuersely translated also as well as the other . The best learned interpretors b b Bucerus : Tremellius : & alii . translate it Liquefacio , I melt . And then the meaning is , I water my couch so thoroughly that I make it melt with my teares . We see yce and snow swim a while in the water , but anon after they melt away : right so the holy kings heart in the midst of his brest is euen as melting waxe c c Psal. 22.14 . , yea his very couch beeing rensed and steeped in teares , melteth away as snowe before the sunne . Neither yet doth he thinke himselfe cleane enough for all this , but still bewayling his offence , he sayes with blessed Iob , 8 8 Iob. 9.30 . Though I wash my selfe with snow-water , and purge my hands most cleane , yet shalt thou plunge me in the pit , and mine owne cloaths shall make me filthie .

Hence we may learne two speciall points for our instruction . One is , that our repentance must be continuall . For the Psalmist hauing said before , 9 9 Laborauiin gemitu meo . I haue bin wearie of my gronings , addes here at the last , 10 10 Stratum meum rigab● . vulg . I will water my couch with my teares . I haue bin weary , and , I will be wearie : or , I haue watred , and I wil water ; implyes a perpetuitie of repentance . We read it commonly in the Psalme thus ; The mouth of all wickednes shall be stopped a a Psal. 107.42 . . Which is true , first in this life . Where seeing before their eyes so many examples of Gods prouidence and protection ouer his children , if they will not praise him , yet they shall be enforced , will they nill they , at leastwise to hold their peace , and not blaspheme him . Then at the day of iudgement . For that ghest , who when the king asked him , why he wanted a wedding garment , was altogether speachles b b Mat. 22.12 . , though he be but one yet is a patterne of all , and sheweth what a pitifull case all the wicked shall be in at that day , when their mouthes shall be stopped , hauing not a word to say for themselues . But it might as well out of the originall be translated thus ; c c Kaphetzah . Hebr. Ithcassemath . Chald. Omnis iniquilas contrahit os suum . Muscul. Oppilabit : in margine , Oppilauit . Vulg. The mouth of all wickednes is stopped . For foolish men are plagued for their offences , and because of their iniquities d d Vers. 17. . Because they rebell against the words of the Lord , and lightly regard the councell of the most high e e Vers. 11. . Therefore many times their fruitfull land maketh he barren for the wickednes of them that dwell therein f f Vers. 34. . Yet so foolish are they , that they will not once open their mouth to confesse , either their owne wickednes , or Gods goodnes . Their mouthes are so stopped , that they will neither crie to the Lord in their trouble , that so they may be deliuered from their distresse , nor yet when they are deliuered , praise the Lord for his goodnes , and declare the wonders that he doth for the children of men . The stopping of their mouth them , is a double , both sinne in them , and punishment to them . A double sinne , because they open it not , to crie vnto the Lord for deliuerance , or to reioyce in the Lord , and to praise him after deliuerance . A double punishment , because for their not praysing God , their mouthes shall be so stopt that yet they shall not blaspheme him ; and for their not dispraising themselues , and confessing their sinnes , and repenting , and crying to God for pardon , they shall haue nothing , though they would neuer so faine , at the last to say for themselues . Wherby we see that wicked mens mouths shall be stopped , because they haue bin stopped . Seeing if they had bin open in this life to accuse their own selues for their sinns , then they should be open also at the day of iudgment , beeing excused by the Lord . But , because they haue bin stopt here to couer their sinne , therefore they shall be stopt hereafter to discouer their shame . Now if the wicked shall haue hard hap hereafter , when their mouths shall be stopped , because they haue had hard hearts here , where their mouths haue bin stopped : then consequently , the godly must at no time stop , either their mouthes from confessing , or their eyes from bewayling their sinnes . Tertullian 14 14 de Poenitentiâ . In fine . saith of himselfe , that he is 15 15 Omnium notarum peccator . a notorious sinner 16 16 Et nulli rei nisi poenitentiae natus . , and borne for nothing but for repentance . He that is Omnium notarum peccator , soiled with euery sinne , must be Omnium horarum poenitens , ass●y●ed euery hower of his sinne . And he that is b●●ne for nothing but for repentance , must practise repentance as long as he liues in this world , into which he is borne . Not , sayes Hilary 17 17 In Psal. 135. Quod peccandum semper sit , v●semper si● confitendum . , as though we should continually sinne , that we might continually repent 18 18 Sed quia peccati veteris & antiqui vtilis sit ind●f●ssa co●fessio . , but because it is very be●oofefull for vs , that that sinne , which we knowe well is alreadie released by the Lord , should yet still be confessed by vs . For by this means , the merits of Christ are continually imputed vnto vs , which wee by our sinnes had iustly deserued to be depriued of . And moreouer , though in some sort we be sure of pardon alreadie , yet the daily exercise of true repentance maketh our vocation and election more and more sure vnto vs e e 2 Pet. 1.10 . . In this sense the Psalmist sayes againe 19 19 Psalm. 32.5 . Notum faciam , non abscondi . , I will acknowledge my sinne , & mine iniquitie I haue not hid . I haue not stopt my mouth , and I will not stop my mouth : I haue not hid mine iniquity , & I wil not hide mine iniquity ; a continual repentance . As it is here also , I haue bin weary , and I will be wearie ; I haue watered , and I will water : I water my couch with my teares .

The other point which we may hence learn is this , That our repentance must alwaies be ioyned with a purpose of new obedience . I haue bin wearie of my gronings , sayes he . That he is sure of , and that is past . But though he haue bin weary , yet indeed he is not wearie , seeing he purposeth twice as much as he hath performed . For for one performance Laboraui , that is past , here are two purposes , Lauabo and Rigabo , that are to come . I haue done it allready , saies he , so so : but if I liue longer , I will doe it oftner , and better . I will wash my bed , and I will water my couch with my teares . So that the greatest righteousnes of the saints in this life , consisteth rather in a daily deploring of their sinnes , & in a faithfull purpose to amend , then in any eminent and absolute perfection f f Nostra iustitia tanta est in hac vitâ , vt po●ius Peccatorum remissione cons●●t , quàm perfec●ione Virtutum . August . de Ciuit. Dei . l. 19. c. 27 . Not that wee ought to serue God by halfes as it were , with purposes & intents , but that hereby the vnperfitnes of our obedience may appeare , which though it be as much as wee can doe considering the weakenes of our abilitie , yet it is not halfe so much as wee ought to doe , considering the excellencie of Gods lawe . Wherefore I shew now , not what should be , but what is , because the best obedience of ours that is , is not so much as the lest part of that which should be . Harken I pray you attentiuely to that which S. Paul writeth 20 20 Rom. 7.19 . ; To will is present with mee : but I find no meanes to performe that which is good . For the good which I would doe , that doe I not : but the euill which I would not doe , that doe I. Now if I doe that I would not , it is no more I that doe it , but sinne that dwelleth in mee . Where the Apostle plainly distinguisheth betwene these two , to will good , and to performe good . And the one he saith is present with him , but the other he can no where find . Now if so chosen a vessell g g Acts. 9.15 . , will much more good , then he can performe , then questionles wee that are farre inferiour , please God , rather by a willing purpose to doe good , then by any full performance of that which wee purpose . Againe , whereas he saies ; If I doe that I would not , it is no more I that doe it , but sinne that dwelleth in me ; he meaneth not to excuse or extenuate his fault any way , but to shew , that the principall scope and intent of his heart is to serue the lawe of God , howsoeuer contrarie to his intent by the violence of his flesh , he bee drawne to serue sinne . And therefore he saies , The good which I would , that doe I not ; but the euill which I would not , that doe I. Insinuating hereby , that the regenerate man , beeing not wholy flesh nor wholy spirit , but partly flesh and partly spirit , as he is spirit would doe that good , which as he is flesh he doth not , & as he is flesh doth that euil , which as he is spirit , he would not . Which makes him also say , 21 21 Act. 24.16 . Studeo , I studie , or I endeauour my selfe to haue alway a cleare conscience , toward God and man . He speaketh not of his Apostleship , in which he was immediately inspired , and continually directed by the spirit . For touching that he saies el●where 22 22 Nihil mihi conscius sum . , I am guiltie to my selfe of nothing h h 1. Cor. 4.4 . . But out of the compasse of his Apostolical calling , he dares not warrant , that he hath a cleare conscience euery manner of way , but only that he studieth or endeauoreth to haue a cleare conscience . So his fellowe-disciple Barnabas exhorteth them of Antioch that with purpose of heart , they would cleaue vnto the Lord 23 23 Act. 11.23 . . For as long as we liue in this tabernacle , sinne cleaueth so fast to vs i i Hebr. 12.1 . , that wee can not constantly cleaue vnto the Lord k k 1. Cor. 7.35 . . Notwithstanding at least wise in purpose of heart it is good for vs to shake off all sinne , & only to hold vs fast vnto god l l Psalm. 73.28 . . But this our prophet , even in one psalme , to wit the hundred and ninetenth , affordeth vs many pregnant testimonies to this truth . 24 24 112. Vers. I haue applied my hart to fulfil thy statutes alwayes , euen vnto the end . Though he can not fulfill gods law as well as he would , yet as hard as he possibly can hee plyes it , & applyes his heart to it 25 25 57. Vers. . O Lord thou art my portion , I haue determined to keepe thy words . Marke ye this . He can not say , he hath euer kept the word of god in deede , but yet because his hearts desire is earnestly bent that way , he sayes ; I haue determined to keepe thy words . 26 26 106. Vers. I haue sworne and am steadfastly resolued , to keepe thy righteous iudgments . O louing heart to God! O loathing heart to his sinnes ! O zealous , O fiery words ! I haue sworne & am steadfastly resolued to keep thy righteous iudgments . Iurani & Statui . This iuror hauing sworne himselfe to gods statutes to keepe them , yet is the foreman of the quest to giue in a verdit against his owne selfe , that he hath not kept them . So that Dauids Statuo is all one with Pauls Studeo . And therfore though we may perhaps , and , alas , doe dayly ( god forgiue vs ) transgresse these righteous iudgments , yet our holy oath , our solemne vowe , our assured promise , our steadfast resolution , is , I hope , I am sure ought to be , to the contrary . For after our first conuersion & vnfeyned repentance , as we can neuer satisfie god , so we must neuer satisfie our selues . Seeing the best thing that is in vs , is no great performance of any good , god wot , but only a ready will to doe good : a studious indeavour to haue a cleare conscience : a purpose of the heart to cleaue vnto the lord : an applying of the heart , to fulfill gods statutes : a setled determination to keepe gods words : a steadfast resolution to keepe gods righteous iudgments . As wee may see in this place . Laboraui , I haue bene weary of my gronings . That s true . I but I purpose to doe much more hereafter . Lauabo and Rigabo . I will wash my bed , and I will water my couch . I water my couche with my teares .

The second amplification is in the word , my couche . Not only my bed , but also my couche . The bed is a place of rest . Especially that florishing bed 27 27 Floridus lectulus . Can. 1.15 . , wherein the heauenly husband giueth his well-beloued sleepe m m Psal. 127.3 . . Yet as the darkenes is no darknes to god , but day and night are both alike to him : n n Psal. 139.12 . so the bed is no bed to Dauid , but in it and out of it , to him are all one . Therefore he may well complaine with poore afflicted Iob 28 28 Iob. 7.15 . ; when I say , my couche shall releiue me , and my bed shall bring comfort in my meditation , then fearest thou me with dreames , and astonishest me with visions . Now the fearfulst vision of all , which most astonishes him , and holds his eies waking o o Psal. 88.9 . , and enforces him to wash his bed with his teares , is the horrible sight & greiuous remembrance of his sinnes . Neuerthelesse the amplification is much enlarged by that he saies , Not onely my bed , but also my couch . For there is as I take it , a double difference betwene these two . First , a bed is to sleep in by night : a couch is to sleep vpon in the day time . As Mephibosheth at noone in the heate of the day slept vpon a couch . p p 2. Sam. 4.5 . And Dauid in the aftern-noone rose from sleeping on his couch q q 2 Sam. 11.2 . , when he first sawe Vriah's wife . Then againe , a bed is standing & hygher : a couch is like a pallet , either vpon the bare flower , or els very neare it . As in Salomons bed-chamber , r r Can 3.10 . the bed was of gold , the couch , whereby he stept vp to his bed , of purple 29 29 Recli . at●rium a●r●um , Asce●sus purpureus . . Dauid also saith , s s Psal. 132.3 . I will not climbe vp into the bed of my couch 30 30 Non asiendam in lectum strati m●i . ; as much to say as , into that bed , to which I ascend by a pallet or couch . So that his soule no question was sore troubled , when as lying sicke in bed he wept so aboundantly , that with his teares , not only he washt his bed wherein he himselfe lay , but watred his couch also , which couch lay beneath or beside his bed . That pretious oyntment was sure very liquid , which did runn downe from Aarons head to the skirts of his garments . t t Psal. 133.2 . That current of teares was very swift , which streaming from Mary Magdalens face was sufficient to wash Christs feete u u Luc. 7 38. . That bloodie sweate was very painfull , 31 31 Luc. 22.44 . 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 . which bathed our Lords body all ouer , and besides trickled downe ˣ to the ground . Axa requested her father Caleb to giue her a blessing . For saith she , thou hast giuen me the south countrey , giue me also springs of water . And he gaue her 32 32 Iosua 15.19 . Irriguum superius , & irriguii inferius . the springs aboue , and the springs beneath . This same blessing and gift Dauid likewise had here obtayned of God . For his washt bed was a spring aboue , and his watred couch a spring beneath . Euen as the oyntment , vpon Aarons head was a spring aboue , vpon the skirts of his garments a spring beneath : and the teares , vpon Maries face were a spring aboue , vpon Christs feet a spring beneath : and the sweate , vpon our Lords body was a spring aboue , vpon the ground a spring beneath . So here , I say , is , irriguum superius , and irriguum inferius , a spring aboue , and a spring beneath : I wash my bed , and water my couch with my teares .

Hence we may learne one very excellent good lesson . That we ought in the same kind and sort as we haue sinned , if it be possible , to make some part of amends for our sinne . Dauid had haynously transgressed against God vpon his couch , where he committed adultery . Therefore that in the selfe same place , where before he had bin ouercome by the deuill , he might erect an eternall monument of his victorie and triumph ouer the deuill , he saies here ; I water my couch with my teares . In the very same couch God is as highly now honored , as he was before offended . Because Dauid did before pollute it by adultery , but now he doth sanctifie it by repentance . So the Israelites 33 33 Exod. 35.22 . , once pluckt off their earings to make a golden calfe : but anon after , repenting them , they offered their earings to the building of the temple . And so with the same Iewels , wherewith they did erect Idolatrie , now they maintaine Gods seruice . Zacheus 34 34 Luc. 19.8 . beeing a Publican , no doubt got much of his goods by plaine briberie and extortion : but not long after , he restored all againe foure-fold , and spent of his wealth very frankly and bountifully to giue Christ a friendly welcome , and kind entertainment in his house . That sinnefull woman 35 35 Luc. 7.38 . , of whome I spake euen now , neuer tooke halfe so much delight in entising her louers with her beautifull lockes , as now shee is glad with all her heart to wipe the very feete of our Sauiour with them . A worthie example of this we haue in our owne stories . Archbishop Cranmer y y See Master Fox his booke of M●rtyrs . of blessed memorie , could neuer satisfie his conscience after his recantation , till he had burnt that hand to ashes which subscribed . And so he tooke a holy reuenge of himselfe , as S. Paul willeth vs z z 2. Cor. 7.11 . , by suffering in a manner two martyrdomes , one after the other . One , which he put himselfe to , by burning first his right hand : the other , which the Papists put him to , by burning afterward his whole bodie . And so that constant and faithfull right-hand of his , neuer so much dishonoured God by his subscription with inke to the bill , as it did honour God by his inscription with blood in the fire . The Apostles wordes are generall , a a Rom. 6.19 . As you haue giuen your members seruants to vncleannes to commit iniquitie , so now giue your members seruants vnto righteousnes in holines . Euen as the Israelites gaue their Iewels , and Zacheus gaue his goods : and Marie gaue her haite : and Cranmer gaue his hand . Yet we read b b Eusebius Histo . Eccles. l. 6. cap. 8. that Origen made himselfe an Eunuch : Democritus put out his owne eyes : Crates cast his mony into the sea : Thracius cut downe all his vines . Dauid did not so . He kept the same couch still , and onely changd his mind . As for Origen , strange it is , that peruerting so many other places by allegories , onely he should peruert one place by not admitting an allegorie . For our Lord commanding to cut off the foote , or any part of the bodie which offendeth vs c c Marc. 9.47 . , doth not meane we should cut it off with a knife , but with a holy and a mortified life . Therfore Origen was iustly punished , by vsing too litle diligence , where there was great neede , because he vsed to great diligence where there was little neede d d

I●a euemit , vt cúm aliquid vbi non oportet adhibetur , illic vbi oportet negligatur .

Tertul. libro de Poeniten . initio .

. How much better did Ioseph , e e Gen. 39.10 . who beeing assaulted by Putiphars wife , did not any way maime himselfe , but still kept his bodie vndefiled as the temple of the holy ghost ? And so pleased God , as well then in chast single-life , as in chast matrimonie afterwardes . What should I say of Democritus , who was blinded before he was blind ? Tertullian writeth thus of him , 36 36 In Apolog. c. 45. Democritus excoecando scipsum incontinentiam emendatione prófitetur . Democritus putting out his owne eyes , doth by that very remedie which he vseth against incontinencie , professe the greatest incontinencie of all . 37 37 At Christianus salvis oculis ●oeminá vid●t , animo aduersus libidines caecus est . But a Christian neede not put out his eyes for feare of seeing a woman : for howsoeuer his bodily eye see , yet still his heart is blind against all vnlawfull desires . Here Tertullian vseth two very pithie and graue reasons . One is this ; The putting out of the eyes is not a bridle to restraine incontinencie , but rather a marke to descrie it . For he that doth so , in a manner openly confesseth , concupiscence so raigneth in him f f Rom. 6.12 . , that he can by no kinde of meanes resist it , but by a violent boaring out of his owne eyes . The other is this ; The fault is not in the eye , but in the heart . Therefore to put out the eye , is to make cleane but the outside of the platter g g Luc. 11.39 . . For if the affection of the heart be well ordered , the sight of the eye neede not be feared . Iust Lot euery day seeing the vnlawful deeds of the Sodomites h h 2. Pet. 2.8 . , was grieued with it , but not endaungered by it For he saide no doubt with holy Iob , i i Iob. 31.1 . I haue made a couenant with mine eyes , not to looke vpon a maide . Now Crates The banus was not well aduised neither , who did cast his money into the sea , saying , 38 38 Ego m●rg● vos , ne ipse mergar à vobi● . Nay sure I will drowne you first in the sea , rather then you should drowne in me in couetousnes & care . Lactantius reasoneth with him thus , 39 39 Institut. l. 3. c. 23. Si tantus pecu●iae contemptus est , fac illam beneficium , fachumanitatem , largire pauperibus . If thou contemne money so much , then doe good with it , shewe thy liberalitie by it , bestowe it on the poore . 40 40 Potes● hoc quod perditurus es multis succurrere , nefame , aut siti , aut nuditate moriantur . This money that thou art readie to cast into the sea , might releeue a great many , that they perish not , by hunger , or thirst , or nakednes . The summe of his argument is this ; Euery Crates must not looke to be Polycrates . Or so happily to get his money againe , as he got his ring againe . Therefore , that man cares not for money ; not which flings it away , but which spends it well : not which imploies it to no vse , but which imploies it to a good vse : not which casts it into the waters , where he is like neuer to see it again , but which casts it vpon the waters k k Super aequas . Ecclesiastes 11.1 . , where the poore shall finde it . For so Abraham beeing very rich , laid out his substance for the most part in hospitality . He vsed to sit at his tent doore , vnder the oke of Mambre , iust about dinner time l l Genes. 18.1 . , to see what strangers passed by , that he might bring them in with him to his table . Thus must wee ( most Honourable , and blessed Christian brethren ) thus must wee , I say , make vs friends of the vnrighteous Mammon m m Luc. 16.9 . , that euery way we may glorifie God , with our soules , with our bodies , with our substance and goods . Lastly Thracius , of whome Aulus Gellius writeth n n Noctium Attica . l. 19. cap. 13. Homo miser vites suas sibi omnes detruncat . , was , for any thing that I can see , euen at that time most of all drunken , when he cut downe all his vines , least he should be drunken . For he that so foolishly did cut downe all his owne vines , by the same reason , if all the vines in the world had bin his owne , would haue cut them all downe . Howbeit , if euery thing must be taken away that may be abused , then away with the name of God , away with the word of God , away with all good things that are . Therefore we can not allow this deuise of Thracius , but wee must disallow S. Pauls aduise to Timothie o o 1. Timo. 6.23 . Modico vino vtcre . Vulg. ; Vse a litle wine for thy stomacks sake , and thine often infirmities . For if all vines were cut downe , where should Timothie get a litle wine ? Wherefore he holdeth a good meane betweene two extremities . To be drunken , is one extremitie : to cut downe all the vines , is another extremitie . But Timothy keeping the right meane , vseth wine , least all the vines should bee cut downe : and yet but a little wine , least he should be drunken . He vseth wine , to helpe his infirmitie , and yet but a little wine to auoid superfluitie . And he puts the modicum before the vinum , the little before the wine , as S. Bernard noteth p p Omnes rum ex qu● monachisumu infirmum stom●chum habemus & tam necessari ▪ Apostoli de vtendo vino consilium meritò non negligimus : modico tamen , quod ille praemisit , nescio cur praetermisso . In Apologia ad Gulielmum Abbatem . 〈◊〉 sus finem . ●●csi di●cret ; vinum Apostolus admittit , monachus immittit : modicum , Apostolus praemittit , monachus praetermittit . . Because of two extremities , drunkennes , and drynes ; that he knowes to be the greater , this to be the lesser . Therefore he is not so desirous to drinke wine , that his stomack may be strengthned , as he is carefull to drinke but a little wine , least his head should be weakened . To conclude then ; Dauid dealeth not so with his couch , as Origen did with his bodie : as Democritus did with his eyes : as Crates did with his mony : as Thracius did with his vines ; No such matter : but contrariwise ; Euen as Ioseph with that same bodie did raise vp himselfe a holy seede , wherewith others commit vncleannes : and Lot , with those same eyes did lament the sinnes of his people , wherewith others allure and are allured to lightnes : and Abraham with that same mony did entertaine strangers , wherewith others are cast away when they haue cast it away about nothing : and Timothie with those same wines did helpe his disgestion , wherewith others ouerwhelme their nature : so Dauid in that very same couch , wherein many committ folly , and wherein once he himself also had bin as much ouerseen as any other , doth now offer vp the sacrifice of his sorrowfull soule , and contrite spirit to God . So that he cuts not off any member from his body , but praies that he himselfe ( as he had well deserued ) might not be cut off , as a dead member from the body of Christ : he puts not out his owne eyes , but almost weeps them out : he drownes not his couch in the sea , but in his teares : he auoides drunkennes , not by cutting downe all his vines , but by taking the cup of saluation , and calling vpon the name of the Lord q q Psal. 16.13 , and drinking-vp this cup full of vinum Angelorum r r Est lacryma pingue holocaustum , virtutum mater , culparum lauacrum , Angelorum vinum . Iohan. Climacus , the teares of which he saies here , I water my couch with my teares .

The third and last amplification is in the last worde , with my teares . Not onely with my groanings , but also with my teares . The church militant here on earth is resembled , to a turtle . The voyce of the turtle is heard in our land . 41 41 Cantic. 2.12 . Because 42 42 Turtur gemit , non cani● . the voice of the turtle is not cheerfull or merry , but groaning or mourning . Now in sacrificing the turtle 43 43 Leuit. 1.15 . , among many other ceremonies , the Priest was appointed to wring the head of it backward Dauid also , cleapeth himselfe a turtle when he saies , O deliuer not the soule of thy turtle-doue into the hands of the enemies . And he is sacrificed by hauing his head wrong backward as it were , when as looking backward to his former sinnes , he groaneth , and is wearie of his groanings . But yet the amplification runnes in a farre higher stile , for that he saies , Not onely with my groanings , but also with my teares . Augustus Cesar was much delighted in the companie of learned men . Especially of two famous Poets which liued in his time , Virgil & Horace . Of the which , Virgil was so much giuen to groaning and sighing , that commonly he was called Suspirabundus : and Horace was borne bleare-eyed . Therefore vpon a time Augustus sitting in the midst between Virgil and Horace , and one that might be bolde asking him what he did : mary saies he , 44 44 S●deo int●r sus●iria & lachrymas . I sit here between groanings and teares . Our Augustus , King Dauid I meane , sitteth not betweene groanings & teares , but lieth sick in his bed , very sore troubled and euen almost ouerwhelmed with them both . For as that little cloude like a mans hand , which Elizeus sawe , brought with it at length a great shower t t 1. Reg. 18.44 . : in semblable wise , those gronings of his , as a cloude , or as thunder , did giue warning in a manner , that anon after would followe a dreery shower of teares . And as the sea sends foorth floods which water the whole earth u u Eccles. 1.7 . : so the sweet singer of Israel otherwise , but here alas the pitifulst weeper in the world , his contrition being great like the sea x x Lament. 2.13 . , makes a floode as I may say , and waters his couch with his teares . S. Austin , 45 45 Confess . l. 8. cap. 12. warranteth both these comparisons , of a shower of teares , and of a flood of teares . The first in these wordes ; 46 46 Vbi . alta consideratio congessit totam mis●riam meam in conspectu cordis mei , When I deeply considered with my selfe the miserable estate wherein I stoode , 47 47 oborta est procella ingens ferens ingen●è imbrem lachrymarum . there arose in my heart a tempestuous storme , bringing with it a mightie shower of teares . There is a shower of teares . The second in these wordes ; 48 48 Ego sub quadam fici arbore stra●ime , & dimisi habenas lachrymis , Then I laide mee downe flat groueling vpon the ground vnder a certaine figg-tree , and did let mine eyes weepe , and spare not , euen their fill , as much as they would , 49 49 & proruperunt flumina oculorum meorum . and presently gushed foorth whole floods of teares . Here is a flood of teares 50 50 Perque sinus lacrymae fluminis instar eunt . .

Hence wee may gather two very profitable notes , worthie of our remembrance . The first is , That euery new act of sinne must be bewailed by a new act of repentance . Not that it is possible for vs to reckon vp or euen so much as to remember all and euery of our sinnes , but that hauing hartely repented of those , or of that sinne which most dangerously hath wasted & al-most destroyed our conscience , then wee ought at the last to say with the Psalmist , y y Psal. 29.12 . Who can tell how oft he offendeth ? O cleanse thou me from my secret sinnes . This same holy prophet , euen when he was in the state of grace , defiled himselfe with an other mans wife . Yet he slept not ouerlong in this sinne , but being awaked by the prophet Nathan , and more thoroughly by this sicknes which was gods messenger vnto him , he renewed his repentance , and watered his couche with his teares . So must we . For it is nothing but a slander which the church of Rome casteth vpon vs , that forsooth we should teach , a man whose person is iustified by faith in Christ committing some foule act , is neuer a whit the worse for it . Nay , our doctrine is this , That such an one hath hurt himselfe two waies . In respect of his owne guiltines ; and in respect of Gods righteousnes . For the first ; though God for his part doe not breake off the purpose of adoption , and adiudge him to wrath , and therefore he is not guiltie of condemnation for sin ; yet he is simply guiltie of sin , & hath grieuously wounded his owne conscience . For the second ; though God again hath pardoned all the sins of his elect , euen those that are to come , by his decree , by his promise , by the valewe and price of his sonnes merits , yet absolutely and actually he doth not apply this pardon to the apprehension and feeling of the sinners fayth , till he recouer himselfe , and renewe his repentance . Marry this we teach , that god vphouldeth his chosen children so by faith and repentance , that it is vnpossible any of them should die in finall impenitency . But that sweet sanctifiing spirit which dwelleth in them , is still busy like a bee as we say , and neuer leaues stinging them , & stirring them vp to repentance , and working them like waxe as it were , till as much as it was before greiued for their auersion by sin , so much it be after delighted for their conuersion by amendment of life . Therefore as all they neede not to doubt a whit of their saluation , who after they haue fallen a sleepe in sinne , awake betimes , and water their couch with their teares : so I assure you ( Holy Brethren ) theire case is dangerous & desperate , nay they are in a cursed case , which will not be awaked , but lie still sleeping & snoring in sin . Seeing no pardon can be procured , but where repentance is renewed . For god doth not giue vs rules to keepe , and breake them himselfe . Now his rule is this ; 51 51 Luc. 17.4 . Though thy brother sinne against thee seuen times in a day , & seuen times in a day turne again to thee , saying , It repenteth me ; thou shalt forgiue him . Therefore as I am bound to forgiue my brother in deed , though he doe not aske me forgiuenes , but I am not bound to goe to him and tell him , I forgiue him , except he first come to me and tell me He repents , but if he doe thus , then am I bound also to tell him I forgiue him : so the lord though in the gratious degree of his fatherly adoption he haue sealed vp the remission of all our sinnes , yet he doth not open the bagg , and shew the treasures of his mercy to vs ward in it , till he see vs become new men . For then he hath bound him selfe by his louing promise , and hath giuen vs his word ▪ that he will forgiue vs our sinne . At what time soeuer a sinner repenteth , saith he z z Ezech , 18.21 . , and watereth his couche with his teares , I will remember his iniquities no more . Naaman the Syrian was willed to wash himselfe seauen times in Iordan . 52 52 2. Reg. 5.10 . Why seauen times ? was not one time enough ? Yes surely . For him it was enough , but not for vs . For that was done , rather for our example , then for his benefit . Seeing his malady was only a leprosie : but our soule is leprous with sinne . And therefore if he for one leprosie wasnt himselfe seauen times , how much more ought we euery time we sinne to be sorry for it , and if wee doe not wash our selues seauen times for one sinne , yet at the leastwise to wash our selues seauen times for seauen sinnes , seeing the most iust of vs all , as Salomon witnesseth a a Pro. 24.16 . , may seauen times fal in one day ? Or rather many men in the world haue not only seauen deadly sinnes , but euen seauen deuills in them b b Luc. 8.2 . , which they can no waies wash out , but by bitter weeping , and watering their couch with their teares . To the angel of Ephesus thus saith the spirit 53 53 Reuel. 2.5 . , Remember from whence thou art fallen , and repent , and doe the first workes , or els I will remooue thy candlesticke out of his place . So that if we let our sinne stand still , our candlesticke shall be remooued : but if we would haue our candlesticke stand still , our sinne must be remooued . We must repent and doe the first workes , not those which we must repent of , but those which wee are fallen from . Wonderfull are the words of the Apostle ; God hath committed the word of reconciliation vnto vs , therefore we are Christs embassadours , and God entreating you as it were by vs , wee beseech you in the name of Christ , that you would be reconciled to God 54 54 2. Cor. 5.20 . . What , may some man say , were not the Corinthians reconciled alreadie ? wherefore then is the Apostle so earnest about nothing ? I but they doe not vnderstand the Apostle which make this obiection . He knew well enough they were reconciled before . But he knew as well , the best of vs all can not stand in Gods fauour one minute of an hower without a good mediatour ▪ For since our first reconciliation to God , we haue so often offended his maiestie , that if we doe not plie him with humble supplications , and daily Petitions , and heartie repentance , and vnfained teares , he and wee can not possibly be friends . And therefore the Apostle calls vpon the Corinthians so earnestly , and cries to them , and saies , Take heede , Feare God , Offend him not , Ye can get nothing by falling out with him , But in case ye haue bin ouertaken with any sinne c c Gal. 6.1 . , ye haue an aduocate with the father d d 1. Iohn . 2.1 . , Flie vnto him for succour , If you be wise be reconciled to God as soone as you can , God entreateth you : ( O mercifull Lord , dost thou sue & seeke to vs ? and is there any thing in the world that we can pleasure thee in ? can our goodnes reach vnto thee e e Psalm. 16.2 . ? and dost thou entreat vs ? yea saies he ) God entreateth you , and wee his Ambassadours in the name of Iesus Christ beseech you , that you would be reconciled to God . Be reconciled to God , and though you haue offended him neuer so much , he will be reconciled to you . Assure your selues , you may lay your life of it , he will presently turne vnto you , if you in true repentance will turne vnto him , and water your couch with your teares . For so this our Prophet did no sooner confesse his fault , but Nathan proclaimd his pardon 55 55 2. Sam. 12.13 . . Whereupon he himselfe also hath these words 56 56 Psal. 32.5 . , I said I will confesse my wickednes vnto the Lord , and thou forgauest the iniquitie of my sinne . As the Lyonesse hauing bin false to the Lyon , by going to a Libard ; and the Storke consorting with any other besides her owne mate , wash themselues before they dare returne home : in like manner the prophet here , before he can be reconciled to God , after this great breach by adulterie and murther f f 2 Sam. ii . 4 . & 15. , is faine to wash his bed , and to water his couch with his teares . But here a question may arise : If the faithfull be subiect , neither to aeternall condemnation when they doe sinne , nor yet to finall impenitencie when they haue sinned , what neede they at all , either auoide sinne for which they shall not be condemned , or els hasten their repentance , of which they shall not be depriued ? This question consisteth of two parts . The one touching condemnation : the other touching impenitencie . To the former part I say as before , Though there be sinne in them , yet there is no condemnation to them , which are in Christ Iesus g g Rom. 8.1 . . But how ? This is no thanks to them that sinne , thereby making themselues guiltie of sinne , and as much as in them lieth subiect also to condemnation for the same : but onely to God , who wrappeth vp all the sinnes of his children in the bowels of his deare sonne , that they appeare not in his sight to condemne them , either in this world or in the world to come . As Shem went backward and couered his fathers nakednes h h Gen. 9.23 . : so God casteth our sinnes behind his backe , and doth not impute them to vs . Howbeit though condemnation neede not be feared , yet there are reasons enough besides to perswade all those to hate sinne , that loue God . One is , because God doth vsually withdraw the outward signes of his fauour from them which forget their dutie towards him . The whole booke of Iob is proofe sufficient . Especially in one place i i Iob. 7.20 . he saith ; I haue sinned , what shall I doe vnto thee , O thou preseruer of men , why hast thou set me as a marke against thee , so that I am burden to my selfe ? And Dauid k k Psal. 44.24 . , Why standest thou so farre off , O Lord , a and hidest thy selfe in the needefull time of trouble ? For as Ioseph made himselfe strange to his brethren , and spake vnto them roughly l l Gen. 42.7 . , though he loued them well enough : euen so the Lord , though he take not his mercie from his children , yet he chastiseth their iniquities with roddes , and their sinnes with scourges m m Psal. 89.33 . . An other is , because the faithfull sinning loose the inward feeling of Gods fauour . As Iob testifieth in these words ; Thou writest bitter things against me , and thou wilt consume me with the sinnes of my youth n n Iob. 13.26 . . And Dauid , O giue me the comfort of thy helpe againe , and establish me with thy free spirit o o Psal. 51.12 . . He wanted not Gods helpe , nor his spirit , but yet he was so discouraged and cast downe in his owne conscience , that he felt not the comfortable tast of Gods helpe , nor the blessed freedome of his spirit . And euen so generally , the godly sinning , though they quench not the spirit altogether p p 1. Thes. 5.19 . , yet by greeuing it they feele such a desolation in their soules , as if they were quite cast out of fauour with God . To the latter part of this question I answer , that the sinnes of the godly are therefore with repentance , because the graces of God are without repentance q q Rom. 11.29 . . And as it is vnpossible that they which sinne in despight of the spirit , should be renewed by repentance r r Hebr. 6.6 . : so it is vnpossible that they should not be renewed by repentance which sinne of infirmitie , as all the faithfull doe . For though the flesh haue the vpper hand one while enforcing them to sinne , yet the spirit will get the masterie an otherwhile , making them heartily sorie for their sin . Neuertheles great reason is it they should not abuse the patience of God mouing them to repentance s s Rom. 2 4. , but rather that they should instantly stirr vp this gift of God in them t t 2. Tim. 1.6 . , to which they are sure at length the course & motion of Gods spirit will bring them . For first , what a horrible thing is it , either for God to withdrawe his fatherly and fauorable countenance from vs , or for vs to haue a hell as it were in our owne consciences , both which as I haue already shewed , doe necessarily followe sinne ? Besides , seeing all the good wee get by sinne is repentance and greife , farre better it is to begin betimes to repent , and so forthwith to enioy the comfortable feeling of Gods mercifull pardon , then by deferring our repentance , still to be tormented with the horrour of our guilty conscience . Moreouer , the end is not a barre against the meanes , but rather a great furtherer & setter of them on forward . We being therefore sure we shall repent at the last , ought neuer a whit the lesse to vse the meanes as soone as we can , by ceasing to doe ill , and learning to doe well u u Esa. 1.17 . . Euen as S. Paul , though he knew certainly he should not perish in that shipwracke , yet he vsed the best meanes he could to saue his life x x Act. 27.44 . . Lastly this is one maine difference betweene the wicked and the godly , that they hauing their consciences seared with a hot yron y y 1. Tim. 4.2 . , and being past feeling z z Eph. 4.19 . , goe on still in sinning without any sence of sinne a a Consue●udo peccandi tollit sensum peccati . Aug. : but these , hauing their sences exercised to discerne betweene good and euill b b Heb. 5.14 . , neuer rest if they be hurt with the sting of sinne , till they be eftsoones salued & healed by Gods mercie . For as the Swallowe perceiuing himselfe almost blind , presently seeketh out the herbe Chelidonia c c Celandine : and the Hart feeling himselfe shot with an arrowe sticking in him , forthwith runneth to the hearb Dictamnus d d Ditany . : right so doe the godly . Take Ezechias for an example of a Swallowe . All that is in mine house haue they seene , there is nothing among my treasures that I haue not shewed them e e 2. Reg. 20.15 . . There he is blind . For the more treasures the King of Babels ambassadours sawe , the more was Ezechias blinded with ambition in shewing them . Like a crane or a Swallowe , so did I chatter , I did mourne as a doue . I shall walke weakly all my yeares in the bitternes of my soule f f Esa. 38.14 . & 15. . Here s the Chelidonia . For this bitternes of his soule , doth cure the blindnes of his soule . Take Iob for an example of a Hart. The arrowes of the almighty are in me , the venome whereof doth drinke vp my spirit , and the terrors of God fight against me g g Iob. 6.4 . . There he is shot . For if he had not bin strooken before with the arrowes of his owne wickednes , hee should neuer haue bin strooken thus with the arrowes of Gods correction . I abhorre my selfe and repent in dust & ●shes h h Iob. 42.6 . Here s the Dictamnus . For this abhorring of himselfe is a recouering of himselfe : and the sooner he repents in dust and ashes , the sooner is he freed from all his sinnes , and from all the punishments due to the same . But now some man may further obiect and say , He is not yet fully satisfied for this latter part , because talke as long as wee will , all these inconueniences which come , as hath bin declared , by perseuering in sinne , are either no bridle at all , or els not so strong a bridle to restraine men from sinne , as if they be perswaded , they may by sinning quite and cleane loose all iustifying grace , and so may be finally impenitent when they dye . But he which will put forth this doubt must remember , that the children of God are led by the spirit of God i i Rom. 8.14 . . And the spirit though not in the same degree , yet in the same sort worketh in all those that haue bin , are , or shall be sanctified k k 2 Cor. 4.13 . Eundem spiritum . . Who as they serue God not for any seruile feare of loosing their faith , or of dying in impenitency , or such like , but onely for pure loue of his maiestie : so they can neither will nor choose , but being bitten with sinne they must needs in their soules and consciences feele the smart of it . Therefore S. Paul saith , The flesh lusteth against the spirit , and the spirit against the flesh , and these are contrarie one to the other , so that yee cannot doe the same things that yee wold l l Gal. ● . 17 . . For if the faithfull would doe Gods will in earth as it is in heauen , and serue him as obediently & as perfectly as the good angels doe , they can not , because still in them the flesh lusteth against the spirit : and so againe , if they would sinne with full consent , or with an obstinate purpose to continew in sinne , as the euill angels doe , they cannot doe this neither , because still in them the spirit lusteth against the flesh . Which spirit though it may for a time bee shut vp as it were , yet it will find meanes well enough at length to shewe it selfe . Thus Elihu saith ; The spirit within me compelleth me , Behold my belly is as wine which hath no vent , and like the newe bottles that burst . Therefore will I speake , that I may take breath m m Iob. 32.19 . . As Elihu then kept silence some while euen from good wordes , though it were paine and greife to him ; but at the last the fire kindling and his heart being hot within him , spake with his tongue n n Psal. 39.3 . : so the spirit of god in all the elect of god , is like wine put into a bottle , which will haue a vent to spurge out , or els it will burst the bottle ; or like fire rakt vp in embers , which will haue a passage to burne out , or els it will consume the whole house o o 1. Iohn . 3.9 . . And therfore Saint Iohn likewise saith ; Whosoeuer is borne of God doth not sinne : for his seede remaineth in him , neither can he sinne , because hee is borne of God . Marke yee this well . The Apostle thinketh it not enough to say , He doth not sinne : but addeth moreouer , He cannot sinne . What s that ? To wit , presumptuously without feare , hee doth not sinn : and desperately without remorse , he can not sin . He can not sinne , I say , presumtuously , as Pharaoh did : desperately , as Caine did : malitiously , as Iudas did : blasphemously , as Iulian did : He cannot , he cannot sinne thus . Why so ? Because the seede of God remaineth still in him . And what s this seede of God ? It is the spirit of God , of which S. Paul said euen now ; The spirit lusteth against the flesh , and these are contrarie one to the other , so that ye cannot doe the same things that ye would . Ye doe not sinne , nay ye can not sinne as the flesh would haue you ; ye can not doe the same things that ye would : but ye doe , nay ye can not choose but doe many times as the seede of God remaining in you , and as the spirit of God lusting in you , would haue you . So that this is a legall kind of preaching to say ; Take heede you sinne not : ye may happen so to loose your faith : to loose all the iustifying grace which God hath giuen you : to be for euer excluded out of the kingdome of heauen . This is to be said to vassals , to drudges , to slaues ; not to sonnes . To sonnes this may be better said p p Hebr. 12.5 . vobis vt filiis . ; Take heede ye sinne not : God hath adopted you and giuen you the earnest of his spirit q q 2. Cor. 5.5 . . Therefore grieue not this sweete Spirit whereby ye are sealed vp to the day of redemption r r Eph. 4.30 . . If ye be louing children indeed , though there were no hell to feare , no heauen to hope for , no torments to dread , no rewards to expect , yet ye will obey your good father , and be the sorrowfullest creatures in the world if you haue but once displeased him , onely for the meere loue ye beare towards him , and for the vnspeakable loue he hath shewed towardes you s s Diligenti deum sufficit ci placere quem diligit , quia nulla maior expetenda est remuneratio quam ipsa dilectio . Leo Magnus serm. 7. de Ieiunio . . For if he gaue his onely begotten sonne to die for you when ye were his enemies t t Rom. 5.10 . , now you are sonnes and such deere sonnes in his dearest Sonne u u Eph. 1.6 . , what dutie will you denie him ? what loyaltie will you grudge him ? what heartie thankfulnes and good will is there which you will not affoard him ? what faithfull honour and seruice is there which you will not yeeld him ? In one word , ( ye holy ones of God , I speake now to you all , beloued ) he which standes much vpon this obiection , hath no faith , no repentance , no iustifying grace at all in him . For the faithfull will neuer make that libertie which Christ hath purchased for them with his pretious blood , a cloake to couer their wickednes x x 1. Pet. 2.16 . , but rather a spurre to incite them to godlines y y Luc. 1.74 . Liberamur , v● serviamus ei . . Neither will they at any time reason thus ; z z Rom. 6.15 . We will sinne , because we are not vnder the law , but vnder grace : nor yet thus ; a a Rom. 6.1 . Wee will continew in sinne , that grace may abound : but alwaies thus ; b b Rom. 6.11 . By that we are dead to sinne , wee gather that wee are aliue to God : or els thus ; c c Tit. 2.11 . The grace of God hath appeared , teaching vs to denie vngodlines and worldly lusts . Thus you see then how in the regenerate man , euery new act of sinne must be bewailed by a new act of repentance . For God will not forgiue me except I repent , no more then I am bound to tell my brother I forgiue him , except he tell me He repents . Naaman must wash himselfe seauen times , before he can be cleane : the Angel of Ephesus must rise from his fall , and doe the first workes , or els his candlesticke shall be remooued : the Church of Corinth though it be neuer so holy , yet by sinne violating Gods loue must oftentimes be reconciled anew : euen king Dauid in this place , though he were a man according to Gods owne heart , yet , before Nathan would absolue him , he was faine to crie peccavi : and before God would forgiue him , he was faine to confesse his wickednes , and to water his couche with his teares .

The second note is , That a great act of sinne , must be bewailed with a great act of repentance . I meane not , that any paine or griefe of ours , can make satisfaction for the least of our sinnes , or that our contrition can be any cause of remission , but onely that where sinne hath abounded , there sorrow should abound also , that grace may superabound at the last d d Rom. 5. ●0 . . The Schoolemen shew here that great griefe may be considered two waies . According to a mans appretiation , and according to his intension e e Vide Bellar. de Poenitentia libro . 2. c. 11. . As the Patriark Iacob in his intension did lament his sonne Iosep , hwhome he thought to be dead , more pitifully , then he did any sinne that we read of f f Gen. 37.34 . ; but in the appretiation or estimation which he had of the hainousnes of sin , certenly he would rather haue lost tenne sonnes , then once haue find against God . Therefore , howsoeuer in intension sorrow for sinne be none of the greatest , yet in appretiation they would euer haue it excessiue . But we neede not borrow such vncoth words of the Schoolemen to expresse our meaning , if we can tell how to vse those wordes which wee haue of our owne . For if wee looke narrowly into this place , wee shall see that the Prophet Dauid is both waies in the highest degree sorrowfull . First , by how much the more dearely he esteemed Gods loue and friendshippe , then the health of his bodie , by so much the more is he greiued , that that is violated , then that this is indangered . And yet againe , how intensiuely and bitterly he bewaileth not so much the sicknes of his body , as the cause thereof the sinne of his soule , appeareth in that he trifleth not , but washeth his bed , and watereth his couch with his teares . Wee read of three that Christ raised from death . Iairus daughter : the widowes sonne : and Lazarus g g De tota hâc Alegoria , vide Aug. ser. 44. de Verbis Domini . & Tract . 49. in Iohannem . Eras●um etiam in contione de Misericordia dei . & Ferum in Iohan . c. 1● . Hanc approbat & Calvinus . in Lu. c. 7. vers. 11. his verbis ; Scimus inucnem hunc quem Christus à morte suscitauit , specie esse spiritualis vitae quam nobis restituit . . For raising vp of Iairus daughter 57 57 Mark . 5.38 . & deinceps . , many weeping and wailing greatly for her ; he came to the house , and went in where she lay : and suffered but a very fewe to goe in with him : and tooke her by the hand : and said vnto her Maiden arise : and straightway she arose and walked : and charge was giuen , that this should not be to told abroade . For raysing vp the widowes sonne 58 58 Luc. 7.12 . & deinceps . , much people of the citie weeping with his mother for him , who was now caryed out of the gate to be buried ; he went and touched the cofin : and said , Young man arise : and he that was dead sat vp : and began to speake : and he deliuered him to his mother : & the rumor hereof went foorth thorugh out all Iudea . For raysing-vp Lazarus 59 59 Iohn . 11.33 . & deinceps . , when he sawe Mary weepe , and the Iewes also weepe which came with her ; he groned in the spirit : he was troubled in himselfe : he , vnderstanding he had bin dead and buried foure daies , wept for him : he groned againe : he came to the graue : hee caused the graue stone to be taken away : he lifted vp his eyes to his father : he praied very feruently : he cryed with a lowde voice , Lazarus come foorth : then hee that was dead came foorth : bound hand and foote with bands : and his face was bound with a napkin : and Iesus said vnto them , Loose him & let him goe . Now these three sorts of corses , are three sorts of sinners 60 60 Ista tria genera mortucrum sunt tria genera peccaterum . Aug. ser. 44. de verbis Domini . . Iayrus daugter , lying dead in her fathers house resembleth them that sinne by inward consent : the widowes sonne , being caried out of the gate of the city , them that sinne by outward act : Lazarus , hauing bin dead and buried foure daies , them that sinne by continuall custome h h Resuscitauit filiam Archisinagogi adhuc in domo iacentem resuscitauit iuvenem filium viduae extra portam ciuitalis elatum : resuscitauit Lazariun sepultum quatriduanum . Aug. Tractatu . 49. in Iohan. . The first , was dead but one hower : the second , but one day : the third fower daies ; The young maiden lay in a bed : the young man , in a coffin : Lazarus , in a graue . For the first , Christ touched her hand : for the second , he touched the coffin : for the third , he touched nothing . Before their raysing vp ; because the maiden figured those that sinne , not so much in act as in consent , he touched her hand which had bin no great instrument of any act : because the young man had sinned in act , but not in custome , into which hee might haue fallen if he had liued longer , he touched the coffin which kept him from custome : because Lazarus smelled hauing bin dead now fower daies , the first day by conceiuing sinne , the second by consenting to sinne , the third by acting sinne , the fourth by continewing in sinne i i Prima est quasititillatio delectationis in corde , secunda consensio , tertium factum , quarta consuetudo . Aug sermone . 44. , Christ touched him not at all . At the raising of the first ; few were present , and they were charged also to make no wordes of it , that the maiden might be lesse shamed , which had sinned for the most part but in consent : at the raising of the second ; much people of the city were present , and the thing was noised abroad farre and neare , that the young man might be more ashamed , which had sinned also in act : at the raising of the third ; a huge number of Iewes were present , which saw his face bound with a napkin , to testifie the extreme confusion and shame that couered his face , & they loosed him themselues and let him goe , being eywitnesses of his seruitude & slauery which had sinned so long by custome . After their raising vp ; Iairus daughter straight way arose and walked , because for her that had stept aside but by consenting to sinne , it was easy to recouer , and to arise , & forthwith to walke in the way of Gods commandements : the widowes sonne sat vp , began to speake , was deliuered to his mother , because for him that had actually committed sinne , it was a harder matter to recouer , and therefore by little and little he came to it k k Residet enim , qui peccare desinens erigit se ad propositum vitae melioris : loquitur , qui confessus suam tur pitudine agnoscit dei misericordiam : redditur vivus matri , qui peractis remediis restituitur Ecclesiae communioni . Eras. vbi supra . , first sitting vp , by raising vp himselfe to a purpose of amendment , then beginning to speake , by confessing his owne misery and acknowleding Gods mercy , lastly being deliuered to his mother , by returning to the bosome of the holy Church , and enioying the remission of his sinnes : Lazarus came foorth bound hand and foote with bandes , because for him that had had a stone laid vpon him l l Molesilla imposi●a s●●ulchro , i●sa est vis d●ra consicludinis , quá premittur onima nec ros●rg●re , nec respirare permillitur . Aug. ser. 44. , and had made his heart as hard as a graue-stone or as a nether-milstone by making a custome and as it were a trade of sinne it was a matter vnpossible to our thinking to recouer ; only the omnipotent power of Christ could bring him foorth bound hand and foote , and breake these bandes asunder , and restore him againe to the libertie of the sonnes of God . For you must knowe 61 61 Ex Epiphanio Catalogo dogmatum Manichai . that thirty years old he was when he was raised vp , & thirty yeares more he liued after he had bin raised vp . So that halfe his life he spent in sinne : the other halfe in repentance for sinne . But I haue a little forgot my selfe . Yet it will be no great fault , ( right Honorable , and beloued in our Lord , ) if it will please you to pardon it . I should haue obserued to you in the first place , how Christ was earnestly requested to raise vp the first n n Mark . 5.23 . ; but raised vp the two last of his own accord o o Luc. 7.13 . & Ioh. 11.11 . : & contrariwise , how for the two first their freinds only wept p p Mar. 5.38 . & Lu. 7.13 . ; but for the last , besides his sisters and frends , Christ also wept exceedingly q q Iohn . 11.35 . . These are very important matters , and properly belonging to the point in hand . For seeing the young maiden by sinning in consent had lesse offended Christ , he would not haue troubled himself about her , but vpon intreatie of others : but the two last , the one an actuall , the other a customable sinner , which were in a more dangerous estate , he came-to beeing brought by the bowels onely of his owne mercie , and raised them vp : on the other side , the two first hauing sinned , the one in thought , the other in deede , did not so much mooue Christ as Lazarus , which was growne to a custome in sinning both waies ; and therfore for them he was content their friends only should weepe , but for this last he wept and trobled his owne selfe very much . So that the first he neither restored of his owne accord , nor yet wept for her : the second he restored of his owne accord , but wept not for him : the third he both restored of his owne accord , and also wept for him . Why so ? The reason is this . The young maidens sinne , the lesse it hazarded her owne soule , the lesse it grieued Christs soule , and so the lesse he had a care , either to cure it , or to rue it : the young mans sinne , being neither so small as the maydens , nor so great as Lazaruses , Christ raysed him vp of his owne accord because he was more then a sinner in thought , and yet wept not for him because he was lesse then a sinner in custome : Lazarus sin , the more ranke and deadly it was , the more did it require the skill and loue of such a Phisition , as by his passion could mend it , & by his compassion would moane it . Where we must obserue with Saint Augustine , that our blessed Sauiour did not take on thus grieuously , for himselfe so much , or for Lazarus , as for vs . He groaned in the spirit : he was troubled in himselfe : he wept : he groned againe : he lifted vp his eies : he prayed feruently : he cryed with a loude voyce . So that here he might well haue said with David ; I am weary of my groanings : and , I water my couche with my teares . But wherefore did he groane thus , weepe thus , cry thus , pray thus , lift vp his eies thus , lift vp his voyce thus ? Saint Augustin telleth vs 62 62 Quare sleuit Christus , nisi quia ●lere hominem docuit ? Aug. Tr. 49. . Wherefore , saies he , did Christ weepe , but to teach vs to weepe r r Quare fremuit , & turbauit scipsum , nisi quia fides hominis sibi meritò displicentis fremere quodammodo debe● in accusatione malorum operum , vt violentiae poenitendi cedat consuetudo peccandi : Aug. ibid ? Wherefore did he groane and trouble himselfe , but because the faith of a christian , displeasing himselfe in his sinnes , should after a sort groane in accusing himselfe for his sinnes , that so at length the obstinat custome of his sinning , might yeild and giue place to the violent force of his repenting ? And a little before ; What s the cause , saies he , that Christ troubled himself 63 63 Quid est quod t●rbat scip sum Christus , nisi vt significet tibi quomodo turbar● tu debeas , cum tantâ mole peccati grauaris & premeris ? , but to signifie vnto thee , how thou oughtest to be troubled when thou art pressed , and oppressed with a dead weight of sinnes s s Attendisti enim te , vidisti te reum cōputasti tibi , illud feci & pepercit mihi deus , illud commisi & distu●it me , euangelium audità & contempsi , baptizatus sum & iterum ad eadem reuolutu sum : quid facio , quò eo , vnde evado ? Quum ista dicis , iam fremit Christus , quia fides fremit , In voce frementis apparet spes resurgen●is . Si ipsa fides estintus , ibi est Christus fremcus . Si sides in nobis , Christus in nobis . ? For thou hast examined thy selfe , thou hast found thy selfe guilty , thou hast reasoned thus with thy selfe ; I haue done such or such a thing , and God hath all this while spared me : I haue committed such or such a sinne , and he hath still borne with me : I haue heard the word of God , and yet I haue carelesly contemned it : I haue been baptized and had my sinnes washt away , and yet I haue returned to them againe : what doe I ? whether goe I ? what will be the ende of this ? when thou saiest thus , then Christ groaneth , because thy faith groaneth . By the voyce of thy groaning may be gathered good hope of thy rising . If this faith be in thee , Christ groaneth in thee . If faith be in vs , Christ is in vs . Thus farr S. Augustine . In conclusion then ; If Christ winking at lesser sinnes , or at least not so much lamenting them , did out of all measure bewayle Lazarus case , betokening those that haue bin long dead in trespasses and sinnes , though it pertained not directly to himselfe : how much more good Lord , ought I , which am a farr more haynous sinner then ever Lazarus was , as my sinnes , mine owne sinnes I say , for number are more then the hayres of my head t t Psal. 40.30 . , and for greatnes haue reached vp to heauen u u Ezra . 9.6 . , so neuer to leaue groaning , and weeping , and crying , and praying for the pardon of them , that I may truly say with the Psalmist ; I am weary of my gronings ; & , I water my couch with my tears . The old testament doth shew this as plainly as the new . For in the lawe , the greatnes of the sinne was estimated according to the condition of the sinner . The priuate mans sinne was little : the princes sinne great : all the peoples sinne greater : the preists sinne greatest of all . Therefore for each of these was ordained a seuerall sacrifice 64 64 Leuitic. 4. . For the priuate man and the prince , a goate . But for him a shee-goate x x Vers. 28. : for this a hee-goate y y Vers. 23. . Now the male is compted a greater sacrifice , considering the perfection of the sexe . For al the people , and the preist , a young bullocke . But for all the people , the elders only did put their hands vpon the head of the bullocke z. z. Vers 15. : the preist did put his own hand vpon it a a Vers. 4. . Now as a young bullock is a greater sacrifice then a goate : so the priest doth vndergoe a greater penance and more open shame than all the people . Besides , of all these , their offence that sinned ignorantly , was accompted not so great as theirs that sinned wilfully . And therefore they were to offer a ram worth two shekels b b Lev. 5.15 . ; but these a ram of what price the preist would appoint c c Liu. 27.12 . , according to the measure and estimation of the sinne d d Leui. 6.6 . Iuxta aestimationem mensuramque peccati . Now then , though Leuiticall preists and sacrifices are ceased , yet wee that are made spirituall preists and kings with Christ e e Revel. 5.10 . , must as it were enioyne our owne selues penance , and according to the qualitie of our sinne , measure the sacrifice of our broken and contrite heart which we offer vnto God . If we had neuer sinned but of ignorance , yet euery one of vs should be bound to offer a ram of two shekles . And what is this ram of two shekles ? It is euen mine owne selfe , a poore sinner 65 65 Non habe● nisi minuta duo , imominutissima , corpus & anim●m , vel potius vnum minutum voluntatem meam : & non dab● illam ad voluntatem illius , qui tantus tantillum tantis beneficiis praeuenit , qui toto se totum me comparauit ? Bern. Serm. de Quadruplici Debito . pag. 100 , that haue nothing to offer but the widdowes two mites , nay a great deale lesse then two mites , I meane my body and my soule : or rather I haue but onely one mite to offer , only my good wil , which I must henceforth conforme to his will , who being rich became poore for mee , and gaue his bodie and soule to redeeme my body and soule from death . But now seeing we haue almost as often sinned wilfully , as either of ignorance or infirmitie , what manner of men ought we to be in humbling our selues vnder Gods mighty hand f f 1. Pet. 5.6 . , in iudging and condemning our selues g g 1. Cor. 11.31 . , in repenting as hartely as we sinned haynously , in washing our bed , and watring our couch with our teares ? Euen this our Prophet sheweth also very good euidence for this same doctrine els where . Haue mercie vpon me , O Lord , saies he , after thy great goodnes , and according to the multitude of thy mercies doe away mine offences . Wash me thoroughly from my wickednes , and cleanse me from my sinne 66 66 Psal. 51.2 . . The goodnes of God is alwaies like it selfe , neyther great nor little but absolutely infinite . Therefore it is neuer a whit the greater for our compting it not little , nor neuer a whit the lesse for our counting it not great : but though wee compt it great yet it is still as little as it should be , and though we compt it little yet it is still as great as it can be . So that the Psalmist in tearming Gods goodnes great , setteth foorth the greatnes , rather of his owne badnes , then of gods goodnes : confessing his owne sinne indeed to be great , and so consequently Gods goodnes likewise to be great , but yet in this respect only , not because it can take any encrease of greatnes into it selfe ; but because it can giue increase of gladnes to him , who for a great sinne is almost ouerwhelmed with as great a greife . The same may be said of Gods mercies , that they are neither many nor few , but as his goodes is incomprehensible , so his mercies are innumerable . Neuerthelesse the Prophet stickes not to say ; According to the multitude of thy mercies , doe away mine offences . As if he should haue said ; According to thy mercies , doe away the multitude of mine offences . The multitude then , to speake properly , is not of Gods mercies , but of mine offences , and yet seeing the mercies of God are as many as all mine offences , nay a great many more then all the offences of all the world , therfore he mentions a multitude of Gods mercies . Because nothing can asswage the multitude of sorrowes which arise in my heart h h Psal. 94.19 . , for the multitude of my offences , but the multitude of Gods mercies . The multitude of mine offences asking indeede , as on Gods behalfe a multitude of mercies , so on my behalfe a multitude of teares . And therefore he saies also ; wash me thoroughly : or as it is in the latin translation 67 67 Amplius . laua me . , wash me yet more . Wash me and wash me : and yet more : againe and againe ; wash me thoroughly from my wickednes , and cleanse me from my sinne . For euen as a vessell that hath bin tainted with poison , or some infectious liquor , will not be cleane with once washing , but must be often scalded , and thoroughly washed , before it will be sweete : so hauing heretofore possessed my vessell in impuritie i i 1. Thes. 4.4 . , though I now wash me with niter , and take me much sope , yet mine owne vncleannes is still marked before thee k k Ierem. 2.22 . , onely thou O Lord canst wash me thoroughly , who am grieued thoroughly , because I haue bin thoroughly defiled . And indeede though I can not wash my selfe thoroughly , yet I am sure thou hast washt mee thoroughly , because I haue repented me thoroughly . I haue mingled my drinke with weeping l l Psal. 102.10 . ; and , My teares haue beene my meate day and night m m Psal. 42.4 . : nay , Euery night I wash my bed ; and , water my couch with my teares . It is a cleare case then , that a great act of sinne must be bewailed with a great act of repentance . For the raising of Lazarus which hath bin dead fowre daies , requireth the greatest groning and weeping : the greater sinne , as of the Priest , or voluntarie , or such like , requireth the greater sacrifice : if I haue committed great wickednes , except I shew great repentance , I cannot obtaine great mercie : if I haue bin thoroughly defiled , except I be thoroughly washed , I can not be thoroughly clensed . And therfore the holy Prophet , that he may obtaine great mercie , and that he may be thoroughly washed , saith here ; Euery night I wash my bed , and water my couch with my teares .

To returne then where I left , and so to make an ende ; S. Austins two comparisons , of a shower of teares , and of a flood of teares , may seeme to some very incredible , and much more these three amplifications of the Prophet Dauid . Especially if we read these words , as I haue noted they are in the Hebrew ; Euery night I cause my bed to swimme ; and I melt my couch with my teares . But howsoeuer they may seeme to be , they are I graunt very hyperbolicall . Yet so , as the meaning of them is plaine enough . As if he should haue saide ; I doe not indeede cause my bed to swimme in showers of teares ; neither doe I melt my couch with floods of teares : but yet if euer any man had done so , or if it were possible any man could doe so , then my repentance is so great , and my teares so aboundant , that I thinke verily whosoeuer is one I should be an other , which should cause my bed to swim , and my couch to melt , seeing , Euery night I wash my bed , and water my couch with my teares . Therefore they which can gather no good meaning out of these words , doe consider , neither how fearefull the wrath and indignation of God is , nor yet how horrible is the sense of sinne . Augustus Caesar n n Relatâ ad se mag●itudine aeris ali●i quam quidam eques Romanus dum vixit celauerat , culcitram emi cubicularem in cius anctione sibi iussit . , of whome I spake before , hearing them talke in his court what a huge summe of money a certaine Knight in Rome owed at his death , and that all his goods were to be sold to make payment of his debts , commaunded the master of his wardrobe to buie for him that bed , wherein this Knight vsed to lie . For ( saies he ) 68 68 Et praeceptum mirantibus hanc rationem reddidit ; Habenda est ad somnum culcitra , in quâ ille , cum tantum deberet , dormi●e potuit . Macrob. Satur. l. 2. c. 4. if I can not sleepe soundly in that bedde wherein he could sleepe that owed so much , then surely I shall sleepe in none . If this famous Emperour thought it a matter almost vnpossible for him to sleepe quietly in his bed which was so deepely in debt ; what would he haue saide , if Christ who was borne in his time , had bin bred in his heart o o Galat. 4.19 . ? I meane , if he had seene by the light of Gods word , that no debts are comparable to sinnes ? And therefore if that poore Knight could hardly sleepe in his bed , then that seruant which oweth his master tenne thousand talents p p Math. 18.24 . ( as alas which of vs all , beloued , if wee remember our selues well , is not guiltie of so many sinnes ? ) can hardly take any rest . This if the Emperour had knowne , he would rather haue bought Dauids couch that he might not haue slept for bewayling his sinnes , then this banckrupts bed that hee might haue slept notwithstanding all his cares . For these , these , euen our sinnes , these are the debts which so trouble and torment the soule , that a man were better haue many common wealthes in his head , yea the cares of all the world in his head , them be disquieted & distracted with them . Wherefore , deare christians , if we be in good health , let vs be thankfull to God for it , & let vs accoumpt it a speciall blessing without which all worldly blessings are nothing , and let vs vse it as all other good gifts of God to his glorie & the good of one an other . If contrariwise it please the Lord at any time to visite vs with sicknes , let vs not in this case despaire neither . But first , whatsoeuer other causes wee may conceaue , let vs ingeniously acknowledge one cause of our sicknes to be our sinnes . For if wee would preuent the iudgements of god by timely repentance , and iudge our selues , wee should not be iudged of the Lord . But because men will not when they are in health thinke of him that giueth health , therefore oftentimes they are sick , and now and then also fall a sleepe q q 1. Cor. 11.30 . . For euen as malefactors which will not by gentle meanes confesse their heinous crimes , are by racking or such like tortures enforced to confesse : so when grieuous sinners can see no time to repent , God in his iustice , or rather indeede in his great mercie , doth as it were racke them vpon their couch with sicknesses and bodily paines , that they may be constrained to confesse their sinnes , and so may be freed of two sicknesses , their bodies sicknes and their soules sicknes both at once . O happie , happie men are they , which when they are young , remember their Creator before they be old r r Ecles . 12.1 . : and when they are in health confesse their sinnes , and forsake them before they be sicke s s Prov. 28.13 . . And yet , good louing brother , if thou happen to be sicke , be not in any case , as I said before , be not altogether discouraged by it . But in the next place , remember that thy sicknes is nothing else , but Gods fatherly visitation to doe the good , and especially to mooue thee to repentance . Listen a little . Harken I say . Dost thou not heare him rapping a loud , and knocking hard at the dore of thy hard heart , and saying to thee , whosoeuer thou art ; Mayden arise ; Young man arise ; Lazarus arise and come forth . Awake therfore , awake , thou that sleepest , t t Ep. 5.14 . and stand vp from death , and Christ shall giue thee life . Say with the spiritual spouse : In my bed by night I sought him whome my soule loueth u u Cant. 3.1 . . Say with this our Prophet ; Did I not remember thee vpon my bed , and meditate of thee in the night season x x Psal. 63.7 . ? Looke not still to haue pillowes sowd vnder thine elbowes , neither boulster vp thy selfe any longer in thy sinnes y y Ezech. 13.18 . . Lie not vpon thy beds of iuorie , neither stretch thy selfe vpon thy couch z z Amos. 6.4 . : but euery night wash thy bed , and water thy couch with thy teares . Behold , saies thy heauenly husband , a a Reuel. 3.20 . I stand at the dore and knocke , if any man heare my voice and open the dore , I will come in vnto him , and will suppe with him , and he with me . And againe ; b b Cant. 5.2 . Open vnto me , my sister , my loue , my doue , mine vndefiled , for my head is full of dew , and my locks with the drops of the night . Wherefore seeing Christ knocketh so loud at the dore of thy heart for repentance , knocke thou as loud at the dore of his mercie for pardon : seeing he would so faine haue thee turne vnto him and heare his voice , be thou as willing to call vpon his name that he may heare thy voice : seeing he is so forward to sup with thee by receiuing thy praiers , be thou as desirous to sup with him by obtaining the benefit of his passion , euen the remission of thy sinnes . And as he saies to thy soule ; Open vnto me , my sister , my loue , my doue , mine vndefiled : so be thou bold by faith to turne the same words vpon him againe , and say , Open vnto me my brother , my loue , my doue , mine vndefiled , for my head is ful of dew , and my locks with the drops of the night . And why is my head full of dew , and my locks with the drops of the night ? Because euery night I wash my bed , and water my couch with my teares . Then , deare Christian brother , then thy sicknes shal not be vnto death , but for the glorie of God c c Iohn . 11.4 . . For God will turne all thy bed in thy sicknes d d Psal. 41.3 . . And so whereas before it was a bed of sicknes , he will turne it into a bedde of health : whereas a bed of paine and griefe , into a bed of rest and comfort : whereas a bed of teares & repentance , into a bed of ioyful deliuerance . Reméthy selfe well . At least wise as well as thou canst , and well enough . What happened to Iob , who was sick , and sore all his bodie ouer , and had not a couch neither to lie on , but was faine to lie on a dunghill ? Did not all this turne to his great good , whenas the Lord did blesse his latter end much more then his beginning e e Iob. 42.10 . ? What hapned to Ezechias , who had sentence of death gon out against him ? Did not he lying sicke in his bedd turne him toward the wall and weepe , and got the sentence of death reuersed , and fiftene yeares more added to his life f f Esa. 38.6 . ; What happened to the man sick of a palsey , who was let downe thorough the tyling bed and all in the midst before Iesus ? Did not Christ with one word in an instant heale him , so that he tooke vp his bed and departed to his owne house praising God g g Luc. 5.25 . ? What happened to the man which had bin sick eight and thirtie yeares and was not able to stepp downe into the poole ? Did not Christ saying but ; Rise , take vp thy bed , and walke ; cure him so , that presently he was made whole , and tooke vp his bed , and walked h h Ioh. 5.8 . & 9. ? What happeed to Eneas , who was sick of the palsey , as one of these two that I spake of last , and had kept his bed eyght yeares , as the other of them ? Did not S. Peter saying but thus vnto him ; Eneas , Iesus Christ maketh thee whole , arise and trusse vp thy couch ; so restore him that immediately he arose i i Act. 9.33.34 . ? What happened to S. Paul who was pressed out of measure passing strength , so that he altogether doubted euen of life ? Did not the Lord , when he had receiued the sentence of death in himselfe , deliuer him from this great daunger k k 2. Cor. 1.8 . & 9. ? What happened to S. Pauls fellow-souldier Epaphroditus , who was sick , and no doubt sick very neare vnto death ? Did not the Lord shew mercie on him , and giue him health againe , to the great ioy of the Philippians , and generall good of all the church ? l l Philip. 2.27 . What happened to holy Dauid in this place , who saith of himselfe ; O Lord I am weake : my bones are vexed ; my soule also is sore troubled ; I am weary of my gronings ; euery night I wash my bed ; and water my couch with my teares ? Did not the Lord finding him in this miserable pickle and plight , deliuer his soule from death ; his eyes from teares ; and his feet from falling m m Psal. 116.8 . ? So that in thankfull and ioyfull manner he triumpheth and saith ; the Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping : the Lord hath heard my petition : the Lord will receiue my praier . Euen as S. Paul saith ; He hath deliuered vs from so great a death : and doth deliuer vs : in whom also we trust that yet he will deliuer vs n n 2. Cor. 1.10 . . O faithfull and deare louing Lord ! He hath deliuered , he doth deliuer , he will deliuer . He neuer yet hath forsaken , he neuer doth forsake , he neuer will forsake , those that put their trust in him . For tell mee , my good Brother , if thou canst tell any thing , tell mee , did Christ so miraculously restore Iob , restore Ezechias , restore the man sick of the palsey , restore the bedred man , restore Eneas , restore S. Paul , restore Epaphroditus , restore king Dauid , to their former health , and can hee not restore thee ? Did he restore the most of these , when he was crucified vpon earth , and can he not restore thee now hee is crowned in heauen ? Is his arme now shorter & his power lesser then it was then ? Where , I maruel , where is the Centurions faith ? Christ said then ; I haue not found so great faith in all Israel o o M●t. 8.10 . : now if he were among vs he might say ; I haue not found so great faith in all the world . The Centurion beleued though Christ came not vnder the roofe of his house , but spake the word only , his seruant might be healed well enough : and doest thou thinke Christ cannot heale thee except he come in person , & stand by thy bed side , and take thee by the hand , and raise thee vp ? For shame away with such infidelitie . This is a thousand times worse then all the sicknes of thy body . Nay rather assure thy selfe , if god say but the word , thou shalt soone recouer , and haue thy health better then euer thou hadest , and liue many happie and ioyfull daies after . Therefore mind thou only that which belongeth to thee : that which belongeth to God meddle not with it , but leaue it wholly vnto him . It is thy part to bewaile thy former sinnes , and in bewailing them to water thy couch with thy teares , to crie to the Lord for mercie and forgiuenes , to resolue with thy selfe stedfastly hereafter , if it please God to giue thee thy health againe , to lead a new life . This belongs to thee , and therefore this thou must meditate of , and employ thy selfe about day and night : but whether thou shalt recouer or not recouer , that belongeth to God . That rests altogether in Gods pleasure and will . If thou doest recouer , thou hast thy desire . Or rather perhaps thou hast not thy desire . Seeing the holiest and best men of all incline neither this way nor that way , but wholly resigne themselues , as in all other things , so especially in this case to Gods will p p Non mea , sed tua voluntas fiat . . Or if they determinately desire any thing , it is for the most part , to be dissolued , and to be with Christ q q Philip. 1.23 . . But suppose thou desire to recouer , and recouer indeede . Then as thou obtainest thy desire : so thou must performe thy promise . The promise which thou madst when thy bodie was grieued , with sicknes and paine , when thy soule was oppressed with heauines , when thou wateredst thy couch with thy teares . And what was that promise ? Namely , as I said before , that if it pleased god to giue thee health againe , thou wouldst loue him more sincerely , serue him more obediently , tender his glory more dearly , follow thy calling more faithfully , then thou hast done . If thou haue offended him with pride , to humble thy selfe heareafter : if with dissolutenes , to be sober heareafter : if with couetuousnes , to be liberall heareafter : if with conuersing with the vngodly , to abandon their company heareafter , & to say as it is in this Psalme ; Depart from me ye workers of iniquitie , for the lord hath heard the voice of my weeping . This if thou conscionably & constantly performe , then in a good hower ( as we say ) and in a happy time thou didst recouer . But suppose thou desire to recouer , and yet , neyther thy self see any liklihood , nor god see it good thou shouldst recouer . Then harty repentance & watering thy couch with thy teares is most of all necessary . That the feare of death may not affright thee , but being truly penitent at thy departure , thou mayst be sure to depart in peace r r Luc. 2 29. . And so God graunting not thy will but his will ▪ may indeede graunt both thy will and his will . Thy will , which is not simply to recouer , but conditionally if god will : and his will which is not to haue thee lye languishing any longer in this warfare , but to triumph for euer in heauen . s s Aliquando sancti non recipiendo quod petunt magis exaudiuntur , quàm exaudirentur si illud reciperent . Plus enim non recipiendo bea●us Paulus exauditus est , quàm ●i illud recepisset pro quo ( sicut ipse ait ) ter d●minum rogauerat . Exauditus est igitur , ne exaudiretur . Non enim nisi bonum Apostolus querebat , quamuis illud non bonum sibi esse non intelligebat . Exauditus est igitur recipiendo bonum ne exaudiretur recipiendo non bonum Qui enim sibi bonum non querit dum se sibi bonum quaerere putat , si id recipiat quod quaerit , non exauditur : si non recipit , exauditur . Deus igitur qui non aliud nisi quaeretis affectum considerat , bonum ci reddit qui se bonum quaerere credit , etiam si sibi non sit bonum quod quaerit . Emisse . bom . inlitaniis maioribus . p. 138. O blessed teares are these , which are recompensed with such high happines , and such inestimable commodities . As namely fredome from all sinnes , past , present and to come : deliuerance from all the miseries and troubles of this wofull world : consummation of holines , of humblenes , of purity , of deuotion , of all other christian vertues , which were but begun and vnperfect in this life : putting away of all corruption and mortalitie , & putting on the royall robe of immortality & blisse . For that which happened to Christ shall happen to thee also , because by faith thou art not only in soule , but euen in body vnseparably vnited and ioyned vnto him , being by vertue of this mysticall vnion made bone of his bone , and flesh of his flesh . Therefore as he , from that agony wherein hee praied with strong crying and teares , from that crosse wherein he commended his spirit into his fathers hands , from that graue wherein death for a time seemed to insult and to trample vpon him ; rose vp againe , and ascended farre aboue all heauens , and now sitteth at the right hand of glory : so thy soule shall certainly be in the hand of God , and thy very body also , after it hath a while rested from watering thy couch with thy teares , and from all other labours of this life , shall be raised vp again , and caught vp in the cloudes , and shall together with thy soule for euer raigne with Christ in the life to come . Which God graunt to vs all for the same our blessed Sauiour Iesus Christs sake , to whome with the Father , & the holy Ghost , be all honour and glory , power and praise , dignitie and dominion , now and euer more . Amen .

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