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XVI REVELATIONS OF Divine Love , Shewed to a Devout Servant of our Lord , called MOTHER JULIANA , AN Anchorete of NORWICH : Who lived in the Dayes of KING EDWARD the Third . Published by R. F. S. Cressy .

Accedite ad Deum & Illuminamini . Psal. 33. v. 5.

Printed in the Year , MDCLXX .

Permissu Superiorum .
To his most Honoured Lady , the Lady Mary Blount , of Sodington . Madam ,

THe just and grateful Resentment which I have of the unmerited kindness , and friendship of your late most Worthy and Noble Husband Sir George Blount , of your Ladiship , and your whole Family , obliged me , impatiently to desire an occasion , to make a publick Acknowledgement thereof . Permit me therefore here , to offer to your Ladyship this small Present , in which notwithstanding , I can challenge no Interest or Right , but only the Care of publishing it . The Author of it , is a Person of your own Sex , who lived about Three Hundred years since , intended it for You , and for such Readers as your self , who will not be induced to the perusing of it by Curiosity , or a desire to learn strange things , which afterward they will at best vainly admire , or perhaps out of incredulity contemn . But your Ladiship Will , I assure my self , afford Her a place in your Closet , where at your Devout Retirements , you will enjoy her Saint-like Conversation , attending to her , whilst with Humility and Joy , She recounts to you the Wonders of our Lords Love to Her , and of his Grace in Her . And being thus employed , I make no doubt but you will be sensible of many Beams of her Lights , and much warmth of her Charity , by reflection darted into your own Soul . Now that such may be the effects of this Book , is the desire of

( Madam ) Your Ladyships most Humble , and most Obliged Servant in our Lord , H. CRESSY .
To the Reader . Devout Reader ,

WHatsoever benefit thou mayst reap by The V. R. F. Jo. Guscoyn L. Abbot of Lambspring . this Book , thou art obliged for it to a more Venerable Abbot of our Nation , by whose order and liberality it is now published , and by consequence sufficiently Approved .

I conceived it would have been a prejudice to the agreeable simplicity of the Stile , to have changed the Dress of it into our Modern Language , as some advised . Yet certain more out of Fashion , Words or Phrases , I thought meet to explain in the Margine .

I was desirous to have told thee somewhat of the happy Virgin , the Compiler of these Revelations : But after all the search I could make , I could not discover any thing touching her , more than what she occasionally sprinkles in the Book it self . The Postscript acquaints us with her Name , Juliana : As likewise her Profession , which was of the strictest sort of Solitary Livers ; being Inclosed all her life ( alone ) within four Walls : whereby , though all Mortals were excluded from her dwelling , yet Saints and Angels , and the Supream King of both , could , and did find Admittance . Moreover , in the same Postscript we find , that the Place in a high manner dignified by her abode , and by the access of her Heavenly Guest , was the City of Norwich . The Time when she lived , and particalarly , when these Celestial Revelations were afforded her , she her self in the beginning of the Book informes us , was in the year of Grace MCCCLXXIII . that is , about three years before the death of the famous Conquerour , King Edward the Third : At which time she her self was about Thirty years of age . And to conclude , in the last Chapter of the Book she signifies , that more than Fifteen years after these Revelations had been shewed her , how for resolution of a certain Doubt of hers touching the meaning of one of them , Our Lord himself was pleased to answer her Internally in Ghostly understanding .

As for the Manner of these Revelations , it was the same of which we read innumerable Examples , both among Ancient and Modern Saints . The Objects of some of them were represented to the Imagination , and perhaps also to the outward Sight ; sometimes they were represented in Sleep , but most frequently when she was Awake . But those which were more pure , in time and withall more certain , were wrought by a Divine Illapse into the Spiritual part of the Soul , the Mind and Understanding , which the Devil cannot counterfeit , nor the Patient comprehend , though withal it excluded all Doubt or Suspicion of Illusion .

But the principal thing which I desire to recommend to the Reader's Consideration , is the preceding Occasion , and Subsequent Effects of these Divine Favours bestowed by Almighty God on his Humble Devout Handmaid .

She was far from expecting , or desiring such unusual Supernatural Gifts . Matters stood thus with her : She thought her self too much unmortified in her Affection to Creatures , and too unsensible of our Lords Love to her . Therefore to cure the former , she requested a Sickness in extremity , even to death , in her own and others Conceit ; a Sickness full of bitter pain and anguish , depriving her of all outward Refreshments , and of all inward Comforts also , which might affect the sensual Portion of the Soul . And for a remedy to the Latter , she begg'd of our Lord , that he would Imprint in her Soul , by what way he thought best , a deep and vigorous Conception , and Resentment of those most violent Torments , which he in his infinite Love suffered for her on the Cross , to the end she might be even forced to return to him a suitable affection .

Yet in making these Requests , she expressed a perfect Resignation ( as to the manner ) to his Heavenly Will. The only graces that she did , and might , and so may we , desire absolutely , without any Condition , were a true Spiritual Hatred and Contempt of her self , and of all worldly , or sensual Contentments ; a perfect Sorrow and compunction for Sins past ; and a Cordial Love , and Reverential Fear of Almighty God . These were the Gifts she desired : And as for the means of procuring these Graces , she proposed the best to her seeming : yet so , as being assured that God knew what was best for her , she left them to his Divine pleasure .

It was , no doubt , by Divine Inspiration , that she at first made such Petitions , both for the Substance and Manner , and therefore God granted them as she desired ; yea , in a manner more extraordinary than she durst pretend to , as the Reader may observe . And how wonderful the Effects of them were , the whole contexture of her Discourses upon each Revelation will excellently demonstrate .

And now , since she her self professes , that the Lights and Torches which God was pleased to give her , were intended not for her self alone , but for the Universality of God's true Servants , for whose benefit also she wrote them , the Devout Reader will , I hope , think himself obliged not to content himself with a fruitless admiring , but will , after her example , aspire to alike affectuous , operative Contemplation of the meer Nothingness of Creatures , of the inconceivable ugliness of Sin , of the infinite tenderness and indefectibility of God's Love to his Elect , and of the Omnipotency of Divine Grace working in them ; to which Grace alone all Good in us is to be ascribed .

XVI . REVELATIONS OF LOVE .
Here beginneth the First Chapter .

THis is a Revelation of Love , that Jesu Christ our endless Blisse made in xvi . Shewings : of which ,

The first is of his precious Crowning of Thornes , and therein was conteined and specified the Blessed Trinity , with the Incarnation and the uniting between God and mans Soul , with manie faire Shewings and Teachings of endless Wisdom and Love : in which all the Shewings that follow be grounded and joyned .

The second , is of the discolouring of his faire Face , in tokening of his dear worthie Passion .

The third is , that our Lord God Almighty , all Wisdom and all Love , right also verilie as he hath made all thinges that are right , also verilie he doth and worketh all things that are done .

The fourth is , scourging of his tender Bodie with plenteous Shedding of his precious Blood .

The fifth is , that the fiend is overcome by the precious Passion of Christ .

The sixth is , the Worshipfull Thanking of our Lord God , in which he rewardeth all his blessed Servants in Heaven .

The seventh is , oftentimes feeling of weale and woe : feeling of weale is gracious touching and lightning , with true * * i e. security . sikernes of endeles joy : The feeling of Woe is of Temptation by Heavines , and Wearines of our fleshlie living with Ghostelie understanding , that we be kept also verelie in love , in woe as in weal , by the goodnes of God .

The eighth is , the last paines of Christ and his cruell dying .

The ninth is , of the * * i. e. pleasure . liking which is in the Blessed Trinity of the hard Passion of Christ after his rufull and sorrowful dying : in which joy and liking he will that we be in solace and Mirth with him , till that we come to the Glorie in Heaven .

The tenth is , our Lord Jesu Christ by Love his blessed Heart even cloven in two .

The eleventh is , an high Ghostlie shewing of his deare worthie Mother .

The twelfth is , that our Lord God is all Soveraign being .

The thirteenth is , that our Lord God will that we have great regard to all the Deedes which he hath done in the great Nobletie of all things making , and of the Excellency of Mans making , the which is above all his Works , and of the precious amends that he hath made for Mans sin , turning all our blame into endeles Worship . Than meaneth he thus , Beholde and see , for by the same Might , Wisdome and Goodness that I have done all this , by the same Might , Wisdome and Goodness I shall make well all that is not well , and thou shalt see it . And in this he will that we keep us in the Faith and Truth of Holie Church , not willing to * * i e. know wit his privities , not but as it longeth to us in this Life .

The fourteenth is , that our Lord God is the Ground of our | | i. e. desire . beseekinge . Herein was seen two fair properties , that one is rightful praier : that other is verie trust , which he will both be one like large , and thus our Praier liketh him , and he of his Goodness fulfilleth it .

The fifteenth is , that we should soudeinlie be taken from all our Paine , and from all our Woe , and of his Goodnes we shall come up above , where we shall have our Lord Jesu to our * * i. e. reward . meed , and for to be fulfilled with joy and blisse in Heaven .

The sixteenth is , that the blessed Trinitie , our Maker in Christ Jesu our Saviour , endleslie dwelleth in our Soule , worshipfullie rewarding and commanding all things , us mightilie and wiselie saving and keeping for Love , and we shall not be over-come of our Enemy .

The Second Chapter .

THis Revelation was made to a simple Creature unlettered , living in deadlie Flesh , the Year of our Lord , a Thousand three Hundreth lxxiij , the xiiij th . daie of Maie : Which Creature desired before three Gifts by the Grace of God .

The first , was * * i. e. feeling . mind of the Passion .

The second , was bodilie Sickness .

The third , was to have of Gods gift three Woundes : For the first , me thought I had some deale feeling in the Passion of Christ , but yet I desired to have more by the Grace of God . Me thought I would have been that time with Magdalen , and with other that were Christs Lovers , that I might have seen bodilie the Passion that our Lord suffered for me , that I might have suffered with him as others did that loved him ; and therefore I desired a bodilie sight , wherein I might have more knowledge of the bodilie paines of our Saviour , and of the Compassion of Our Lady , and of all his true Lovers that were living that time , and saw his Paines : For I would have bene one of them , and have suffered with them . Other sight nor shewing of God desired I never none , till when the Soule were departed from the body , for I believed to be saved by the Mercy of God . This was my meaning ; for I would after because of that shewing have the more true mind in the Passion of Christ : For the second came to my mind with Contrition freelie , without anie seeking , a | | i. e. earnest . wilfull desire to have of Gods Gift , a bodilie sicknes . I would that that sicknes were so hard as to the death , that I might in that sicknes have undertaken all the Rights of Holie Church , my self weening that I should have died , and that all Creatures might suppose the same that saw me : For I would have no manner of Comfort of fleshly , ne earthly Life in that sicknes . I desired to have all manner of Paines , Bodilie and Ghostlie , that I should have if I should have died : All the Dreads and Temptations of fiends , and all manner of other Paines , saving the out-passing of the Soule . And this meant I , for I would be purged by the Mercy of God , and after live more to the Worship of God because of that sicknes . For I hoped that it might have bene to my reward when I should have died , for I desired to have bene soone with my God and Maker .

These two desires of the Passion , and of the sicknes that I desired of him was with a Condition : For me thought this was not the common use of Praier . Therefore I said , Lord thou knowest what I would : and if that it be thy will , that I might have it ; and if it be not thy will , Good Lord , be not displeased , for I will not but as thou wilt .

This siicknes I desired in my Youth , that I might have it when I were thirtie Years Old .

For the third , by the Grace of God and teaching of Holie Church , I conceived a mightie desire to receive three Wounds in my Life , that is to say , the Wound of verie Contrition , the Wound of kind Compassion , and the Wound of willful Longing to God .

Right as I asked the other twaine with a Condition , so asked I this third mightilie without any Condition . These twaine desires before said , passed from my mind , and the third dwelled continuallie .

The Third Chapter .

ANd when I was thirtie yeares Old and a halfe , God sent me a Bodilie sicknes , in which I lay three Daies and three Nights , and on the fourth Night , I tooke all my | | i. e. Sacraments . Rights of Holie Church , and † † i. e. thought . went not to have Liven till Daie . And after this I laie two Daies and two Nights , and on the third Night I weened oftentimes to have passed , and so weened they that were with me , and yet in this I felt a great loathness to die , but for nothing that was in Earth that me liketh to live for , ne for no paine that I was afraid of , for I trusted in God of his Mercy : but it was , for I would have lived to have loved God better : and a longer time , that I might by the Grace of that living have the more knowing and loving of God in the blesse of Heaven : For methought all that time that I had lived here so litle and so short in regarde of that endles blisse , I thought , good Lord , may my living be no longer to thy Worshippe ?

And I understood in my reason , and by the feeling of my paines that I should die : and I assented fullie with all the will of myne heart to be at Gods will .

Thus I endured till daie , and by then was my bodie dead from the middes downwarde , as to my feeling .

Then was I holpen to be sett upright , undersett with help for to have the more freedome of my heart to be at Gods will , and thinking on God while my life lasted .

My Curate was sent for to be at my ending , and before he came I had sett up my eien , and might not speak . He sett the Crosse before my face and said , I have brought the Image of our Saviour , looke thereupon and comfort thee therewith . Me thought I was well , for my eien were sett upright into Heaven , where I trusted to come by the Mercy of God .

But neverthelesse I assented to sett my eien in the face of the Crucifix , if I might , and so I did ; for me thought I might longer dure to looke even forth than right up . After this my sight began to faile , it waxed as darke about me in the Chamber as if it had bene Night , save in the Image of the Crosse , wherein held a common Light , and I wist not how ; all that was besides the Crosse was uglie and fearefull to me , as it had bene much occupied with fiendes .

After this the | | i e. upper . over-parte of my bodie began to die , so farre forth that * * i. Scarce unneath I had any feeling , my most paine was shortnes of Breath , and failing of Life .

Then went I verilie to have passed , and in this case sodenlie all my paine was taken from me , and I was as * * i. e. thought . whole , and namely in the over-part of my bodie as ever I was before . I marvailed of this sodaine change : For me thought that it was a privie working of God , and not of * * i. e. nature . kind . And yet by feeling of this ease , I trusted never the more to have lived ; ne the feeling of this ease was no full ease unto me : for me thought I had rather have bene delivered of this World , for my heart was wilfullie sett thereto .

Then came sodeinlie to my minde , that I should desire the seconde Wound of our Lords Gift , and of his Grace , that my bodie might be fulfilled with mind and feeling of his blessed Passion , as I had before praied . For I would that his paines were my paines with compassion , and afterwards longing to God .

Thus thought me , that I might with his Grace have the Wounds that I had before desired . But in this I desired never no bodilie sight ; ne no manner shewing of God , but Compassion , as me thought that a | | i. e. loving . kind Soule might have with our Lord Jesu , that for Love would become a * * i. e. mortal deadlie man with him . I desired to suffer living in my | | i. e. mor - deadlie bodie , as God would give me Grace .

The First Revelation , the iiij . Chapter .

ANd in this , sodeinlie I saw the Red blood running down from under the Garland , hott and freshly , plenteouslie and livelie , right as it was in the time that the Garland of Thornes was pressed on his blessed Head , right so both God and Man the same that suffered for me . I conceaved trulie and mightilie that it was himself that shewed it me without any meane .

And in the same shewing , sodeinlie the Trinitie fulfilled my heart most of joy : And so I understood it shall be in Heaven without end to all that shall come there . For the Trinitie is God . God is the Trinitie , the Trinitie is our Maker , the Trinitie is our Keeper , the Trinitie is our everlasting Lover , the Trinitie is our endles Joy and our Blisse , by our Lord Jesu Christ , and in our Lord Jesu Christ : and this was shewed in the first sight , and in all : For when Jesu appeareth , the blessed Trinity is understood as unto my sight .

And I said , Benedicite dominus . This I said for Reverence in my meaning with a mightie Voice , and full greatelie was I astonished for wonder and marveile that I had , that he that is so reverent and so dreadful will be so * * i. e. familiar . homelie with a sinfull Creature living in this wretched Flesh .

Thus I tooke it for that time that our Lord Jesu of his courteous Love would shew me comfort before the time of my temptation : For me thought it might well be , that I should by the sufferance of God , and with his keeping , be tempted of fiends before I should die .

With this sight of his blessed Passion , with the Godhead that I sawe in my understanding , I knew well that it was strength enough to me , yea and to all Creatures living , that should be saved against all the fiendes of Hell , and against all Ghostlie Enemies .

In this he brought our Lady Saint Mary to my understanding ; I sawe her Ghostelie in bodilie likenes , a simple Maiden and a meeke , young of age , a litle * * i. Grown waxen above a Child , in the stature as she was when she conceived .

Also God shewed me in part the Wisdome and the truth of her Soule ; Wherein I understood the Reverence beholding that she beheld her God that is her Maker , marvailing with great Reverence that he would be born of her that was a simple Creature of his making .

For this was her marvailing , that he that was her Maker would be born of her that was made .

And this wisdome and truth knowing the greatnes of her Maker , and the litlehead of her selfe that is made , made her to saie full meekelie to Gabriel , Lo me here Gods Hand-Maiden .

In this sight I did understand verilie that she is more than all that God made beneath her in worthines and * * i. e. excellency . fullhead ; for above her is nothing that is made but the blessed Manhood of Christ , as to my sight .

The v. Chapter .

IN this same time that I sawe this sight of the head bleeding , our good Lord shewed a Ghostlie sight of his * * i. e friendly . homelie loving : I saw that he is to us all thing that is good and comfortable to our help .

He is our Clothing , that for Love wrappeth us , and windeth us , † † i. e. embraceth . halseth us , and all becloseth us , hangeth about us for tender Love , that he maie never leave us . And so in this sight I saw that he is all thing that is good , as to my understanding .

And in this he shewed a litle thing , the quantitie of a Hasel-Nutt , lying in the palme of my hand , as me seemed , and it was as round as a Ball. I looked theron with the eie of my understanding , and thought , What may this be ? and it was answered generallie thus .

It is all that is made . I marvelled how it might last . For me thought it might sodenlie have fallen to naught for litlenes .

And I was answered in my Understanding , It lasteth , and ever shall : For God loveth it . And so hath all thing being by the Love of God

In this litle thing I sawe three Propeties .

The first is , that God made it . The second is , that God loveth it . The third is , that God keepeth it .

But , What beheld I therein ? verilie the Maker , the Keeper , the Lover : For till I am substanciallie united to him , I maie never have full rest , ne verie blisse ; that is to saie , that I be so fastned to him , that there be right nought that is made betweene my God and mee .

This litle thing that is made , me thought it might have fallen to nought for litleness .

Of this needeth us to have knowledge , that us liketh naught all thing that is made , for to love God , and have God that is unmade .

For this is the cause which we be not all in ease of Heart and Soule : For we seeke here rest in this thing that is so litle , where no rest is in : and we know not our God that is all Mightie , all Wise , and all Good , for he is verie rest .

God will be known , and him liketh that we rest us in him .

For all that is beneath him , sufficeth not us .

And this is the Cause why that no Soule is in Rest till it is * * i. e : emptied . naughted of all things that are made : When she is wilfullie naughted for love to have him that is all , then is she able to receave Ghostlie rest .

And also our good Lord shewed , that it is full great pleasure to him that a seelie Soule come to him naked , plainlie , and homelie : For this is the kind dwelling of the Soule by the touching of the Holie Ghost , as by the understanding that I have in this shewing : God of thy goodnes give me thy self , for thou art enough to me ; And I may aske nothing that is lesse , that may be fullie Worship to thee ; and if I aske any thing that is lesse , ever me wanteth : But onlie in thee I have all .

And these wordes of the Goodnes of God be full love-some to the Soule , and full nere touching the Will of our Lord ; for his Goodnes fulfilleth all his Creatures , and all his blessed Works without end .

For he is the endlesse head , and he made us onlie to himselfe : and restored us by his precious Passion , and ever keepeth us in his blessed Love ; and all this is of his Goodnes .

The vj. Chapter .

THis shewing was given to my understanding , to learne our Soule wisely to cleave to the Goodnes of God , and in that same time the custome of our Praier was brought to my mind , how that we use , for unknowing of Love , to make many meanes . Then sawe I verilie that it is more worship to God , and more verie delight that we faithfullie pray to himself of his Goodnes , and cleave therto by his Grace with true understanding and stedfast beleif , then if we made all the meanes that heart may think .

For if we make all these meanes , it is too litle , and not full Worship to God : But in his Goodnes is all the whole , and there faileth right nought .

For thus as I shall saie , came to my minde in the same time : We Pray to God for his Holie flesh , and for his precious Blood , his Holie Passion , his deare worthie Death , and worshipfull Wounds , for all the blessed kindenes and the endles Life that we have of all this , it is of the Goodnes of God ; and we Praie him for his sweet Mothers Love that bare him ; and all the helpe that we have of her it is of his Goodnes : And we Praie for his Holie Crosse that he died on , and all the helpe , and all the vertue of that we have of that Crosse , it is of his Goodnes .

And on the same wise , all the helpe that we have to special Saints , and of all the blessed Companie of Heaven , the deare worthie Love , and the Holy endles Friendship that we have of them , it is of his Goodnes .

For the meanes that the Goodnes of God hath ordeined for to helpe us , be full faire and many .

Of which the chiefe and principall meane is the blessed * * i. e. humanity . kind that he took of the Maiden , with all the meanes that went before , and come after , which be longing to our Redemption and to our endless Salvation .

Wherefore it pleaseth him , that we seeke him , and Worship him by Meanes , Understanding , and knowing that he is the Goodnes of all .

For to the Goodnes of God is the highest Praier , and it cometh down to us to the lowest partie of our neede , it quickneth our Soule , and maketh it live , and makes it to waxe in Grace and Vertue , it is nearest in kind and readiest in Grace .

For it is the same Grace that the Soule seeketh , and ever shall till we know our God verilie that hath us all in himself beclosed .

A man goeth upright , and the Soule of his body is * * i. e. Enclosed . sparred as a purse full faire , and when it is time of his necessity , it is opened and sparred againe full | | i e. seemly . honestlie .

And that it is he that doth this , it is shewed there where he saith , He cometh downe to us to the lowest part of our need . For he hath no despite of that he made , ne hath he no disdaine to serve us at the simplest office that to our bodie longeth in kind , for love of the Soule that he made to his own likenes .

For as the Bodie is cladd in the Cloath and the Flesh in the Skinn , and the Bones in the Flesh , and the Heart in the bulke , so are we Soule and Bodie cladd and enclosed in the Goodnes of God : Yea , and more * * i. e. truely . homelie : for all they vanish and wast away , the Goodnes of God is ever whole and more nere to us without any comparison .

For truelie our Lover desireth that the Soule cleave to him with all the mightes , and that we be evermore cleaving to his Goodnes : for of all thing that heart can thinke it pleaseth most God , and soonest speedeth .

For our Soule is so preciouslie loved of him that is highest , that it over-passeth the knowing of all Creatures :

That is to saie , There is no Creature that is made , that may wit how much , and how sweetly , and how tenderlie that our Maker loveth us . And therefore , we may with his Grace and his helpe , stand in Ghostlie beholding with everlasting marvailing in this high over-passing , unmeasurable Love that our Lord hath to us of his Goodnes .

And therefore , we may aske of our Lover , with Reverence , all that we will : for our * * i. e. naturall . kindlie Will is to have God , and the Good-will of God is to have us : And we may never cease of willing , ne of loving till we have him in fulhead of joy .

And then we may no more will , for he will that we be occupied in knowing and loving , till the time cometh that we shall be fulfilled in Heaven .

And therefore was this Lesson of Love shewed with all that followeth as you shall see ; for the strength and the ground of all was shewed in the first sight : for of all things , the beholding and the loving of the Maker , maketh the Soul to seem least in his own sight , and most filleth it with reverent dread and true meekness , and with plenty of Charity to his even Christian .

The vij . Chapter .

ANd to learn us this as to my understanding , our good Lord shewed our Lady Mary in the same time , that is to mean , the high Wisdom and Truth that she had in beholding her Maker .

This Wisdom and Truth made her to behold her God so Great , so High , so Mighty , and so Good . This greatness and this | | i. e. nobleness . Noblety of her beholding of God , fulfilled her of reverend deed : And with this she saw her self so litle and so low , so simple and so poor , in regard of her God , that this reverend Dread fulfilled her of meekness . And thus by this ground she was fulfilled of Grace , and of all manner of Vertues , and passeth all Creatures .

And in all the time that he shewed this that I have now said in Ghostly sight . I saw the bodily sight , lasting of the plentuous bleeding of the head , the great drops of Blood fell down from under the Garland like Pellots , seeming as it had come out of the Veins : And in the coming out they were brown red , for the blood was full thick , and in the spreading abroad , they were bright red ; and when it came at the | | i. e. forehead . Brows , there they vanished .

And notwithstanding , the bleeding continued till many things were seen and understanded ; nevertheless , the fair head , and the lively head continued in the same beauty and liveliness .

The plentuous head is like to the drops of Water that fall off the evesing of an House after a great shower of Rain , that fall so thick , that no man may number them with any bodily Wit. And for the roundness , they were like to the Seal of her Ring in the spreading of the forehead .

These three things came to my mind in the time , Pellets for the roundhead in the comming out of the blood ; the Scale of Herring , for the round-head in the spreading ; the dropps of the evesing of an House , for the plentuous head unnumerable .

This shewing was quick and lively , and hideous , and dreadful , and sweet , and lovely . And of all the sight that I saw , this was most comfort to me , that our good Lord that is so reverent and dreadful , is so homely and so courteous : And this most fulfilled me with liking and sickness * * i. e. in of Soul .

And to the understanding of this , he shewed this open example . It is the most worship that a solemn King or a great Lord may do to a poor Servant , if he will be homely with him ; and namely , if he shew it himself of a full true meaning , and with a glad chere both in private and openly . Then thinketh this poor Creature thus : Lo , what might this Noble Lord do more Worship and Joy to me , than to shew to me that am so little : This marvelous himeliness , verily it is more joy and liking to me , than if he gave me great gifts , and were himself strange in manner .

This bodily example was shewed so high , that this mans heart might be ravished , and almost forget himself for Joy of this great homeliness .

Thus it faireth by our Lord Jesu , and by us , for verily it is the most joy that may be as to my sight , that he that is highest and mightest , nobliest and worthiest , is lowest and meekest , homliest and courtesiest . And truly and verily , this marvellous joy shall he shew us all when we shall see him .

And this will our good Lord , that we believe , and trust , joy , and like comfort us , and make solace , as we may with his Grace and with his Help , into the time that we see it verily ; for the most fulhed of joy that we shall have as to my sight , is this marvellous courtesie and homeliness of our Father that is our Maker in our Lord Jesu Christ , that is our Brother and our Saviour .

But this marvelous Homlliness may no man know in this Life , but if he have it by special shewing of our Lord , or of great plenty of Grace inwardly given of the Holy Ghost , but Faith and Belief with Charity deserve the meed , and so it is had by Grace .

For in Faith , with Hope and Charity , our Life is grounded ; the shewing is made to whom that God will plainly teach , the same opened and declared with many privy Points belonging to our Faith and Belief , which be worshipful to be known .

And when the shewing which is given for a time is passed and hid , then Faith keepeth it by Grace of the Holy Ghost unto our Lives end .

And thus by the shewing , it is none other than Faith , no less , no more , as it may be seen by our Lords meaning in the same matter , by than it come to the last end .

The viij . Chapter .

ANd as long as I saw this sight of the plentuousness of bleeding of the Head , I might never stint of these Words , Benedicite Dominis . In which shewing , I understood six things .

The first is , the Tokens of the blessedful Passion , and the plentuous shedding of his precious Blood .

The second is , the Maiden that is his dear worthy Mother .

The third is , the blessedful God-head that ever was , and shall be all Mighty , all Wisdom , and all Love .

The fourth is , all thing that he hath made : for well I wote that Heaven and Earth , and all that is made is great , large , fair and good : but the cause why it sheweth so litle to my sight , was , for I saw it in the presence of him that is the Maker ; for a Soul that seeth the Maker of all thing , all that is made seemeth full litle .

The fifth is , that he that made all thing that is made for Love , and by the same Love it is kept , and shall be without end , as it is before said .

The sixth is , that God is all thing that is good , as to my sight ; and the goodness that all thing hath , it is he .

And all this our Lord shewed in the first sight , And gave me space and time to behold it ; and the Bodily sight stinted , and the Ghostly sight dwelleth in my understanding . And I abode with reverent dread , joying in that I saw , and desiring , as I durst , to see more if it were his will , or longer time the same sight .

In all this I was much stirred in Charity to mine even Christian , that they might all see and know the same that I saw ; for I would that it were comfort to them , for all this sight was shewed in general . Then said I to them that were with me , It is this Day , Dooms-day with me .

And this I said , for I went to have died : for that day that Man or Woman dieth , is he deemed particularly , as he shall be without end , as to my understanding .

This I said , for I would they should love God the better , for to make them to have mind that this Life is short , as they might see in example ; for in all this time I weened to have dyed , and that was marvaile to me , and wonder in party ; for methought this vision was shewed for them that should live : All that I say of me , I mean in person of all my even Christian ; for I am learned in the Ghostly shewing of our Lord God that he meaneth so .

And therefore , I pray you all for God's sake , and counsel you for your own profit , that you leave the beholding of a Wretch , that it was shewed to , and mightily , wisely and meekly behold in God , that of his courtesie , love , and endless Goodness , would shew it generally in Comfort of us all : for it is Gods will that ye take it with a great joy and liking , as Jesu Christ hath shewed it to you .

The ix . Chapter .

FOr the shewing I am not good , but if I love God the better , and in asmuch as ye love God the better , it is more to you than to me .

I say not this to them that be wise , for they | | i e. know wit it well , but I say it to you that be simple , for ease and comfort ; for we be all one in Love : for verily it was not shewed to me , for that God loveth me better than the least Soul that is in Grace : for I am sure , there be many that never hath shewing ne sight but of the common teaching of Holy Church , that love God better than I : for if I look singularly to my self , I am right nought ; but in general I am I hope in | | i e. unity . one-head of Charity with all my even Christian ; for in this one head standeth the life of all mankind that shall be saved ; for God is all that is good as to my sight .

And God hath made all that is made , and God loveth all that he hath made ; and he that generally loveth all his even Christen , for God he loveth all that is .

For in mankind that shall be saved , is comprehended all ; that is to say , all that is made , and the Maker of all ; for in Man is God , and in God is all ; and he that loveth thus , he loveth all .

And I hope by the Grace of God , he that beholdeth it thus , shall be truly taught , and mightily comforted , if him needeth comfort : I speak of them that shall be saved , for in this time God shewed me none other .

But in all thing I believe as Holy Church Preacheth and Teacheth ; for the Faith of Holy Church which I had before hand understanding , and as I hope by the Grace of God will fully keep it in use and custome , stood continually in my sight , willing and meaning never to receive any thing that might be contrary thereto . And with this intent , and with this meaning I beheld the shewing with all my diligence ; for in all this blessed shewing , I beheld it as in Gods meaning .

All this was shewed by three parts ; that is to say , by bodily sight , and by words formed in my understanding , and by Ghostly sight ; but the Ghostly sight I cannot , ne may shew it as openly , ne as fully as I would ; but I trust in our Lord God Almighty , that he shall of his Goodness , and for your Love , make you to take it more Ghostly and more sweetly than I can or may tell it .

The Second Revelation . The x. Chapter .

ANd after this , I saw with bodily sight , in the face of the Crucifix that hung before me : In the which , I beheld continually a part of his Passion ; despite , spitting , sulloing and buffeting , and many languring Pains , more than I can tell ; and often changing of Colour : and one time I saw how half the face , beginning at the Ear , over | | i e. covered . yede with dry Blood , till it closed into the mid-face : And after that , the other half be closed in the same wise : And the whiles , it vanished in this party even as it came .

This saw I bodily | | i e. obscurely . sweinly and darkly ; and I desired more bodily light to have seen more clearly , and I was answered in my reason , If God will shew thee more , he shall be thy light , thou need none but him .

For I saw him and sought him : for we be now so blind and so unwise , that we can never seek God till what time that he of his Goodness sheweth him to us . And when we see ought of him graciously , then are we stirred by the same Grace , to seek with great desire to see him more blessedfully : And thus I saw him and sought him , and I had him and wanted him : And this is and should be our common working in this life , as to my sight .

One time my Understanding was litle down into the Sea-ground ; and there saw I Hills , and Dales green , seeming as it were most begrowing with Wrake and Gravel : Then I understood thus , that if a Man or Woman were there under the broad Water , and he might have sight of God , so as God is with a man continually , he should be safe in Soul and Body , and take no harm , and | | i e. exceedingly . over-passing , he should have more solace and comfort than all this World may or can tell .

For he will that we believe that we see him continually , though that us think that it be but litle , and in the belief he maketh us evermore to get Grace ; for he will be seen , and he will be sought , and he will be abiden , and he will be trusted .

This second shewing was so low , and so litle , and so simple , that my Spirits were in great Travail in the beholding , mourning , dreadful , and longing ; for I was sometime in a fear , whether it was a shewing or none ; and then divers times our Lord gave me more sight , whereby that I understood truly , that it was a shewing .

It was a Figure and a Likeness of our foul black deeds , which our fair bright blessed Lord bare for our sin . It made me to think of the Holy † † i e. Veronica . Vernacle of Rome , which he protraid with his own blessed face , when he was in his hard Passion , wilfully going to his Death , and often changing of Colour , of the brown-head , and the black-head , rewlyhead and lean-head .

Of this Image many marvelled how that might be standing , that he protraid it with his blessed face , which is the fairest of Heaven , Flower of Earth , and the fruit of the Maidens Womb. Then how might this Image be so discoloured and so far from fair-head , I desire to see as I have understood by the Grace of God .

We know in our Faith and in our Belief , by the Teaching and Preaching of Holy Church , that the blessedfull Trinity made Mankind to his Image and Likeness : In the same manner wise we know , that when man fell so deep and so wretchedly by Sin , there was none other help to restore man but through him that made man .

And he that made man for Love , by the same Love he would restore man to the same bliss and over-passing .

And right as we were made like to the Trinity in our first making , our Maker would that we should be like to Jesu Christ our Saviour in Heaven without end by the vertue of our own making .

Then between these two he would for Love , and for Worship of man , make himself as like to man in this deadly Life , in our foul-head , and in our wretchedness , as man might be without guilt : Whereof it meaneth as is before said , it was the Image and the Likeness of our foul black deeds , wherein our fair bright blessed Lord hid his God-head .

But verily I dare say , and we ought to believe , that so fair a man was never none but he , till what time that his fair Colour was changed with Travaile and Sorrow , Passion and Dying .

Of this it speaketh in the Second Revelation , and in the xviijth . Chapter , where it speaketh more of the same likeness . And there it saith of the Vernacle of Rome , it meaneth by diverse changing of Colour , and either sometime more comfortable and lively , and sometime more ruful and deadly , as it may be seen hereafter ; and this Vision was a learning to my understanding , that the continually seeking of the Soul pleaseth God much ; for it may do no more than seek , suffer , and trust .

And this is wrought in every Soul that hath it by the Holy Ghost .

And the clearness of finding it , is of the special Grace , when it is his will ; the seeking with Faith , Hope and Charity , pleaseth our Lord ; and the finding , pleaseth the Soul , and fulfilleth it with joy .

And thus was I learned to my understanding , that seeking is as good as heholding , for the time that he will suffer the Soul to be in Travaile . It is God's Will that we seek into the beholding of him ; for by that shall he shew us himself of his special Grace , when he will .

And how a Soul shall * * i e. behave . have her in his beholding , he shall teach himself , and that is most Worship to him , and most profit to the Soul , and most received of Meekness and Vertues , with the Grace and leading of the Holy Ghost ; for a Soul that only resigneth him to God with very trust , either in seeking or in beholding , it is the most Worship that he may do , as to my sight .

These be two Workings that may be seen in this Vision : That one is seeking , the other is beholding : The seeking is common , that each Soul may have with his Grace , and ought to have discretion and teaching of Holy Church .

It is God's Will that we have three things in our seeking of his Gift . The first is , that we seek | | i e. seriously . wilfully and busily without sloath , as it may be with his Grace , gladly and merrily , without unreasonable Heaviness and vain-sorrow . The second , that we abide him stedfastly for his Love , without grudging and striving against him into Lives end , for it shall last but a while . The third is , that we trust in him mightily of full and true Faith : For it is his will that we know , that he shall appear suddenly and blessedfully to all his Lovers .

For his Working is privy , and he will be perceived ; and his appearing shall be sweet , sudden ; and he will be trusted , for he is full | | i e. familiar . homely , curteous : Blessed mote he be .

The Third Revelation . The xj . Chapter .

ANd after this , I saw God in a Point ; that is to say , in my understanding : By which sight I saw that he is in all thing . I beheld with advisement , seeing and knowing in that sight , that he doth all that is done . I marvelled in that sight with a soft dread , and thought what is sin : For I saw truly , that God doth all thing , be it never so litle . And I saw verily , that nothing is done by happ , ne by adventure , but all by the aforesaid Wisdom of God ; if it be happ or Adventure in the sight of man , our blind-head and un-fore-sight is the cause . For those things that be in the foresaid Wisdom of God , been fro without beginning , which Rightfully and Worshipfully continually he leadeth to the best end : As it cometh about falling to us suddenly , our unwitting . And thus by our blindness , and our unforesight , we say these things be by happs and Adventure .

Thus I understand in this shewing of Love : For well I wot in the fight of our Lord God , is no happ , ne Adventure . Wherefore me behoved needs to grant , that all things that are done , are well done ; for our Lord God doth all : For in this time the Working of Creatures was not shewed , but of our Lord God in the Creatures ; for he is in the mid Point of all things , and all he doth . And I am sure that he doth no sin .

And here I saw verily that sin is no deed ; for in all this , sin was not shewed . And I would no longer marvel in this , but beheld our Lord what he would shew .

And thus as it might be for the time , the rightfulness of God's Work was shewed for the Soul .

Rightfulness hath two fair Properties . It is right , and it is full : And so be all the Works of our Lord . And thereto needeth neither Working of Mercy ne Grace : For they be all rightful , wherein faileth right nought . And in an other time , he shewed for beholding of sin naked as I shall say . After when he useth working of Mercy and of Grace : This Vision was shewed to my understanding : For our Lord will have the Soul turned truly unto the beholding of him , and generally of all his Works , for they be full good . And all his * * i e. judgment . Dooms be easie and sweet , and two great eyes bringing the Soul that is turned from the beholding of the blind deeming of man , into the faire sweet deeming of our Lord God . For man , he holdeth some deeds well done , and some deeds evil : And our Lord beholdeth them not so , for as all that hath being in kind is of God's making , so is all thing that is done in Property of Gods doing : For it is easie to understand , that the best deed is well done , and so well as the best deed that is done , and the highest , so well is the least deed done : And all in the Property and in the Order that our Lord hath it ordeined tofore without beginning : For there is no Door but he .

I saw full truly , that he changed never his purpose in no manner of thing , ne never shall without end : For there was nothing unknown to him in his rightful Ordinance fro without beginning . And therefore all thing were set in order ere any thing was made , as it should stand without end ; and no manner of thing shall fail of that Point ; for he hath made all thing in fulhead of Goodness .

And therefore the blessed Trinity is ever full pleased in all his Works : And all this shewed he full blessedly , meaning thus : See I am God : See I am in all things : See I do all things : See I never left my hands of my Works , ne never shall without end : See I lead all thing to the end that I ordaine it to ; for without beginning , by the same Might , Wisdom , and Love , that I made it with , How should any thing be amiss ? Thus mightily , wisely , and lovingly was the Soul examined in this Vision . Then saw I verily that me behoveth needs to assent with great Reverence and Joy in God .

The Fourth Revelation . The xij . Chapter .

ANd after this I saw beholding the body plentuously bleeding , in seeming of the scourging , as thus : The fair Skin was broken full deep into the tender flesh , with sharp smitings , all about the sweet Body : The hot blood ran out so plenteously , that there was neither seen Skin , ne Wound , but as it were all blood . And when it came where it should have fallen down , there it vanished : Notwithstanding the bleeding continued a while , till it might be seen with advisement . And this was , so plentuous to my sight , that me thought if it had been so in kind and in substance for that time , it should have made the Bed all on blood , and have passed over all about .

Then came to my mind , that God hath made Waters plentuous in Earth to our service , and to our bodily ease , for tender Love that he hath to us : But yet liketh him better , that we take full holsomely his blessed Blood to wash us from sin , for there is no Liquor that is made that liketh him so well to give us : For it is most plentuous , as it is most precious , and that by the vertue of the blessed Godhead , and it is our own kind , and blessedfully overfloweth us by the vertue of his precious Love . The dear worthy blood of our Lord Jesu Christ , also verily as it is most precious , as verily it is most plentuous . Behold and see the vertue of this precious plenty of his dear worthy Blood : It descended down into Hell , and brake her Bonds , and delivered them all that were there which belongeth to the Court of Heaven . The precious plenty of his dear worthy Blood overfloweth all Earth , and is ready to wash all Creatures of sin which be of Good-will , have been or shall be . The precious plenty of his dear worthy Blood ascendeth up into Heaven in the blessed Body of our Lord Jesu Christ : And there is in him Bleeding , Praying for us to the Father , and is and shall be as long as us needeth . And evermore it floweth in all Heaven , enjoying the Salvation of all Mankind that be there , and shall be fulfilling the number that faileth .

The Fifth Revelation . The xiij . Chapter .

ANd after , or that God shewed any words , he suffered me to behold him a conveniable time : And all that I had seen and all the understanding that was therein , as the simpleness of the Soul might take it .

Then he without voyce and opening of Lips formed in my Soul these Words , Herewith is the fiend overcome : This Word said our Lord , meaning his blessed Passion , as he shewed before . In this our Lord shewed a part of the fiends malice , and fully his unmight , for he shewed that the Passion of him is the overcoming of the fiend . God shewed that the fiend hath now the same malice that he had before the Incarnation ; and also sore he travelleth : And as continually he seeth , that all Souls of Salvation escape him Worshipfully by the vertue of his precious Passion , and that is his sorrow , and full evil is he ashamed : For all that God suffereth him to do turneth us to joy , and him to shame and pain . And he hath as much sorrow when God giveth him leave to Work , as when he worketh not ; And that is , for he may never do as ill as he would , for his might is all locked in God's hand ; but in God may be no wrath as to my fight : For our good Lord endlesly having regard to his own Worship , and to the profit of all them that shall be saved with Might and Right , he withstandeth the reproved , the which of malice and of shrewdness busie them to contrary , and do against God's will .

Also I saw our Lord scorning his malice , and naughting his unmight : And he will that we do so . For this fight I laught mightly , and that made them to laugh that were about me , and their laughing was a liking to me : I thought that I would that all my even Christen had seen as I saw , then should all they have laughed with me ; but I saw not Christ laughing : But well I wot that sight that he shewed me , made me to laugh : For I understood that we may laugh in comforting of our self , and joying in God , for the fiend is overcome . And there I saw him scorn his malice ; it was beholding to my understanding into our Lord ; that is to say , an inward shewing of * * i. e. truth sooth fastness without changing of cheere : For as to my sight it is a worshipful property that is in God , which is durable .

And after this I fell into a sadness , and said , I see three things , Game , Scorn , and Earnest . I see Game , that the fiend is overcome : And I see Scorne , that God scorneth him , and he shall be scorned : And I see Earnest , that he is overcome by the blessedful Passion and Death of our Lord Jesu Christ , that was done in full great earnest , and with sad Travel . And there I said that he is scorned ; I meant that God scorneth him , that is to say , for he seeth him now as he shall do without end ; for in this God shewed that the fiend is damned . And this meant I , there I said he should be scorned : For I saw he shall be scorned at Doomes-day generally of all that shall be saved , to whose Salvation he hath had great envy ; for then he shall see that all the Woe and Tribulation that he hath done them , shall be turned into encrease of their joy without end : And all the Pain and the Sorrow that he would have brought them to , shall for ever go with him to Hell .

The Sixth Revelation . The xiv . Chapter .

ANd after this our Lord said , I thank thee of thy Service , and of thy Travel of thy Youth . And in this my understanding was lift up into Heaven , where I saw our Lord God as a Lord in his own House , which Lord hath called all his dear Worthy Friends to a solemn Feast . Then I saw the Lord taking no place in his own House ; but I saw him royally Reign in his House , and all fulfilleth it with Joy and Mirth , endlesly to glad and solace his dear worthy Friends , full homely and full curteously with marvelous Melody in endless love , in his own fair blessedful Cheer : Which glorious Cheer of the Godhead fulfilleth all Heaven of joy and bliss . God shewed three degrees of bliss that each Soul shall have in Heaven , that willingfully hath served God in any degree in Earth . The first is , the Worship and Thanks that he shall receive of our Lord God when he is delivered of Paine : This Thanks is so high and so worshipful , that him thinketh that it filleth him , though there were no more ; for methought all the Pain and Travel that might be suffered of all living men , might not have deserved the worshipful thank that one man shall have that wilfully hath served God . For the second , that all the blessed Creatures that be in Heaven , shall see the worshipful thanking : And he maketh his Service known to all that be in Heaven ; and in this time this Example was shewed . A King , if he thank his Subjects , it is a great worship to them , and if he make it known to all the Realm , then their worship is much encreased . And for the third , that as new , and as liking as it is undertaken that time , right so shall it last without end : And I saw that * * i e. friendly . homely and sweetly was this shewed , that the Age of every man shall be known in Heaven , and be rewarded for his wilful Service , and for his time ; and namely the Age of them that wilfully and freely offer their Youth to God passingly is rewarded , and wonderfully thanked ; for I saw that when or what time that a man or woman be truly turned to God , for one dayes service , and for his endless will , he shall have all these three degrees of bliss . And the more that the loving Soul seeth this courtesie of God , the * * i e. more willingly . levir she is to serve him all her life .

The Seventh Revelation . The xv . Chapter .

ANd after this , he shewed a sovereign Ghostly liking in my Soul : In this likeing , I was fulfilled of everlasting sureness , mightily fastned without any painful dread . This feeling was so glad and so Ghostly , that I was all in peace , in ease and in rest , that there was nothing in Earth that should have grieved me . This lasted but a while , and I was turned and left to my self in heaviness , and weariness of my life , and irkeness of my self , that * * ie scarce unueth , I could have patience to live : There was no comfort , ne none to ease my feeling , but Faith , Hope , and Charity : and these I had in truth , but full litle in feeling .

And none after this our blessed Lord gave me again of the Comfort and the Rest in Soul , likeing and sureness , so blessedfully and so mightifully , that no dread , ne sorrow , ne no pain bodily , ne Ghostly that might be suffered should have diseased me : And then the pain sheweth again to my feeling , and then the joy and the liking : And now that one , and now that other divers times ; I suppose about twenty times . And in the time of joy , I might have said with Saint Paul , Nothing shall depart me fro the Charity of Christ . And in the pain I might have said with Saint Peter , Lord save me , I perish .

This Vision was shewed to learn me at my understanding , that it is speedful to some Souls to feel on this wise . Sometime to be in Comfort , and sometime to fail , and to be left to themself ; God will that we know that he keepeth us ever in like sure , in woe , and in weale . And for profit of mans Soul , a man is sometimes left to himself , although his sin is not ever the Cause ; for in this time I sinned not , Wherefore I should be left to my self , for it was so sudden : Also , I deserved not to have had this blessedful Feeling , but freely our Lord giveth it when he will ; and suffereth us in Woe sometime , and both is one Love . For it is Gods Will that we hold us in Comfort with all our Might , for Bliss is lasting without End , and Pain is passing , and shall be brought to naught to them that shall be saved . Therefore it is not Gods Will , that we follow the Feeling of Pains in Sorrow and Mourning for them , but suddenly pass over , and hold us in the endless liking that is God .

The Eighth Revelation . And the xvj . Chapter .

AFter this , Christ shewed a part of his Passion , near his Dying : I saw the sweet face as it were dry and bloodless , with pale dying , and dead pale Languring , and then turned more dead into blew , and after in brownblew , as the flesh turned more deep dead . For his Passion shewed to me most properly in his blessed Face , and namely in his Lips : Therein I saw these four Colours ; those that were before fresh and ruddy , lively and liking to my sight . This was a pittiful Changing , to see this deep dying ; and also his most * cloggering together and dried to my sight : And the sweet Body waxed brown and black , all changed and turned out of the fair , fresh , and lively Colour of himself , into dry dying ; for that same time that our Blessed Saviour dyed upon the Roode , it was a dry sharp Wind , wonder could , as to my sight : And what time that the precious Blood was bled out of the sweet Body that might pass therefro , yet there was a moisture in the sweet flesh of Christ , as it was shewed . Bloodshed and pain dried within , and blowing of the Wind and Cold , coming from without met together in the sweet Body of Christ : And these four dryed the flesh of Christ by process of time . And though this pain were bitter and sharp , yet it was full long lasting , as to my sight . And the pain dried up all the lively Spirits of Christs flesh . Thus I saw the sweet flesh dry in my sight , part after part drying with marvellous pain ; and as long as any Spirit had life in Christs flesh , so long suffered he . This long Pain seemed to me as if he had been a sennet dead , dying at the point of out-passing , always suffering the great Pain : And there I saw it seemed as he had been a sennet dead : It specifieth , that the sweet Body was so discoloured , so dry , so clongen , so deadly , and so piteous , as he had been sevenight dead , continually dying : And methought the drying of Christs flesh was the most Pain , and the last of his Passion .

The Ninth Revelation . And the xvij . Chapter .

ANd in this drying , was brought to my mind this word that Christ said , I thirst : For I saw in Christ a double Thirst , one Bodily , and another Ghostly . This Word was shewed for the bodily Thirst : And for the Ghostly Thirst was shewed as I shall say after . And I understood by the bodily Thirst , that the Body had feeling of moisture ; for the blessed Flesh and Bones was left all alone without blood and moisture . The blessed Body dried all alone long time with wringing of the Nails and weight of the Body ; for I understood that for tenderness of the sweet Hands , and the sweet Feet , by the great hardness and grievousness of the Nails , the Wounds waxed wide , and the Body setled for weight by long time hanging , and pearcing and raising of the Head , and binding of the Crown , all baken with dry blood , with the sweet Hair clinging the dry flesh to the Thorns , and the Thorns to the flesh drying : And in the beginning while the flesh was fresh and bleeding , the continual setting of the Thorns made the Wounds wide . And furthermore , I saw , that the sweet skin , and the tender flesh , with the hair , and with the blood , was all raced and loosed about with the Thorns , and broken in many pieces , and were hanging as they would hastily have fallen down while it had kind moisture ; how it was down I saw not , but I understood that it was with the sharp Thorns , and the boystrous grievous sitting on of the Garland , not sparing , and without pity , that altho brake the sweet skin with the flesh , and the Hair loosed it from the bone ; where through it was broken in pieces as a Cloath , and sagging downward , as it would hastily have fallen for heaviness and for loosness . And that was great sorrow and dread to me , for methought that I would not for my life have seen it fall .

This continued a while , and after it began to change ; and I beheld and marvelled how it might be , and then I saw it was , for it began to dry , and stint a part of the weight that was round about the Garland : And so it was invironed all about , as it were Garland upon Garland ; the Garland of Thornes was dyed with the Garland of Blood , and that other Garland and the Head all was one Colour as clottered blood when it was dried : The skin and the flesh that seemed of the Face and of the Body , was small rimpild with a tawny Colour , like a dry board when it is aged , and the face more brown than the body . I saw four manner of drying : The first was bloodless : The second Pain following after : The third is , that he was hanging up in the Aire , as men hang a Cloath for to dry : The fourth , that the bodily kind asked Liquor , and there was no manner of Comfort ministred to him . Ah , hard and grievous was that Pain , but much more hard and grievous it was when the moisture failed , and all began to dry thus clinging . These were two Pains that shewed in the blessed Head . The first wrought to the drying while it was moist , and that other slow , with clinging and drying , with blowing of Wind from without ; that dryed him more , and pained with Cold , than my heart can think , and all other Pains , for which Pains I saw , that all is too litle that I can say , for it may not be told . The shewing of Christs Pains filled me full of Pains , for I wist well that he suffered but once , but as he would shew it me , and fill me with mind , as I had before desired : And in all this time of Christs presence , I felt no Pain but for Christs Pains .

Then thought me , I knew full litle what Pain it was that I asked , and as a Wretch I repented me , thinking if I had wist what it had been , loath had me been to have prayed it , for methought my Pains passed any bodily Death . I thought , Is any Pain in Hell like this ? and I was answered in my Reason , Hell is an other Pain , for their is Despair ; but of all Pains that lead to Salvation , this is the most , to see the Lover to suffer . How might any Pain be more than to see him that is all my Life , all my Bliss , and all my Joy , suffer ? Here left I stedfastly , that I loved Christ so much above my self , that there was no Pain that might be suffered , like to that sorrow that I had to see him in Pain .

The xviij . Chapter .

HEre I saw in part the Compassion of our Blessed Lady Saint Mary , for Christ : And she was so * * i. e. united . onyd in Love , that the greatness of her Love was cause of the greatness of her Pain ; for in this I saw a substance of kind Love continued by Grace , that his Creatures have to him ; which kind Love was most * * i e. plenteous . fulsomelie shewed in his sweet Mother , and overpassing : For so much as she loved him more than all other , her Pain passed all other ; for ever the higher , the mightier ; the sweeter that the Love is , the more sorrow it is to the Lover to see that Body in pain that he loved . And so all his Disciples , and all his true Lovers suffered more Pain than their own bodily dying : For I am sure by my own feeling , that the least of them loved him so far above himself , that it passeth all that I can say .

Here saw I a great * * i e. union oning between Christ and Vs , to my understanding ; for when he was in Pain we were in Pain , and all Creatures that might suffer Pain , suffered with him ; that is to say , all Creatures that God hath made to our Service . The Firmament and Earth failed for sorrow in their kind , in the time of Christs dying ; for it longeth | | i e. natural . kindly to their property to know him for their Lord , in whom all their vertue standeth : And when he feeled , then behoved needs to them for kindness to feel with him , in as much as they might , for sorrow of his Pains : And thus they that were his Friends suffered Pain for Love . And generally , all that is to say , they that knew him not , suffered for feeling of all manner of Comfort save the Mighty privy keeping of God . I mean of two manner of People that know him not , as it may be understood by two Persons : That one was Pilate , that other Person was St. Dionise of France , which was that time a Paynius ; for when he saw Wonders and Marveils , Sorrows and Dreads that befell at that time , he said , Either the World is now at an End , or else , he that is Maker of * * i e. nature . kinds suffereth . Wherefore he did Write on an Altar , This is an Altar of the unknown God . God of his goodness , that maketh Planners , and the Elements to work in their kind to the blessed man , and to the Cursed . In that time it was withdrawn from both : Wherefore it was , that they that knew him not were in sorrow that time . Thus was our Lord Jesu Pained for us , and we stand all in this manner of Pain with him , and shall do till that we come to his bliss , as I shall say hereafter .

The xix . Chapter .

IN this time I would have looked fro the Cross , and I durst not ; for I wist well whiles that I beheld the Cross I was sure and safe . Therefore I would not assent to put my Soul in Peril , for besides , the Cross was no sureness for dreed of fiends : Then had I a proffer in my Reason , as it had been friendly said to me , Look up to Heaven to his Father : And then saw I well with the Faith that I felt , that there was nothing between the Cross and Heaven that might have diseased me . Here me behoved to look up , or else to answer ; I answered inwardly with all the Might of my Soul , and said , Nay , I may not , for thou art my Heaven . This I said , for that I would not , for I had * * i. e. rather . leaver have been in that Pain till Dooms-day , than have come to Heaven otherwise than by him ; For I wist well that he that bound me so sore , he should unbind me when he would . Thus was I learned to choose Jesu for my Heaven , whom I saw only in Pain at that time : Me liked no other Heaven than Jesu , which shall be my bliss when I come there ; and this hath ever been a Comfort to me , that I chose Jesu to be my Heaven , by his Grace in all this time of Passion and Sorrow : And that hath been a Learning to me that I should evermore do so , to chose Jesu only to my Heaven in weal and in woe . And though I as a Wretch hath repented me , as I said before ; if I had wist what Pain it had been , I had been loath to have prayed it . Here I saw verily that it was grudging and frailty of the flesh , without assent of the Soul in which God assigneth no blame . Repenting and wilful choise be two Contraries , which I felt both at that time . And those be two parts , that one outward , that other inward : The outward party is our deadily flesh , which is now in Pain , and now in woe , and shall be in this Life : Whereof I felt much at this time ; and that part was that I repented . The inward party is a high and a blessedful Life , which is all in Peace and Love : And this is more privily felt ; and this party is in which mightily , wisely , and wilfully I chose Jesu to my Heaven . And in this I saw truly , that the inward party is Master and Soveraign to the outward , nought charging nor taking heede to the Wills of that , but all the intent , and the Will is set endless to be oned to our Lord Jesu ; that the outward party should draw the inward to assent , was not shewed to me , but that the inward party draweth the outward party by Grace , and both shall be owned in bliss without end by the vertue of Christ ; this was shewed .

The xx . Chapter .

ANd thus saw I our Lord Jesu languring long time for the uning of the Godhead , gave strength to the Man-head for Love , to suffer more than all men might ; I mean not only more Pain than all men might suffer , but also , that he suffered more Pain than all man of Salvation that ever was from the first beginning into the last day , might tell or fully think . Having regard to the worthiness of the highest worshipful King , and the shameful and despiteous painful Death ; for he that is highest and worthiest , was foulest condemned and utterly despised : For his Passion is to think and to know that he is God that suffered : Seeing after these other two points which be lower ; that one is what he suffered ; and that other for whom that he suffered : And in this he brought to mind in part the height , and the nobility of the glorious God-head , and therewith the precious head and the tenderness of the blessedful body which be together owned ; and also the loathfulness that in our kind is to suffer Pain ; for as much as he was most tender and clean , right , so he was most strong and mighty to suffer : And for every mans sin that shall be saved he suffered ; and every mans sorrow , dissolation and anguish he saw , and sorrowed for kindness and Love ; for in as much as our Lady sorrowed for his Pains , as much suffered he sorrow for her sorrows . And moreover in as much as the sweet Man-head of him was worthier in kind ; for as long as he was passible , he suffered for us , and sorrowed for us . And now he is up-risen , and no more passible ; yet he suffered with us , as I shall say after . And I beholding all this by his Grace , saw that the Love in him was so strong which he hath to our Soul , that willingfully he chose it with great desire ; and mildly he suffered it with great joy ; for the Soul that beholdeth thus , when it is touched by Grace , he shall verily see that the Pains of Christs Passion pass all Pains ; that is to say , which Pains shall be turned into everlasting Joy by the vertue of Christs Passion . It is Gods will as to my understanding that we have three manners of beholding of his blessed Passion . The first is the beholding the hard Pain that he suffered with a Contrition and Compassion : And that shewed our Lord in this time , and gave me might and grace to see it . And I looked after the departing with all my mights , and * * i. e. thought . wende to have seen the Body all dead ; but I saw him not so : And right in the same time that me thought by seeming that the Life might no longer last , and the shewing of the end behoved needs to be nigh .

The xxj . Chapter .

SUddenly I beholding in the same Cross , he changed in blessedful Chear ; the changing of his blessed Chear changed mine ; and I was as glad and merry as it was possible . Then brought our Lord merrily to my mind , Where is now any point of thy Pain or of thy Anguish ? And I was full merry ; I understood that we be now in our Lords meaning , in his Cross with him ; in our Pains , and in our Passion daying . And we wilfully abiding in the same Cross , with his help and his Grace into the last point ; suddenly he shall change his Chear to us : And we shall be with him in Heaven ; between that one and that other shall all be one time ; and then shall all be brought into Joy . And so meant he in this shewing , Where is now any point of thy Pain or of thy Grief ? And we shall be full of bliss ; and here saw I verily , that if he shewed now to us his blessedful Chear , there is no Pain in Earth , ne in no other place that should trouble us : But all things should be to us joy and bliss ; but for he sheweth us the sad Chear of Passion , as he bare in this Life his Cross ; therefore we be in Disease and Travaile with him as our kind asketh . And the cause why that he suffereth , is , for he will of his Goodness make us the Heirs with him in his bliss : And for this litle Pain that we suffer here , we shall have an high endless knowing in God , which we might never have without that ; and the harder our Pains have been with him in his Cross , the more shall our Worship be with him in his Kingdom .

The Ninth Revelation . The xxij . Chapter .

THen said our good Lord asking , Art thou * * i. e. content . well apaid that I suffered for thee : I said , yea good Lord gramercy ; yea good Lord blessed mote thou be . Then said Jesu our good Lord ; If thou art apaid , I am apaid : It is a joy , a bliss , an endless liking to me , that ever I suffered Passion for thee : And if I might have suffered more , I would have suffered more . In this feeling my understanding was lifted up into Heaven : And there I saw three Heavens : Of which sight I was greatly marvelled , and thought I see three Heavens , and all of the blissedful Man-head of Christ ; and none is more , none is less , none is higher , none is lower , but even like of bliss . For the first Heaven , Christ shewed me his Father , in no bodily likeness , but in his property , and in his working ; that is to say , I saw in Christ that the Father is : The Working of the Father is this , that he giveth * * i e. reward . meed to his Son Jesu Christ . This Gift and this meed is so blissedful to Jesu● that his Father might have given him no meed that might have been liked to him better . For the first Heaven , that is the pleasing of the Father shewed to me as in Heaven , and it was full blissedfully ; for he is well pleased with all the deeds that Jesu hath done about our Salvation : Wherefore we be not only his by his * * i e. redeeming . buying , but also by the courteous Gifts of his Father we be his bliss , we be his meed , we be his Worship , we be his Crown ; and this was a singuler marvaile , and a full delectable beholding , that we be his Crown . This that I say is so great bliss to Jesu , that he setteth at naught his Travel , and his Passion , and his cruel and shameful Death . And in these words , If I might suffer more , I would suffer more . I saw truly , that as often as he might die , as often as he would , and Love should never let him have rest till he had done it . And I beheld with great diligence , for to wit , how often he would die if he might : And truly the number passed my understanding , and my Wits so far that my reason might not , nor could not comprehend it , ne take it . And when he had thus oft died , or should die , yet he would set it at naught for Love ; for all thinketh him but litle in regard of his Love : for though the sweet manhood of Christ might suffer but once , the goodness of him may never cease of profer , every day he is ready to the same if it might be ; for if he , said he , would for my Love make new Heavens , and new Earths , it were but litle in regard : For this might he do each day if he would without any Travel . But for to die for my Love so often that the number passeth Creatures reason , this is the highest profer that our Lord God might make to mans Soul , as to my sight . Then meaneth he thus ; How should it then be , that I should not for thy Love do all that I might , which deed grieveth me nought , sithen that I would for thy Love dye so often , having no regard to my hard Pains ? And here saw I for the second beholding in his blessed Passion , the Love that made him to suffer , it passeth as far all his Pains , as Heaven is above Earth ; for the Pain was a noble , precious , and Worshipful deed , done in a time by the working of Love : And Love was without beginning , is and shall be without end ; for which Love , he said full sweetly this Word ; If I might suffer more , I would suffer more : He said not if it were needful to suffer more ; but , If I might suffer more : For though it were not needful , and he might suffer more , he would . This Deed and this Work about our Salvation , was ordained as well as God might ordaine it . It was done as worshipfully as Christ might do it : And herein I saw a full bliss in Christ ; for his bliss should not have been full , if it might any better have been done than it was done .

The xxiij . Chapter .

ANd in these three Words : It is a Joy , a Bliss , and endless liking to me , were shewed three Heavens , as thus ; For the joy I understood the pleasaunce of the Father ; and for the bliss , the Worship of the Son ; and for the endless liking , of the Holy Ghost . The Father is pleased , the Son is worshipped , and the Holy Ghost liketh : And here saw I for the third , beholding in his blessedful Passion ; that is to say , the joy and the bliss that maketh him to like it : For our courteous Lord shewed his Passion to me in five manners : Of which the first is , the Bleeding of the Head : The second , Discolouring of his blessed Face : The third is , the plentuous Bleeding of the Body in seeming of scourging . The fourth is , the deep drying . These four as it is before said for the Pains of the Passion . And the fifth is , that was shewed for the joy and the bliss of the Passion ; for it is Gods will that we have true liking with him in our Salvation . And therein he will , that we be mightily comforted and strengthened . And thus will hee merely with his Grace , that our Soul be occupied ; for we be his bliss , for in us he liketh without end : And so shall we in him with his Grace ; all that he doth for us and hath done , and ever shall , was never cost , ne charge to him ; ne might be , but only that he died in our manhead , beginning at the sweet Incarnation , and lasting to the blessed Uprising on Easter morrow : so long dured the cost and charge about our Redemption in deed : In which deed he ever joyeth endlesly , as it is before said . Ah Jesu , will we take heed to this bliss , that is in the blissedful Trinity of our Salvation ; and that we desire to have asmuch Ghostly liking with his Grace , as it is before said ; that is to say , that the liking of our Salvation be like to the joy that Christ hath of our Salvation , as it may be while we be here . All the Trinity wrought in the Passion of Christ , ministering abundance of Vertue and Plenty of Grace to us by him , but only the Maidens Son suffered , whereof all the blessed Trinity enjoyeth . And this was shewed in this Word , Art thou well apaid ? By that other Word Christ said , If thou art well apaid , I am well apaid ; as if he had said , It is joy and liking enough to me , and I ask not else of thee of my Travel , but that I might appay thee .

And in this he brought to my mind the property of a glad Giver ; ever a glad Giver taketh but litle heed at the thing that he giveth , but all his desire , and all his intent is , to please him , and solace him to whom he giveth it : And if the Receiver take the Gift gladly and thankfully , than the courteous , Giver setteth at naught all his Cost , and all his Travel , for joy and delight he hath ; for he hath pleased and solaced him that he loved . Plentuously and fully was this shewed . Think as Wisely of the greatness of this Word , Ever . For in that was shewed an high knowing of Love that he hath in our Salvation ; with manifold joys that followen of the Passion of Christ . One is , that he joyeth that he hath done it in deed , and he shall no more suffer : That other is , that he hath therewith bought us from endless Pains of Hell : An other is , that he brought us up into Heaven , and made us for to be his Crown , and his endless Bliss .

The Tenth Revelation . The xxjv . Chapter .

WIth a good chear our good Lord looked into his side , and beheld with joy ; and with his sweet looking , he led forth the understanding of his Creature by the same Wound into his side within : And there he shewed a fair and delectable place , and large enough for all Mankind that shall be saved , and rest in Peace and in Love : And therewith he brought to mind his dear Worthy Blood , and his precious Water which he let pour out for Love . And with the sweet beholding he shewed his blessed Heart cloven in two ; and with his enjoying he shewed to my understanding in part the blessedful Godhead , as far forth as he would at that time strengthen the poor Soul for to understand , as it may be said ; that is to mean , the endless Love that was without beginning , and is , and shall be ever . And with this our good Lord said well blessedfully , Low , how I love thee ; as if he had said , My Darling , behold and see thy Lord thy God that is thy Maker , and thy endless joy . See thine own Brother , thy Saviour , my Child , behold and see what liking and bliss I have in thy Salvation : And for my love | | i e. rejoyce . enjoy with me . And also to more understanding , this blessed Word was said : Loe , how I love thee ; as if he had said , Behold and see that I loved thee so much , or that I died for thee , that I would die for thee . And now I have died for thee , and suffered willingfully that I may : And now is all my bitter Pain , and all my hard Travel turned to everlasting joy and bliss to me and to thee . How should it now be that thou shouldest any thing pray me that liked me ; but if I should full gladly grant it thee , for my liking is thy Holiness , and the endless joy and bliss with me . This is the understanding simply , as I can say of this blessed Word , Loe , how I loved thee . This shewed our good Lord to make us glad and merry .

The Eleventh Revelation . And the xxv . Chapter .

ANd with this chear of mirth and joy , our good Lord looked down on the right side , and brought to my mind , where our Lady stood in the time of his passion , and said , Wilt thou see her : And in this sweet Word , as if he had said , I wot well that thou wilt see my blessed Mother : for after my self , she is the highest Joy that I might shew thee , and most liking and worship to me , and most she is desired to be seen of all my blessed Creatures . And for the marvellous , high , and singular Love that he hath to this sweet Maiden , His blessed Mother our Lady Saint Mary , he sheweth her bliss and joy , as by the meaning of this sweet Word , as if he said ; Wilt thou see how that I love her , that thou might joy with me in the Love that I have in her , and she in me . And also to more understanding , this sweet Word our good Lord speaketh in Love to all Mankind , that shall be saved , as it were all to one Person ; as if he said , Wilt thou see in her how thou art loved ; for thy Love I have made her so High , so Noble , so Worthy : And this liketh me : And so will I that it do thee : For after himself she is the most blessedful sight : But hereof am I not learned to long to see her bodily Presence while I am here ; but the vertues of her blessedful Soul , her Truth , her Wisdom , her Charity , whereby I am learned to know my self , and reverently dread my God : And when our good Lord had shewed this , and said this Word , Wilt thou see her ? I answered and said , Yea good Lord , grant Mercy , Yea good Lord if it be thy Will. Oftentimes I Prayed this , and I * * i e. thought . went to have seen her in bodily liking , but I saw her not so . And Jesu in that Word shewed me a Ghostly sight of her right , as I had seen her before litle and simple ; right so he shewed her then High and Noble , and Glorious , and pleasing to him above all Creatures : And so he will that it be known , that all those that like in him , should also like in her .

And to more understanding he shewed this example ; as if a man love a Creature singularly above all Creatures , he will make all other Creatures to love and to like that Creature that he loveth so much . And in this Word that Jesu said , Wilt thou see her , methought it it was the most liking Word that he might give me of her ; with the Ghostly shewing that he gave me of her : For our Lord shewed me nothing in special , but our Lady Saint Mary , and her shewed three times . The first was as she conceived : The second as she was in her Sorrow under the Cross : And the third was , as she is now in Liking , Worship , and Joy .

The Twelfth Revelation . The xxvj . Chapter .

ANd after this , our Lord shewed him more glorified as to my sight than I saw him before ; wherein I was learned , that our Soul shall never have rest till it come into him , knowing that he is full of joy , homely and courteous , and blessedful , and very Life . Oftentimes our Lord Jesu said , I it am , I it am , I it am , That is highest , I it am , that thou lovest , I it am , that thou likest , I it am , that thou servest , I it am , that thou longest I it am , that thou desirest I it am , that thou meanest I it am : that is all I it am , that Holy Church Preacheth thee and Teacheth thee I it am , that shewed me before to thee . The Number of thy Words passeth my Wits and understanding , and all my Mights ; for they were in the highest as to my sight : For therein is comprehended I cannot tell what ; but the joy that I saw in the shewing of them passeth all that Heart can think , or Soul may desire . And therefore these Words be not declared here , but every man after the Grace that God giveth him in understanding and longing , receive them in our Lords meaning .

The Thirteenth Revelation . The xxvij . Chapter .

ANd after this our Lord brought to my mind the longing that I had to him before ; and I saw nothing letted me but sin : And so I beheld generally in us all ; and methought , if sin had not been , we should all have been clean and like to our Lord as he made us . And thus in my folly before this time , often I wondred why by the great foresaid Wisdom of God , the beginning of sin was not letted , for then thought me that all should have been well . This stirring was much to be forsaken ; and nevertheless , Mourning and Sorrow I made therefore , without Reason and Discretion ; but Jesu , that in this Vision , Informed me of all that me needed , answered by this Word , and said , Sin is * * i. e. behoveful . behovely , but all shall be well , and all shall be well , and all manner of thing shall be well . In this naked Word sin , our Lord brought to my mind generally all that is not good ; and the shameful despite , and the uttermost Tribulation that he bear for us in this Life , and his dying and all his Pains and Passion Bodily and Ghostly , and the Pains of all his Creatures Ghostly and Bodily : For we be all in part troubled , and we shall be troubled following our Master Jesu , till we be full purged of our deadly Flesh , and of all our inward Affections , which be not very good . And the beholding of this with all the Pains that ever were , or ever shall be . And with all this I understood the Passion of Christ , for the most Pain and over-passing : And all this was shewed in a touch and readily passed over into Comfort ; for our good Lord would not that the Soul were afraid of this ugly sight , but I saw not sin ; for I be-believe it had no manner of substance , ne no part of being ; ne it might not be known but by the Pain that is caused thereof : And this Pain is something as to my sight for a time , for it purgeth and maketh us to know our self , and ask Mercy ; for the Passion of our Lord is Comfort to us against all this , and so is his blessed Will ; and for the tender Love that our good Lord hath to all that shall be saved ; he comforteth readily and sweetly , meaning thus : It is true , that sin is cause of all this Pain ; but all shall be well , and all manner of thing shall be well . These Words were shewed full tenderly , shewing no manner of blame to me , ne to none that shall be safe . Then were it great unkindness of me to blame or wonder on God of my sin , sithen he blameth not me for sin . And in these same Words , I saw an high marvellous privity hid in God : Which privity , he shall openly make , and shall be known to us in Heaven . In which knowing we shall verily see the cause why he suffered sin to come . In which sight , we shall endlesly have joy .

The xxxiij . Chapter .

THus I saw , how Christ hath Compassion on us for the cause of sin . And right as I was before in the Passion of Christ fulfilled with Pain and Compassion ; like in this I was in party fulfilled with Compassion of all my even Christen ; for full well he loveth people that shall be saved ; that is to say , Gods Servants , Holy Church shall be shaked in Sorrow , and Anguish , and Tribulation in this World , as men shaketh a Cloath in the Wind : And as to this our Lord answered , shewing on this manner ; Ah , A great thing shall I make hereof in Heaven of endless Worship , and of everlasting Joy . Ye so far forth I saw that our Lord enjoyeth of the Tribulation of his Servants with Pity and Compassion ; and to each person that he loveth to his Bliss , for to bring , he layeth on him something that is no * * i e. impediment . lack in in his sight ; whereby they be | | i e. humbled . lowed and despised in this World , scorned and mocked , and cast out : And this he doth for to * * i e. hinder . let the harm that they should take of the Pomp , and of the Pride , and of the vain Glory of this wretched Life , and make their way ready to come to Heaven in bliss without end Everlasting . For he saith , I shall all to break you from your vain Affections , and your vicious Pride , and after that I shall gather you , and make you meek and mild , clean and Holy by | | i e. uniting . oning to me . And then saw I that each kind Compassion that man hath on his even Christian with Charity ; it is Christ in him , that each manner naughting that was shewed in his Passion , it was shewed again here in this Compassion . Wherein were two manner of understandings in our Lords meaning ; that one was the bliss that we be brought to ; wherein he will that we * * i e. rejoyce . enjoy . That other is for Comfort in our Pain ; for he will that we | | i e. know wit that all shall turn us to Worship , and to profit by the vertue of his Passion : And that we wit that we suffered right naught alone , but with him , and see him our ground . And that we see his Pains and his Tribulation pass so far all that we may suffer , that it may not be full thought . And the well-beholding of this will save us from grudging and dispair in the feeling of our Pains : And if we see verily that our sin deserveth it , yet his Love excuseth us , and of his great courtesse he doth away all our blame , and beholdeth us with ruth and pitty , as Children , Innocents and * * i e. unspotted . unloathful .

The xxjx. Chapter .

BUt in this I stood beholding generally , | | ie . darkly . sweinly and mourningly , saying thus to our Lord in my meaning with full great dreed , Ah good Lord , How might all be well for the great harm that is to come by sin to thy Creatures ? And here I desired as I durst , to have some more open declaring , wherewith that I might be eased in this . And to this our blessed Lord answered full meekly , and with full lovely cheir ; and shewed that Adams sin was the most harm that ever was done , or ever shall be into the Worlds end : And also he shewed that this is openly known in all Holy Church in Earth . Furthermore , he learned that I should behold the glorious * * i e. satisfaction Asseethe ; for this Asseeth-making is more pleasing to the blessed God-head , and more Worshipful for mans Salvation without Comparison , than ever was the sin of Adams harmful . Then meaneth our blessed Lord thus , and in this Teaching ; that we should take heed to this . For sithen that I have made well by the most harm ; then it is my will that thou know thereby that I shall make well all that is less .

The xxx . Chapter .

HE gave understanding of two parties , that one party is our Saviour and our Salvation . This blessed part is open , clear , fair , and light , and plenteous for all Mankind that is of good will , and that shall be , is comprehended in this part . Hereto we be bound of God , and drawn and counselled , and learned inwardly by the Holy Ghost , and outward by Holy Church in the same Grace . In this will our Lord that we be occupied and joying in him , for he joyeth in us : And the more plenteously that we take of this with Reverence and Meekness , the more thank we deserve of him , and the more * * i e. profit speed to our self . And thus may we see and | | i e. rejoyce in that . enjoy our part is our Lord : That other is hid and † † i e. shut up . sparred from us ; that is to say , all that is besides our Salvation , for that is our Lords privy Counsel , and it longeth to the Royal Lordship of God to have his privy Counsels in Peace . And it longeth to his Servants for Obedience and Reverence not to will to know his Counsels . Our Lord hath pity and Compassion on us , for that some Creatures make them so busie therein ; and I am sure if we | | i e. knew wist how greatly we should please him , and ease our self to leave it , we would . The Saints in Heaven they will nothing wit but what our Lord will shew them ; and also their Charity and their desire is ruled after the Will of our Lord : And thus ought we that our Will be like to them ; then shall we nothing will , ne desire but the Will of our Lord , like as they do ; for we be all one in Gods meaning . And here I was learned , that I should only enjoy in our blessed Saviour Jesu , and trust in him for all thing .

The xxxij . Chapter .

ANd thus our good Lord answered to all the Questions and Doubts that I might make , saying full Comfortably : I may make all thing well : And I can make all thing well , and I shall make all thing well ; and I will make all thing well ; and thou shalt see thy self that all manner of thing shall be well . There he saith , I may , I understand for the Father ; and there he saith , I can , I understand for the Son ; and there he saith , I will , I understand for the Holy Ghost ; and there he saith I shall ; I understand the Unity of the blessed Trinity , Three Persons and one Truth : And there he saith , Thou shalt see thy self ; I understand the Coming of all Mankind that shall be saved into the blessedful Trinity . And in these five Words , God will that we be enclosed in Rest , and Peace . And thus shall the Ghostly thirst of Christ have an end ; for this is the Ghostly thirst of Christ , the Love-longing that lasteth and ever shall , till we see that sight at Dooms-day ; for we that shall be safe , and shall be Christs Joy and his Bliss , been yet here , and some be to come , and so shall some be into that day . Therefore this is his thirst , and Love-longing of us all together here in him to our endless bliss , as to my sight ; for we be not now fully as whole in him as we shall be then ; for we know in our Faith , and also it was shewed in all , that Christ Jesu was both God and Man : And | | i e. according to aneynst the Godhead he is himself highest bliss , and was fro without beginning , and shall be without end : Which very endless bliss may never be * * i e. encreased . highed nor | | i e diminished . lowed in it self . And this was plenteously seen in every shewing , and namely in the xijth . where he saith , I it am that is highest . And as aneynst Christs Manhood ; it is known in our Faith , and also shewed that he through the Vertue of the Godhead , for Love to bring us to his bliss suffered Pains and Passion , and died .

And these be the Works of Christs Manhood , wherein he enjoyeth . And that shewed he in the ixth . where he saith , It is a joy , a bliss , and endless liking to me , that ever I suffered Passion for thee . And this is the bliss of Christs Works : And thus he meaneth ; there he saith in the same shewing , We be his bliss , we be his | | i e reward . meed , we be his Worship , we be his Crown : For as aneynst that Christ is our head , he is glorified and unpassible : And as aneynst his body in which all his Members be knit , he is not yet full glorified , ne all unpassible : For the same thirst and longing that he had upon the | | i e. cross Roode-tree , ( which desire longing and thirst as to my fight , was in him from without beginning ) the same hath he yet , and shall into the time that the last Soul that shall be saved , is come up to his bliss : For as truly as there is a property in God of ruth and pity ; as verily there is a property in God of thirst and longing : And of the vertue of this longing in Christ , we have to long again to him , without which no Soul cometh to Heaven . And this property of longing and thirst cometh of the endless goodness of God ; right as the property of pity cometh of his endless goodness : And though he have longing and pity , they been sundry properties , as to my sight . And in this standeth the point of Ghostly thirst , which is lasting in him as long as we be in need , us drawing up to his bliss . And all this was seen in shewing of Compassion , for that shall cease at Dooms-day . Thus he hath ruth and Compassion on us : And he hath longing to have us ; but his Wisdom and his Love suffer not the | | i e. end . same to come till the best time .

The xxxij . Chapter .

ONe time our good Lord said , All manner of thing shall be well : And another time he said , Thou shalt see thy self , that all manner of thing shall be well . And in these two the Soul took sundry manner of understanding One was this ; that he will , we wit that not only he taketh heed to noble things and to great , but also to litle and to small , to low and to simple , and to one and to other . And so meaneth he in that he saith , All manner of thing shall be well ; for he will that we wit that the least thing shall not be forgotten . Another understanding is this ; that there be many deeds evil done in our sight , and so great harms take , that it seemeth to us that it were impossible that ever it should come to a good end . And upon this we look , sorrow and mourn therefore ; so that we cannot rest us in the blissedful beholding of God as we should do : And the cause is this ; that the use of our Reason is now so blind , so low , and so simple , that we cannot know the high marvellous Wisdom , the Might and the Goodness of the blissedful Trinity : And this meaneth he where he saith , Thou shalt see thy self , that all manner of thing shall be well : As if he said , take now faithfully and trustfully , add at the last end thou shalt be verily in | | i e. fulness . fulhead of Joy : And thus in the same five Words beforesaid , I may make all thing well ; I understand a mighty Comfort of all Works of our Lord God that are for to come . There is a deed , the which the blissedful Trinity shall do in the last day , as to my sight : And what the deed shall be , and how it shall be done , it is unknown of all Creatures which are beneath Christ , and shall be till when it shall be done . The Goodness and the Love of our Lord God will , that we | | i e. know wit that it shall be : And the Might , and the Wisdom of him by the same Love will * * i e. conceal . hill it , and hide it from us what it shall be , and how it shall be done : And the cause why he will , we wit it thus is , for he will we be the more eased in our Soul , and peaceable in Love , leaving the beholding of all Tempests that might | | i e. hinder . let us of true enjoying in him . This is the great deed ordeined of our Lord God fro without beginning , treasured and hid in his blessed Breast , only known to himself ; by which deed , he shall make all thing well , for right as the blessed Trinity made all thing of naught ; right so the same blessed Trinity shall make well all that is not well . And in this sight I marvelled greatly , and beheld our Faith , meaning thus ; Our Faith is grounded in Gods Word , and it longeth to our Faith , that we believe that Gods Word shall be saved in all thing : And one point of our Faith is , that many Creatures shall be damned , as Angels that fell out of Heaven for Pride , which be now Fiends ; and many in Earth that dyeth out of the Faith of Holy Church ; that is to say , tho that be Heathen : And also many that hath received Christendome , and liveth unchristen Life , and so dyeth out of Charity ; all these shall be damned to Hell without end , as Holy Church teacheth me to believe : And standing all this , methought it was unpossible that all manner of thing should be well , as our Lord shewed in this time . And as to this , I had no other answer in shewing of our Lord but this ; That that is unpossible to thee , is not unpossible to mee ; I shall save my Word in all thing , and I shall make all thing well . And in this I was taught by the Grace of God , that I should stedfastly hold me in the Faith as I had before understood . And therewith , that I should stand and | | i e firmly . sadly believe , that all manner thing shall be well , as our Lord shewed in the same time ; for this is the great deed that our Lord God shall do : In which deed he shall save his Word in all thing ; and he shall make well all that is not well : But what the deed shall be , and how it shall be done , there is no Creature beneath Christ that wot it , ne shall wit it till it is done , as to the understanding that I took of our Lords meaning in this time .

The xxxiij . Chapter .

ANd yet in this I desired as I durst , that I might have some fight of Hell , and of Purgatory : But it was not my meaning to take proof of any thing that longeth to our Faith ; for I believed | | i e. assuredly . sothfastlie that Hell and Purgatory is for the same end that Holy Church teacheth for ; but my meaning was , that I might have seen for Learning in all thing that longeth to my Faith , whereby I might live the more to Gods Worship , and to my Profit . And for ought that I could desire , I ne could see of this right nought , but as it is before said in the first shewing ; where that I saw the Devil is reproved of God , and endless by damned . In which sight I understand , that all the Creatures that be of the Devils condition in this Life and therein ending ; there is no more mention made of them before God and all his Holy Ones , then of the Devil ; notwithstanding that they be of Mankind ; whether they have be-Christened or not : For though the Revelation was shewed of Goodness , in which was made litle mention of Evil : Yet I was not drawn thereby from any point of the Faith that Holy Church teacheth me to believe : For I had sight of the Passion of Christ in divers shewing . In the first , in the second , in the fourth , in the eighth , as it is before said ; wherein I had in part feeling of the sorrow of our Lady , and of his true Friends that saw his Pains : but I saw not so properly specified the Jews that did him to Death ; but notwithstanding I knew in my Faith , that they were Accursed and Damned without end , saving those that were Converted by Grace .

And I was strengthed , and learned generally to keep me in the Faith , in every Point , and in all as I had before understood , hoping that I was therein with Mercy and the Grace of God , desiring and praying in my meaning , that I might continue therein unto my lives end . It is Gods will that we have great regard to all the deeds that he hath done ; for he will thereby that we know , trust and believe all that he shall doe . But evermore us needeth leave the beholding what the deed shall be ; and desire we to be like to our Brethren which be the Saints in Heaven , that will right nought but Gods will : Then shall we only enjoy in God , and be well apaid both with hiding and shewing : For I saw verily in our Lords meaning , the more we busie us to know his privities in that or in any other thing , the farther more shall we be from the knowing .

The xxxjv . Chapter .

OUr Lord shewed two manner of | | i e. secrets . privities . One is this great privity , with all the privy Points thereto belonging : And these privities he will we know thus hid , into the time that he will clearly shew them to us . That other are the privities which himself shewed openly in this Revelation ; for those are privities which he will make open and known to us : for he will that we wit that it is his will that we know them . They are privities to us , but not only for that he will they be privities to us , but they are privities to us , for our blind-head and our unknowing . And therefore hath he great ruth ; and therefore he will make them open to us himself , whereby we may know him , and love him , and cleave to him : For all that is | | i e. profitable . speedeful for us to wit , and for to know , full courteously our good Lord will shew us what it is with all the Preaching and Teaching of Holy Church , God shewed full great pleasaunce that he hath in all men and women , that mightily and wisely take the Preaching and Teaching of Holy Church ; for he it is Holy Church ; He is the Ground , He is the Substance , He is the Teaching , He is the Teacher , He is the End , and He is the Meed : Wherefore every kind Soul Traveleth . And this is known , and shall be known to each Soul to which the Holy Ghost declareth it . And I hope truly all those that seek thus , they shall speed , for they seek God . All this that I have now said , and more as I shall say hereafter , is comforting against sin : For in the third shewing , when I saw that God doth all that is done , I saw not sin , and then I saw that all is well ; but when God shewed me for sin , then said he , All shall be well .

The xxxv . Chapter .

ANd when God Almighty had shewed so plenteously , and so fully of his Goodness , I desired , to wit , of a certain Creature that I loved , if it should continue in good Living ; which I hoped by the Grace of God was begun . And in this singular desire , it seemed that I letted my self ; for I was not taught in this time : And then was I answered in my Reason , as it were by a friendful mean ; Take it generally , and behold the courtesie of thy Lord God , as he shewed to thee ; for it is more Worship to God to behold him in all , than in any special thing . I assented , and therewith I learned , that it is more Worship to God to know all thing in general , than to like in any thing in special , and if I should do wisely after this Teaching . I hold not be glad for any thing in special , ne greatly diseased for any manner thing , for All shall be well . For the full-head of joy , is to behold God in all ; for by the same blessed Might , Wisdom , and Love , that he made all thing ; to the same end , our good Lord leadeth it continually , and there to himself shall bring it ; and when it is time we shall see it . And the ground of this was shewed in the first , and more openly in the third , where it saith ; I saw God in a Point : All that our Lord doth , is rightfully , and all that he suffereth is Worshipful . And in these two is comprehended Good and Evil ; for all that is Good our Lord doth , and that is Evil our Lord suffereth : I say not that Evil is Worshipful , but I say the sufferance of our Lord God is Worshipful , whereby his Goodness shall be known without end , and his marvellous Meekness and Mild-head by this working of Mercy and Grace . Right | | i e : Plenitude . full-head is that thing that is so good , that it may not be better than it is : For God himself is very rightful head , and all his Works be done rightfully , as they be ordained fro without beginning by his high Might , his high Wisdom , his high Goodness . And right , as he hath ordained it to the best , right so he worketh continually , and leadeth it to the same end : And he is ever full pleased with himself , and with all his Works . And the beholding of this blessed Accord is full sweet to the Soul that seeth it by Grace : All the Souls that shall be saved in Heaven without end , be made rightful in the sight of God , and by his own Goodness . In which rightfullness we be endlesly kept , and marvellously above all Creatures . And Mercy is a Working that cometh of the Goodness of God . And it shall last working as long as sin is suffered to pursue rightful Souls : And when sin hath no longer leave to pursue , then shall the Working of Mercy cease : And then shall all be brought into rightfulness , and therein stand without end . By his sufferance we fall ; and in his blessed Love with his Might , and his Wisdom we are kept ; and by Mercy and Grace we be raised to manifold more Joy . And thus in Rightfulness and in Mercy he will be known and Loved , now and without end . And the Soul that wisely beholdeth in Grace is | | i e. wel contented well paid with both , and endlesly enjoyeth .

The xxxvj . Chapter .

OUr Lord God shewed that a deed shall be done , and himself shall do it ; and it shall be Worshipful ; and marvellous , and plentuous , and by him it shall be done , and himself shall do it . And this is the highest joy that the Soul understood , that God himself shall do it . And I shall do right nought but sin , and my sin shall not | | i e. hinder . let his Goodness Working . And I saw that the beholding of this is a Heavenly Joy in a * * i e. fearful . dreadful Soul , which evermore Godly by Grace desireth Gods Will . This deed shall by begun here ; and it shall be Worshipful to God , and plentuously profitable to all his Lovers in Earth : And ever as we come to Heaven , we shall see it in marvellous Joy : And it shall last thus in Working to the last Day ; and the Worship and the Bliss of that shall last in Heaven before God , and all his Holy Saints without end . Thus was this deed seen and understand in our Lords meaning ; and the cause why he shewed it , is to make us to enjoy in him and in all his Works .

When I saw the shewing continued , I understood it was shewed for a great thing that was then for to come : Which thing God shewed that himself should do it . Which deed hath the Properties before said . And this shewed he full blessedfully , meaning that I should take it wistly , faithfully , and trustfully ; but what the Deed should be it was kept privy to me . And in this I saw , he will not we dread to know the things that he sheweth ; He sheweth them , for he will we know them : By which knowing , he will we Love him , and like in him , and endlesly enjoy in him : And for the great Love that he hath to us , he sheweth us all that is Worshipful and Profitable for the time . And those things that he will now have privy ; yet of his great Goodness he shewed them * * i e. secretly . close . In which shewing he will we believe , and understand , that we should see it verily in his endless Bliss . Then ought we to enjoy in him for all that he sheweth , and all that he hideth : And if we | | i e. willingly . wilfully and meekly do this , we shall find therein great ease , and endless thanking we shall have of him therefore . And this is the understanding of this Word , That it shall be done by me ; that is to say , the general Man ; that is to say , all that shall be safe , it shall be Worshipful , Marvellous , and Plentuous , and By me it shall be done , and God himself shall do it . And this shall be highest Joy that may be beholden of the Deed that God himself shall do it , and Man shall do right nought but sin . Then meaneth our Lord God thus , as if he said , Behold and see , here hast thou matter of Meekness ; Here hast thou matter of Love ; Here hast thou matter of Knowing thy self ; Here hast thou matter of Enjoying in me : And for my Love enjoy in me , for of all thing ; therewith might thou most please mee . And as long as we be in this Life , what time that we by our Folly turn us to the beholding of the reproved , tenderly our Lord toucheth us , and blissedfully calleth us , saying in our Soul , Let me alone my dear worthy Child ; intend to me , I am enough to thee , and enjoy in thy Saviour and in thy Salvation . And that this is our Lords Working in us : I am sure the Soul that is pearced therewith by Grace , shall see it and feel it ; and though it be so that this Deed be truly take for the general man , yet it excludeth not the special ; for what our good Lord will do by his poor Creatures , it is now unknown to me . But this Deed , and that other aforesaid , it is not both one , but two sundry , but this Deed shall be known sooner , and that shall be as we come to Heaven : And to whom our Lord giveth it , it may be known here in party . But the great Deed aforesaid shall neither be known in Heaven nor in Earth till that it be done . And furthermore , he gave special understanding and teaching of Working , and shewing of Miracles as this ; It is known that I have done Miracles here before many , and full high and marvellous , worshipful and great , and so as I have done , I do now continually , and shall in coming of time . It is known that before Miracles come , Sorrows , and Anguish , and Trouble : And that is , that we should know our own feebleness and mischief that we be fallen in by sin , to meek us , and make us to cry to God for help and Grace ; and great Miracles come after , and that of the high might and wisdom , and goodness of God , shewing his vertue and the joyes of Heaven , so as it may be in this passing Life , and that for the strengthening of our Faith , and encrease of our Hope in Charity : Wherefore it pleaseth him to be known and Worshipped in Miracles . Then meaneth he thus , he will that we be not born over low for Sorrows and Tempests that fall to us , for it hath ever so been before Miracles comming .

The xxxvij . Chapter .

GOd brought to mind that I should sin : And for liking that I had in beholding of him , I * * i e. attended . entented not redily to that shewing : And our Lord full mercifully abode , and gave me Grace for to entend . And this shewing I took singularly to my self : But by all the gracious Comforts that followeth as ye shall see , I was learned to take it to all mine even Christen , all in general , and nothing in special : Though our Lord shewed me that I should sin , by me alone is understood all . And in this I conceived a soft dread : And to this our Lord answered , I keep thee full surely ; this Word was said with more Love and Sureness of Ghostly keeping , than I can or may tell : For as it was afore shewed to me that I should sin , right so was the Comfort shewed sureness of keeping for all mine even Christen ( Who shall be saved ) . What may make me more to love mine even Christen , than to see in God that he loveth all that shall be saved , as it were all one Soul ; for in every Soul that shall be saved , is a godly Will that never finally assenteth to sinn , ne never shall . Right as there is a beastly will in the lower party that may will no Good ; right so there is a godly Will in the higher party ; which Will is so good , that it may never will Evil endlesly , but ever Good ; and therefore we be that he loveth , and endlesly we do that he liketh . And this shewed our good Lord in the * * i e. fulness . wholehead of Love that we stand in his sight , yea , that he loveth us now as well while that we be here , as he shall do when we be there before his blessed Face . But for failing of Love in our party , therefore is all our Travel .

The xxxviij . Chapter .

ANd God shewed that sin shall be no shame but Worship to man ; for right as to every sin is answering a Pain by Truth : Right so for every sin to the same Soul is given a bliss by Love . Right as divers sins be punished with divers Pains after that it be grievous ; right so shall they be rewarded with diverse Joys in Heaven for their Victories , * * i e. accordingly . after as the sin hath been painful and sorrowful to the Soul in Earth ; for the Soul that shall come to Heaven is so precious to God , and the place so Worshipful , that the goodness of God suffereth never that Soul to sin finally that shall come thither : But what Sinners they are that so shall be rewarded , is made known in Holy Church in Earth , and also in Heaven , by overpassing Worships : For in this sight my understanding was lifted up into Heaven . And then God brought merily to my mind David , and other in the Old Law with him without number . And in the New Law he brought to my mind , first Magdalen , Peter , and Paul , Thomas , and Jude , St. John of Beverley , and others also without number ; how they be known in the Church on Earth with their sins ; and it is to them no shame , but all is turned them to Worship . And therefore our courteous Lord sheweth for them here in party , like as it is there fulfilled ; for there the Token of sin is turned to Worship . And St. John of Beverley our Lord shewed him full highly in Comfort of us for homeliness ( and countrey sake : ) and brought to my mind how he is a kind Neighbour , and of our knowing : And God called him plainly St. John of Beverley , as we do , and that with a full glad and sweet chear , shewing that he is a full high Saint in his sight , and a blessedful : And with this he made mention , that in his Youth , and in his tender Age , he was a dear worthy Servant to God ; full greatly God loving and dreading . And nevertheless God suffered him to fall ; him mercifully keeping that he perished not , ne lost no time . And afterward God raised him to manifold more Grace ; and by the Contrition and the Meekness that he had in his living , God hath given him in Heaven manifold joys , overpassing that he should have had , if he had not sinned or fallen . And that this is true , God sheweth in Earth with plentuous Miracles doing about his Body continually . And all this was to make us glad and merry in Love .

The xxxjx . Chapter .

SIN is the sharpest Scourge that any chosen Soul may be smitten with : Which Scourge all to beateth Man or Woman , and all to breaketh him , and purgeth him in his own sight : So far forth , that otherwhile he thinketh himself that he is not worthy , but as it were , to sink into Hell , till when Contrition taketh him by touching of the Holy Ghost , and turneth the Bitterness into Hope of Gods Mercy : And then begin his Wounds , to Heal , and the Soul to quicken , turned into the Life of Holy Church . The Holy Ghost leadeth him to Confession , wilfully to shew his sins nakedly and truly with great sorrow , and with great shame , that he hath so defouled the fair Image of God . Then undertaketh he Penance for every sin enjoyned by his * * i e Confessarius . Domes-man , that is grounded in Holy Church , by the Teaching of the Holy Ghost .

And this is one | | i e. humiliation . Meekness that greatly pleaseth God , and also meekly taketh bodily sickness of Gods sending : Also Sorrow and Shame outwardly , with reproof and despite of the World ; with all manner of Grievance and Temptations that we be cast in , Ghostly and Bodily : Full preciously our good Lord keepeth us , when it seemeth to us that we be near forsaken , and cast away for our sin , and for we see that we have deserved it . And because of the Meekness that we get thereby , we be raised full high in Gods sight by his Grace . And also whom our Lord will , he visiteth of his special Grace with so great Contrition , and also with Compassion , and true longing to God , that they be suddenly delivered of Sin and of Pain , and taken up to bliss , and made even with Saints . By Contrition , we be made clean ; by Compassion , we be made ready ; And by true Longing to God we be made worthy .

These be three means as I understood , whereby that all Souls come to Heaven ; that is to say , that have been Sinners in Earth , and shall be saved : For by these Medicines behoveth that every sinful Soul be healed ; though that he be healed , his Wounds be seen before God not as Wounds , but as Worships . And so on the contrariwise , as we be punished here with Sorrow and with Penance , we shall be rewarded in Heaven by the courteous Love of our God Almighty , that will that none that come there , leese his Travel in any degree : For he beholdeth sin as Sorrow and Pains to his Lovers , in whom he assigneth no blame for Love . The meed that we undertake , shall not be litle , but it shall be high , glorious and worshipful ; and so shall all shame turn to Worship and to Joy . For our courteous Lord will not that his Servants despair for oft failing , ne for grievous falling ; for our falling letteth not him to Love us ; Peace and Love is ever in us , being and working ; but we be not ever in Peace and in Love : But he will we take heed thus , that he is ground of all our whole Life in Love . And furthermore , that he is our everlasting Keeper , and mightily defendeth us against all our Enemies that be full fell , and full fierce upon us . And so much our need is the more ; for we give them occasion by our falling .

The xl . Chapter .

ANd this is a sovereign Friendship of our courteous Lord , that he keepeth us so tenderly whiles we be in our sin : And furthermore , he toucheth us full privily , and sheweth us our sin by the sweet light of Mercy and Grace . But when we see our self so foul , then we wene that God were wrath with us for our sin . Then be we stirred of the Holy Ghost by Contrition into Prayer and desire , amending of our self with all our Might , to slack the Wrath of God , unto the time we find a rest in Soul and softness in Conscience . And then hope we that God hath forgiven us our sin , and it is true . And then sheweth our courteous Lord himself to the Soul merrily , and of full glad chear , with friendfully welcoming as if it had been in Pain and in Prison , saying thus : My dear Darling , I am glad thou art come to me in all thy Woe ; I have ever been with thee , and now seest thou me loving , and we be oned in Bliss . Thus are sins forgiven by Grace and Mercy , and our Soul Worshipfully received in Joy ; like as it shall be when it cometh into Heaven , as oftimes as it cometh by the gracious Working of the Holy Ghost , and the vertue of Christs Passion . Here understood I verily , that all manner of thing is made ready to us by the great Goodness of God ; so far forth , that what time we be our self in Peace and in Charity , we be verily safe : But for we may not have this in fullhead while we be here ; therefore it befalleth us ever to live in sweet Praying , and in lovely Longing with our Lord Jesu , for he longeth ever for to bring us to the fulhead of Joy , as it is before said ; where he sheweth the Ghostly Thirst .

But now because of all this Ghostly Comfort that is before said ; if any Man or Woman be stirred by Folly , to say or to think ; If this be true , then were it good for to Sin , to have the more meed , or else to charge the less to sin . Beware of this stirring , for truly if it come , it is untrue , and of the Enemy : For the same true Love that toucheth us all by his blessed Comfort ; the same blessed Love teacheth us that we shall hate sin only for Love . And I am sure by my own feeling , the more that each kind Soul seeth this in the courteous Love of our Lord God , the lother is him to sin , and the more he is ashamed : For if it were laid before us all the Pain that is in Hell , and in Purgatory , and in Earth , to suffer it rather than sin , we should rather choose all that Pain , than sin : For sin is so vile , and so mickle for to hate , that it may be likned to no Pain ; which Pain is not sin . And to me was shewed none harder Hell than sin ; for a kind Soul hateth no Pain but sin , for all is good but sin , and naught is evil but sin . And when we give our intent to Love and Meekness , by the working of Mercy and Grace , we be made all Fair and Clean.

And as Mighty , and as Wise as God is to save Man , as willing he is : For Christ himself is ground of all the Laws of Christen Men ; and he taught us to doe Good against Evil. Here we may see that he is himself this Charity , and doth to us as he teacheth us to do : For he will that we be like him in whole-head of endless Love to our self , and to our even Christen . No more than his Love is broken to us for our sin , no more will he that our Love be broken to our self , nor to our even Christen , but nakedly hate sin , and endlesly love the Soul , as God loveth it : Then should we hate sin like as God hateth it , and love the Soul as God loveth it ; for these words that God said , is an endless Comfort , I keep thee full truly .

The Fourteenth Revelation . The xlj . Chapter .

AFter this our Lord shewed for Prayer : In which shewing , I saw two Conditions in our Lords meaning . One is rightful Prayer . Another is * * i e. sure siker trust : But yet oftentimes our trust is not full ; for we be not sure that God heareth us , as we think for our unworthiness , and for we feel right naught ; for we be as barren , and as dry oft-times after our Prayers as we were before . And thus in our feelling , our folly is cause of our Weakness : For thus have I felt by my self . And all this brought our Lord suddenly to my mind , and shewed these Words , and said , I am ground of thy beseeking . First , it is my will that thou have it : And sithen I make thee to will it : And sithen I make thee to beseek it , and thou seekest it : How should it then be , that thou shouldest not have thy seeking ? And thus in the first Reason , with the three that follow , our good Lord sheweth a mighty Comfort , as it may be seen in the same Words ; and in the first Reason , there he saith ; And thou beseek it : There he sheweth full great pleasance and endless meed , that he will give us for our beseeking . And in the sixth Reason , there he saith , How should it then be ? This was said for an unpossible thing ; for it is the most unpossible that may , that we should seek Mercy and Grace , and not have it . For of all thing that our good Lord maketh us to beseek himself , he hath ordained it to us from without beginning . Here may we then see , that our beseeking is not the cause of the Goodness , and Grace that he doth to us , but his proper Goodness . And that shewed he verily in all these sweet Words , there he saith , I am Ground : And our good Lord will that this be known of his Lovers in Earth ; and the more that we know , the more shall we beseech , if it be wisely take ; and so is our Lords meaning . Beseeching is a true and gracious lasting will of the Soul , owned and fastened into the Will of our Lord , by the sweet privy Working of the Holy Ghost . Our Lord himself he is the first Receiver of our Prayer , as to my sight , and he taketh it full thankfully ; and highly enjoying , he sendeth it up above , and setteth it in Treasure , where it shall never perish : It is there before God , with all his Holy Saints continually received , ever speeding our needs . And when we shall undertake our bliss , it shall be given us for a degree of Joy , with endless Worshipful thanking of him ; full glad and merry is our Lord of our Prayer : and he looketh thereafter , and he will have it ; for with his Grace it maketh us like to himself in condition , as we be in kind ; and so is his blessed Will : For he saith thus , Pray intirely , inwardly , though thee think it savour thee not , yet it is profitable enough , though thou feel it nought : Pray intirely , inwardly , though thou feel nought , though thou see nought ; yea , though thou think thou might not ; for in Dryness , and Barrenness , in Sickness , and in Feebleness , then is thy Prayer full pleasant to mee ; though thou think at savor thee not but litle , and so is all thy Living Prayer in my sight .

For the meed and the endless thank that he will give us , therefore he is covetuous to have us Praying continually in his sight . God accepteth the good Will , and the Travel of his Servants , howsoever we feel : Wherefore it pleaseth him that we work in Prayer , and in good Living , by his Help and his Grace , reasonably with Discretion , keeping our Mights to him ; till when we have him that we seek in fulhead of joy , that is Jesu . And that shewed he in the xvth . Revelation , where he saith , Thou shalt have me to thy meed . Also to Prayer longeth thanking : Thanking is a true inward knowing , with great Reverence and lovely Dreed , turning our self with all our Mights into the Working that our Lord stirred us to enjoying and thanking inwardly : and sometime for plentuousness it breaketh out with Voyce , and saith , Good Lord , grant Mercy ; Blessed mote thou be . And sometime when the Earth is dry , and feeleth naught ; or else by Temptation of our Enemy , then it is driven by Reason and by Grace to cry upon our Lord with Voyce , rehearsing his blessed Passion , and his great Goodness . And so the vertue of our Lords Word turneth into the Soul , and quickeneth the heart , and entreth by his Grace into true Working , and maketh it to Pray full blessed fully , and truly to enjoy in our Lord , is a full lovely thanking in his sight .

The xlij . Chapter .

OUr Lord will that we have true understanding , and namely in three things that longeth to our Prayer : The first is , by whom and how that our Prayer Springeth ; by whom , he sheweth when he saith , I am Ground ; and how by his Goodness : For he saith , First it is my Will. For the second , in what manner , and how that we should use our Prayers ; and that is , that our Will be turned into the Will of our Lord enjoying : And so he meaneth when he saith , I make thee to will it . For the third , that we know the Fruit and end of our Prayer ; that is to be oned , and like to our Lord in all thing ; and to this meaning , and for this end , was all this lovely Lesson shewed : And he will help us , and he shall make it so as he seeth himself ; blessed mote he be : For this is our Lords Will that our Prayer and our trust be both alike large ; for if we trust not as * * much mickle as we Pray , we do not full Worship to our Lord in our Prayer . And also we tarry and Pain our self ; and the cause is as I believe , for we know not truly that our Lord is Ground in whom that our Prayer springeth . And also that we know not that it is given us by Grace of his Love ; for if we knew this , it would make us to trust to have of our Lords gift all that we desire ; for I am sure that no man asketh Mercy and Grace with true meaning , but if Mercy and Grace be first given to him . But sometime it cometh to our mind that we have prayed long time ; and yet it thinketh us that we have not our asking : but herefore should we not be heavy ; for I am sure by our Lords meaning , that either we abide a better time , or more Grace , or a better Gift . He will that we have true knowing in himself that he is being . And in this knowing , he will that our understanding be grounded with all our Mights , and all our Intents , and all our Meanings : And in this Ground , he will that we take our * * i e. resting place . steeds , and our dwelling . And by the gracious Light of himself , he will that we have understanding of three things that follow . The first is , our Noble and Excellent making . The second , our precious and dear worthy * * i e : redemption . again being . The third , all thing that he hath made beneath us , to serve us , and for our Love keepeth it . Then meaneth he thus , as if he said , Behold and see that I have done all this before thy Prayer , and now thou art and prayest me . And thus he meaneth that it longeth to us , to wit , that the greatest Deeds be done , as Holy Church teacheth . And in the beholding of this , with thanking , we owe to Pray for the Deed that is now in doing ; and that is , that he rule us , and guide us to his Worship in this Life , and bring us to his Bliss ; and therefore he hath done all . Then meaneth he thus , that we see that he doth it ; and we pray therefore , for that one is not enough : for if we pray , and see not that he doth it , it maketh us heavy and doubtful , and that is not his Worship . And if we see that doth it , and we pray not , we do not our duty : And so it may not be ; that is to say , so is it not in his beholding . But to see that he doth it , and to Pray forthwithall : So is he Worshipped , and we speed . All thing that our Lord hath ordained to doe , it is his Will that we pray therefore , either in special or in general . And the joy and the bliss that is to him , and the Thank and the Worship that we shall have therefore , it passeth the understanding of all Creatures in this Life , as to my sight . For Prayer is a rightwise understanding of that full-head of joy that is for to come , with true longing , and very trust savouring or seeing our bliss , that we be ordained to , kindly maketh us to long . True understanding and Love , with sweet meaning in our Saviour graciously maketh us to trust . And thus have we of kind to long , and of Grace to trust : And in these two Workings , our Lord beholdeth us continually ; for it is our duty . And his Goodness may no less assigne in us , that longeth to us , to doe our diligence thereto : And when we do it , yet shall us think that it is naught : And true it is , but doe we as we may , and meekly ask Mercy and Grace ; and all that us faileth , we shall it find in him . And thus meaneth he , there he saith , I am the Ground of thy beseeching . And thus in those blessedful Words , with the shewing , I saw a full overcoming against all our Wickedness , and all our doubtful dreeds .

The xliij . Chapter .

PRayer owneth the Soul to God , which is ever like to God in kind and in substance , restored by Grace ; but it is oft unlike in condition , by sin of mans party . Then is Prayer a Witness that the Soul will as God will ; and comforteth the Conscience , and ableth Man to Grace . And thus he teacheth us to Pray ; and mightily to trust that we shall have it ; for he beholdeth us in Love , and will make us Partner of his good Will and Deed : And therefore he stirreth us to Pray , that that liketh him to do : For which Prayer and good Will that we have of his gift , he will reward us , and give us endless meed . And this was shewed in this Word , And thou beseekest it . In this Word God shewed so great pleasance , and so great liking , as he were much beholding to us for each good Deed that we do ; and yet it is he that doth it : And for that we beseech him mightily , to do that thing that him liketh ; as if he said , What might thou please mee more than to beseech mightily , wisely , and wilfully , to do that thing that I will have done . And thus the Soul by Prayer is accorded with God . But when our courteous Lord of his special Grace sheweth himself to our Soul , we have that we desire : And then we see not for the time what we should more Pray ; but all our intent , with all our Mights is set whole into the beholding of him . And this is an high unperceiveable Prayer , as to my sight ; for all the cause wherefore we Prayer , is to be oned in to the sight and beholding of him , to whom we Pray marvellously , enjoying with reverent dreed ; and so great sweetness , and delight in him , that we can pray right naught , but as he stirreth us for the time . And well I wot , the more the Soul seeth of God , the more she desireth him by Grace ; but when we see him not so , then feel we need , and cause to pray for feeling , and for unableness of our self to Jesu . For when a Soul is tempted , troubled , and left to her self by her unrest , then it is time to pray to make her self supple and * buxom to God ; but she by no manner of Prayer maketh God supple to him , for he is ever one like in Love .

And thus I saw , that what time we see need , wherefore we pray ; then our Lord God followeth us , helping our desire : And when we of his special Grace plainly behold him , seeing none of other needs , then we follow him . And he draweth us to him by Love , for I saw , and and felt that his marvellous , and his * * i e. plentiful . fulsome Goodness fulfilleth all our Mights : And therewith I saw that his continual Working in all manner of things , is done so godly , so wisely , and so mightily , that it over-passeth all our Imagining , and all that we can mean or think . And then we can do no more but behold him , and enjoy with a high mighty desire to be all oned into him , and | | i e. attend . entend to his motion , and enjoy in his loving , and delight in his Goodness . And thus shall we with his sweet Grace in our own meek continual Prayer , come into him ; now in this Life , by many privy touchings of sweet Ghostly sights and feelings , measured to us as our | | i e. simplicity . simplehead may bare it . And this is wrought , and shall be by the Grace of the Holy Ghost , so long till we shall die in longing for Love ; and then shall we all come into our Lord , our self clearly knowing , and God | | i e. plentifully . fulsomely having : And we endlesly be all hid in God , verily seeing , and fulsomely feeling him Ghostly hearing ; and him delectably smelling , and him sweetly smelling : And there shall we see God face to face homely , and fulsomely . The Creature which is made , shall see , and endlesly behold God which is the Maker ; for thus may no man see God and live after ; that is to say , in this deadly Life : But when he of his special Grace will shew him here , he strengtheneth the Creature above himself , and he measureth the shewing after his own Will , and it is profitable for the time .

The xljv . Chapter .

GOD shewed in all the Revelations oft-times that ( a Holy ) man worketh evermore his Will and his Worship , duringly without stinting : And what this Working is , was shewed in the first , and that in a marvellous Ground : For it was shewed in the Working of the blissedful Soul of our Lady Saint Mary by Truth and Wisdom . And how , I hope by the Grace of the Holy Ghost , I shall say as I saw . Truth seeth God , and Wisdom beholdeth God ; and of these two , cometh the third ; and that is , a marvellous delight in God which is Love : Where Truth and Wisdom is verily , there is Love verily coming of them both , and all of Gods making : For God is endless soveraign Truth , endless soveraign Wisdom , endless soveraign Love unmade . And a mans Soul is a Creature in God , which hath the same properties made ; and evermore it doth that it was made for ; that seeth God , it beholdeth God , and it loveth God : Wherefore God enjoyeth in the Creature , and the Creature in God endlesly marvelling . In which marvelling he seeth his God , his Lord , his Maker so high , so great , and so good , in regard of him that is made , that unneth the Creature seemeth ought to the self ; but the brightness and clearness of Truth and Wisdom maketh him to see , and to know , that he is made for Love ; in which Love God endlesly keepeth him .

The xlv . Chapter .

GOD deemeth us upon our kindly substance , which is ever kept one in him , whole and safe without end . And this Doome is of his rightful-head : And man deemeth upon our Changeable sensuality , which seemeth now one , now another , | | i e. according as after that it taketh of the parties , and shewed outward . And this Doome is * * i e. mingled , or twofold . meddled ; for sometimes it is good and easie ; and sometime it is hard and grievous : And in as much as it is good and easie , it longeth to the rightfulness ; and in as much as it is hard and grievous , our good Lord Jesu reformeth it by Mercy and Grace , through vertue of his blessed Passion , and so bringeth into the rightfulness . And though these two be thus accorded and oned , yet it shall be known both in Heaven , without end . The first Doome which is of Gods rightfulness , and that is of his own high endless Love ; and that is that fair sweet Doome that was shewed in all the fair Revelation ; in which I saw him assigne to us no manner of blame . And though these were sweet and delectable , yet only in the beholding of this , I could not be full eased : And that was for the Doome of Holy Church , which I had before understanding , and was continually in my sight . And therefore by this Doome , methought that me behooveth needs to know my self a sinner : And by the same Doome I understood , that sinners be sometimes worthy blame and Wrath ; and these two could I not see in God : And therefore my advise and desire was more than I can or may tell ; for the higher Doome God sheweth himself in the same time . And therefore me behooved needs to take it : And the lower Doome was learned me before time in Holy Church ; and therefore I might not by no way leave the lower Doome . Then was this my desire , that I might see in God , in what manner that the Doome of Holy Church here in Earth , is true in his sight , and how it longeth to me verily to know it , whereby they might both be saved , so as it were Worshipful to God , and right way to me . And to all this , I ne had no other answer , but a marvellous Example of a Lord , and of a Servant , as I shall say after , and that full mistely shewed : And yet I stood in Desire , and Will , into my lives end , that I might by Grace know these two Dooms , as it longeth to me . For all Heavenly things , and all Earthly things that long to Heaven , be comprehended in these two Dooms . And the more knowing , and understanding , by the gracious leading of the Holy Ghost , that we have of these two Dooms ; the more we shall see and know our feelings ( and Workings of Grace ) ; and ever the more that we see them , the more kindly by Grace , we shall long to be fulfilled of endless Joy and Bliss , for we be made thereto . And our kindly substance is now blessedfully in God , and hath been sithens it was made , and shall be without end .

The xlvj . Chapter .

BUt our passing living that we have here in our sensuality , knoweth not what our self is , but in our Faith . And when we know , and see verily , and clearly what our self is , then shall we verily and clearly see , and know our Lord God in fulhead of joy . And therefore it behoveth needs to be , that the nearer we be our bliss , the more we shall long ; and that both by Kind and by Grace : We may have knowing of our self in this Life , by continual help and vertue of our high kind ; in which knowing , we may encrease and wax by furthering and speeding of Mercy and Grace . But we may never full know our self into the last point : In which Point , this passing Life , and all manner of Woe and Paine shall have an end . And therefore it longeth properly to us both by Grace and by Kind , to long and desire , with all our Mights to know our self . In which full knowing , we shall verily and clearly know our God in fulhead of endless joy . And yet in all this time fro the beginning to the end , I had two manner of beholdings : The one was endless continuant Love ; with sureness of keeping , and blissful Salvation , for of this was all the shewing . That other , was the common teaching of Holy Church , of which I was before enformed and grounded , and wilfully having in use , and understanding . And the beholding of this came not from me ; for by the shewing , I was not stirred , nor led therefro in no manner Point . But I had therein teaching to love it , and like it ; whereby I might with the help of our Lord and his Grace , increase and rise to more Heavenly knowing , and higher loving . And thus in all this beholding , methought it behoved needs to see and to know that we be sinners , and do many Evils that we ought to leave , and leave many good Deeds undone that we ought to do : Wherefore we deserve pain , blame , and Wrath. And notwithstanding all this , I saw verily that our Lord was never Wrath , ne never shall : For he is God , he is Good , he is Truth , he is Love , and he is Peace ; and his Might , his Wisdom , his Charity , and his Unity suffereth him not to be Wrath : For I saw truly that it is against the property of his Might to be Wrath ; and against the property of his Wisdom , and against the property of his Goodness . God is that Goodness that may not be Wrath , for God is not but Goodness . Our Soul is oned to him , unchangeable Goodness : And between God and our Soul is neither Wrath nor Forgiveness in his sight ; for our Soul is so | | i e. fully fulsomely oned to God of his own Goodness , that between God and our Soul may be right naught . And to this understanding was the Soul led by Love , and drawn by Might in every shewing : That it is thus , our good Lord shewed ; and how it is thus verily of his great Goodness , and that he will we desire , to wit ; that is to say , as it longeth to his Creatures to wit it for all thing that the simple Soul understood , God will that it be shewed and known for those things that he will have privy , mightily and wisely himself hideth them for Love ; for I saw in the same shewing , that much privity is hid , which may never be known into the time that God of his Goodness hath made us worthy to see it . And therewith I am well | | i e. content . apaid , abiding our Lords Will in this high marvel . And now I yield me to our Mother Holy Church , as a simple Child oweth .

The xlvij . Chapter .

TWo Points belonging to our Soul are debt . One is , that we Reverently marvel . That | i. e. duties . other is , that we meekly suffer , every enjoying in God ; for he will that we know , that we shall in short time see clearly in himself all that we desire . And notwithstanding all this , I beheld and marvelled greatly , what is the Mercy and Forgiveness of God ? For by the Teaching that I had before , I understood that the Mercy of God shall be Forgiveness of his Wrath , after the time that we have sinned : For methought that to a Soul whose meaning and desire is to Love , that the Wrath of God were harder than any other Pain . And therefore I took , that the Forgiveness of his Wrath should be one of the principal Points of his Mercy . But for ought that I might behold and desire , I could not see this Point in all the shewing . But how I saw and understood of the Working of Mercy ; I shall say some deal , as God will give me Grace . I understood thus ; Man is changeable in this Life , and by simpleness and uncunning falleth into sin : He is unmighty , and unwise of himself ; and also his Will is over-laid . In this time he is in Tempest , and in Sorrow , and in Woe : And the cause is blindness , for he seeth not God ; for if he saw God continually , he should have no mischievous feeling , ne no manner stirring , nor sorrowing that serveth to sin . Thus saw I , and felt in the same time ; and methought that the sight and the feeling was high , and plentuous , and gracious , in regard that our common feeling is in this Life ; but yet methought it was but low and small , in regard of the great desire that the Soul hath to see God : For I felt in me five manner of workings , which be these ; Enjoying , Mourning , Desire , Dreed , and true Hope . Enjoying for God , gave me understanding , and knowing that it was himself that I saw Mourning , and that was for feeling desire , that was that I might see him for ever more and more ; understanding and knowing , that we shall never have full rest , till we see him clearly and verily in Heaven . Dreed was , for it seemed to me in all that time , that sight should fail , and I to be left to my self . True hope , was in the endless Love that I saw , that I should be kept by his Mercy , and brought to the bliss . And the joying in his sight , with this true Hope of his merciful keeping , made me to have Feeling and Comfort : So that Mourning and dreed were not greatly painful . And yet in all this , I beheld in the shewing of God , that this manner sight of him may not be continuant in this Life ; and that for his own Worship , and for increase of our endless joy . And therefore we fail oftentimes of the sight of him : And anon we fall into our self , and then find we feeling of right naught but the contrarious that is in our self . And that of the old Root of our first sin , with all that followeth of our own continuance : And in this we be travelled and tempted , with feeling of sin and of pain in many diverse manner , Ghostly and Bodily , as it is known to us in this Life .

The xlviij . Chapter .

BUt our good Lord the Holy Ghost , which is endless Life dwelling in our Soul , full truly keepeth us , and worketh therein a Peace , and bringeth it to ease by Grace , and maketh it | | i e. complyant . buxom , and accordeth it to God . And this is the Mercy and the Way that our good Lord continually leadeth us in , as long as we be in this Life , which is changeable : For I saw no Wrath but on mans party , and that forgiveth he in us : For Wrath is not else but a frowardness , and a contrariousness to Peace and Love . And either it cometh of feeling of Might , or of feeling of Wisdom , or of feeling of Goodness : which feeling is not of God , but it is in our party ; for we by sin and wretchedness have in us a Wrath , and a continuant contrariousness to Peace and to Love . And that shewed he full oft in his lovely Chear of ruth and pity : For the ground of Mercy is in Love , and the working of Mercy is our keeping in Love : And this was shewed in such a manner , that I could not perceive of the property of Mercy otherwise , but as it were all Love in Love ; that is to say , as to my sight , Mercy is a sweet gracious working in Love , * * ie . mingled . medled with plenteous pitty ; for Mercy worketh , us keeping ; and Mercy worketh turning to us all thing to good : Mercy for Love suffereth us to fail by measure , and in as much as we fail , in so much we fall ; and in as much as we fall , in so much we die : For us behooveth needs to die , in as much as we fail sight and feeling of God , that is our life . Our failing is dreadful , our falling is shameful ; and our dying is sorrowful . But yet in all this the sweet eye of pity and love departeth never from us , ne the working of Mercy ceaseth not : For I beheld the property of Mercy , and I beheld the property of Grace , which have two manner of Working in one Love : Mercy is a pitiful property , which longeth to Mother-hood in tender Love : And Grace is a Worshipful property which longeth to Royal Lordship in the same Love . Mercy worketh , keeping , suffering , quickening , and healing , and all is of tenderness of Love : And Grace worketh with Mercy , raising , rewarding , endlesly over-passing , that our Loving , and our Travel deserveth , spreading abroad , and shewing the high plenteousness , largeness of Gods Royal Lordship in his marvellous courtesie . And this is of the abundance of Love ; for Grace worketh our dreadful failing into plenteous and endless solace : And Grace worketh our shameful falling into high Worshipful rising ; and Grace worketh our sorrowful dying into Holy blissful Life : For I saw full truly , that ever as our contrariousness worketh to us here in Earth , pain , shame , and sorrow . Right so on the contrariwise , Grace worketh to us in Heaven , Solace , Worship , and Bliss ; and over-passing so far forth , that when we come up and receive that sweet Reward which Grace hath wrought to us there , we shall thank and bless our Lord endlesly , enjoying that ever we suffered Woe ; and that shall be for a property of blessed Love that we shall know in God , which we might never have known without Woe going before . And when I saw all this , me behooved needs to grant that the Mercy of God and the Forgiveness slacketh and wasteth our Wrath.

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FOr it was an high marvel to the Soul which was continuantly shewed in all , and with great diligence , beholding that our Lord God aneynst himself may not forgive , for he may not be Wrath. It were unpossible ; for this was shewed , that our Life is all grounded and rooted in Love , and without Love we may not live . And therefore to the Soul , that of his special Grace , seeth so far forth of the high marvellous goodness of God , that we be endlesly oned to him in Love : It is the most unpossible that may be , that God should be Wrath ; for Wrath and Friendship be two Contraries ; for he that wasteth and destroyeth our Wrath , and maketh us meek and mild ; it behooveth us needs to believe , that he be ever in one Love , meek , and mild : Which is contrary to Wrath , for I saw full truly , that where our Lord appeareth , Peace is taken , and Wrath hath no * * i e : place steede : For I saw no manner of Wrath in God , neither for short time , nor for long ; for truly as so my sight , if God might be Wrath a while , we should neither have Life , ne steede , ne being ; for as verily as we have our being of the endless Might of God , and of the endless Wisdom , and of the endless Goodness : Also verily we have our keeping in the endless Might of God , in the endless Wisdom , and in the endless Goodness . For though we feel in us Wrath , Debate , and Strife , yet we be all mercifully beclosed in the midhead of God , and in his meekhead , in his benignity , and in his * * i e. kindness . buxomness . For I saw full truly , that all our endless Friendship , our steed , our life , and our being is in God ; for that same endless Goodness that keepeth us when we sin , that we perish not : That same endless Goodness continually treateth in us a Peace against our Wrath , and our contrarious falling , and maketh us to see our need , with a true dread mightily to seek unto God to have Forgiveness , with a gracious desire of our Salvation , for we may not be blissfully saved , till we be verily in Peace and in Love , for that is our Salvation . And though we be Wrath , and the contrariousness that is in us be now in Tribulation , Disease , and Woe , as falling into our blindness , and our pronity ; Yet be we sure and safe by the merciful keeping of God that we perish not ; but we be not blissfully safe , in having of our endless joy , till we be all in Peace and in Love ; that is to say , full pleased with God , and with all his Works , and with all his Dooms ; and loving and pleasable with our selves , and with our even Christen , and with all that God loveth , as love liketh . And this doth Gods Goodness in us . Thus saw I that God is our very Peace ; and he is our sure Keeper , when we be our self at unpeace ; and he continually worketh to bring us into endless Peace : And thus when by the working of mercy and grace we be made meek and mild , than we be full safe . Suddenly is the Soul oned to God , when she is truly peaced in her self ; for in him is found no Wrath. And thus I saw when we be all in Peace and in Love , we find no contrariousness in no manner of letting . And that contrariousness which is now in us , our Lord God of his goodness maketh it to us full profitable : For contrariousness is cause of all our Tribulation , and all our Woe : And our Lord Jesu taketh them , and sendeth them up to Heaven ; and then they are made more sweet and delectable than Heart may think , or Tongue can tell . And when we come thither , we shall find them ready all turned into very fairness and endless Worship . Thus is God our stedfast ground , and shall be our full bliss , and make us unchangeable , as he is when we be there .

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ANd in this deadly Life Mercy and Forgiveness is our way , that evermore leadeth us to grace . And by the tempest and the sorrow that we fall in on our party , we be often dead as to mans Doome in Earth ; but in the sight of God , the Soul that shall be safe , was never dead , ne never shall be . But yet here I wondred and marvelled with all the diligence of my Soul meaning thus ; Good Lord , I see that thou art the very Truth , and I know truly that we sin grievously all day , and be much blame-worthy : And I may neither leave the knowing of this | | i e. truth sooth , nor I see not the shewing to us no manner of blame . How may this be ? For I know by the common teaching of Holy Church , and by mine own feeling , that the blame of our sins continually hangeth upon us fro the first man , into the time that we come up into Heaven . Then was this my marvel , that I saw our Lord God shewing to us no more blame , than if we were as clean , and as holy as Angels be in Heaven . And between these two contraries , my Reason was greatly travelled by my blindness , and could have no rest , for dread that his blessed Presence should pass from my sight , and I to be left in unknowing how he behold us in our sin ; for either me behooved to see in God that sin were all done away , or else me behooved to see in God how he seeth it ; whereby I might truly know how it longeth to mee to see sin , and the manner of our blame . My longing endured , him continually beholding ; and yet I could have no patience for great fear and perplexity , thinking if I take it thus , that we be no sinners , nor no blame worthy ; it seemeth as I should Erre , and fail of knowing of this sooth . And if it be true that we be sinners , and blame worthy , good Lord , how may it then be that I cannot see this truth in thee ; which art my God , my Maker , in whom I desire to see all truth ? For three Points make me hardy to ask it . The first is , for it is so low a thing , for if it were an high , I should be | | i e. fear adred . The second is , that it is so common ; for if it were special and privy also , I should be adred . The third is , that it needeth me to wit , as me thinketh ; if I shall live here for knowing of Good and Evil , whereby I may by reason and by grace the more depart them asunder , and love Goodness , and hate Evil , as Holy Church teacheth . I cried inwardly with all my Might , seeking unto God for help ; meaning thus , Ah Lord Jesu , King of Bliss , How shall I be eased ? Who shall tell me , and teach me that me needeth to wit , if I may not at this time see it in thee ?

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ANd then our courteous Lord answered in shewing full | | i e. darkly . mistely , by a wonderful Example of a Lord that hath a Servant , and gave me sight to my understanding of both : which sight was shewed double in the Lord ; and the sight was shewed double in the Servant . That one party was shewed Ghostly in bodily likeness . That other party was shewed more Ghostly without bodily likeness . For the first , thus I saw two Persons in bodily likeness ; that is to say , a Lord and a Servant . And therewith God gave me Ghostly understanding : The Lord sitteth solemnly in rest and in peace ; the Servant standeth before his Lord reverently ready to do his Lords Will : The Lord looketh upon his Servant full lovely , and sweetly , and meekly ; he sendeth him into a certain place to do his Will. The Servant not only he goeth , but suddenly he starteth , and runneth in great haste for Love to do his Lords Will . And anon he falleth in a * * i e. precipice . slade , and taketh full great sorrow ; and then he groneth , and moneth , and walloweth , and wrieth ; but he may not rise nor help himself by no manner of way . And of all this the most mischief that I saw him in , was failing of Comfort ; for he could not turn his face to look up on his loving Lord , which was to him full near , in whom is full Comfort : But as a man that was full feeble and unwise for the time he entended to his feeling and enduring in Woe . In which Woe he suffered seven great Pains . The first was the sore brusing that he took in his falling , which was to him much pain . The second was the heaviness of his body . The third was feebleness that followed of these two . The fourth was , that hew as blinded in his Reason , & * * i e. astonished . stonnyed in his mind , so farth forth , that almost he had forgotten his own Love . The fifth was , that he might not rise . The sixth was pain most marvellous to me ; and that was that he lay alone . I looked all about and beheld , and far , ne near , ne high , ne low ; I saw to him no help . The seventh was , that the place that he lay in , was long , hard , and grievous . I marvelled how this Servant might thus meekly suffer all this Woe . And I beheld with avisement , to wit , if I could perceive in him any default ; or if the Lord should assign him any manner of blame . And verily there was none seen ; for only his good will and his great desire was the cause of his falling . And he was as unlothful , and as good inwardly as he was when he stood before his Lord , ready to do his Will. And right thus continually , his loving Lord full tenderly beholdeth him ; and now with a double chear : One outward full meekly and mildly with great rewth and pity ; and this was of the first . Another inward more Ghostly : And this was shewed with a leading of my understanding into the Lord in restoring , which I saw him highly enjoy for the worshipful resting , and noble that he will , and shall bring his Servant to by his plentuous Grace ; and this was of the other shewing . And now was my understanding led again into the first , both keeping in mind : Then said this courteous Lord in his meaning : To my beloved Servant , what harm and disease he hath had , and taken in my service for my love , yea , and for his good will ? It is not reason that I reward him , his | | ie . fright frey and his dreed , his hurt and his maym , and all his Woe ? and not only this , but falleth it not to me to give him a gift , that be better to him , and more worshipful than his own heal should have been ; or else methinketh I did him no Grace . And in this , an inward Ghostly shewing of the Lords meaning descended into my Soul , in which I saw , that it behooved needs to be standing his great goodness and his own worship , that his dear worthy Servant which he loved so much , should be highly and worshipfully rewarded without end , above that he should have been if he had not fallen ; yea , and so far forth , that his falling and all his Woe that he hath taken thereby , shall be turned into the high over-passing Worship and endless Bliss : And at this Point , the shewing of the example vanished , and our good Lord led forth my understanding , in sight and in shewing of the Revelation to the end . But notwithstanding all this forth leading , the marvelling of the example went never from me ; for methought it was given me for answer to my desire : And yet could I not take therein full understanding to my ease in that time ; for in the servant that was shewed for Adam ; as I shall say , I saw many divers properties that might by no manner be direct to single Adam . And thus in that time I stood mickle in three Knowings ; for the full understanding of this marvellous Example was not given me in that time . In which misty Example , the privities of the Revelation be yet much hid . And notwithstanding this , I saw and understood that every shewing is full of privities : And therefore me behooveth now to tell three properties , in which I am * * i e somewhat . somedeal eased . The first is , the beginning of teaching that I understood there in the same time . The second is , the inward Learning that I have understood therein sithens . The third is , all the holy Revelation from the beginning to the end , which our Lord God of his Goodness bringeth oft-times freely to the sight of my understanding . And these three be so oned as to my understanding , that I cannot , nor may depart them . And by these three as one , I have teaching whereby I * * i e. ought owe to believe and trust in our Lord God , that of the same Goodness that he shewed it , and for the same end , right so of the same goodness and of the same end ; he shall declare it to us when it is his Will ; for twenty years after the time of the shewing , save three months I had teaching inwardly , as I shall say . It longeth to thee to take heed to all the properties and the conditions that were shewed in the Example , though thee think that it be misty and indifferent to thy sight . I assented wilfully with great desire , seeing inwardly with avisement all the points and the properties that were shewed in the same time , as far forth as my Wit and my understanding will serve ; beginning at my beholding at the Lord and at the Servant : At the manner of sitting of the Lord , and the place he sat on ; and the colour of his Cloathing ; and the manner of shape ; and his chear without , and his nobley , and his goodness within : And the manner of standing of the Servant ; and the place where , and how : and his manner of Cloathing , the Colour ; and the shape at his outward behaviour ; and at his inward goodness , and his unlothfulness . The Lord , that sat solemnly in rest and in peace , I understand that he is God . The Servant that stood before him , I understood that he was shewed for Adam ; that is to say , one man was shewed that time , and his falling , to make thereby to be understood how God beholdeth all man and his falling : For in the sight of God , all man is one man , and one man is all man . This man was hurt in his Might , and made full feeble . And he was stonnyed in his understanding ; for he was turned from the beholding of his Lord , but his Will was kept in Gods sight : for his Will I saw our Lord commend and approve , but himself was letted and blinded of the knowing of this Will : And this is to him great sorrow , and grievous disease ; for neither he seeth clearly his loving Lord , which is to him full meek and mild ; nor he seeth truly what himself is in the sight of his loving Lord . And well I wot , that when these two be wisely and truly seen , we shall get rest and peace here in party . And the * * i e. perfect fulness . fulsomness in the bliss in Heaven by his plentuous Grace : And this was a beginning of teaching which I saw in the same time , whereby I might come to knowing , in what manner he beholdeth us in our sin . And then I saw that only pain blameth and punisheth . And our courteous Lord comforteth and succoureth . And ever he is to the Soul in glad chear , longing and loving to bring us to his bliss . The place that the Lord sat on was simple , on the Earth barren and desert , alone in Wilderness ; his Cloathing was wide and side , and full seemly , as falleth to a Lord : The colour of the cloathing was Blew as Azure , most sad and fair ; his chear was merciful : The colour of his Face was fair , brown , white , with full seemly Countenance ; his eyen were black , most fair and seemly , shewing full of lovely pity . And within him an heyward long and broad , all full of endless Heavenliness : And the lovely looking that he looked on his Servant continually ; and namely , in his falling ; methought it might melt our Hearts for love , and burst them in two for joy . This fair looking shewed of a seemly * * i e. mixture . medelur , which was marvellous to behold . That one was rewth and pity : That other joy and bliss : The joy and bliss passeth as far the ruth and the pity , as Heaven is above Earth : the pity was Earthly , and the bliss Heavenly . The rewth and the pity of the Father was of the falling of Adam , which is his most loved Creature : The joy and the bliss was of the falling of his dear worthy Son , which is * * i e. equal . even with the Father . The merciful beholding of his lovely chear , fufilled all Earth , and descended down with Adam into Hell ; with which continuant pity , Adam was kept fro endless Death . And this Mercy and Pity dwelleth with mankind , into the time that we come up into Heaven . But man is blinded in this Life , and therefore , we may not see our Father God as he is . And what time that he of his Goodness will shew him to man , he sheweth him | | i e. friendly . homely as may , notwithstanding that I saw verily , we ought to know and believe , that the Father is not man . But his sitting on the Earth barren and desert , is this to mean : He made mans Soul to be his own City , and his dwelling Place ; which is most pleasing to him of all his Works . And what time Man was fallen , into sorrow and pain ; he was not all seemly to serve of that Noble Office . And therefore our kind Father would have * * i e. adorned for him . dight him none other place , but to sit upon the Earth ; abiding mankind , which is | | i e. mingled . medled with Earth : Till what time by his Grace , his dear worthy Son had brought again his City into the noble fairness , with his hard travel . The | | i e. blewness . blewhead of that cloathing betokeneth his stedfastness : The * * i e. brownness brown-head of his fair face , with the seemly | | i e. blackness black-head of the eyen , was most according to shew his holy Soberness . The largeness of his cloathing , which was fair flaming about , betokeneth that he hath beclosed in him all heaviness , and all endless joy and bliss . And this was shewed in a touch ; where I saw that my understanding was led into the Lord , in which I saw him highly | | i e. rejoyce . enjoy , for the worshipful restoring , that he will and shall bring his Servant to by his plentious Grace . And yet I marvelled , beholding the Lord and the Servant before said : I saw the Lord sit solemnly , and the Servant standing reverently before his Lord : In which Servant is double understanding ; one without , an other within ; outward he was clad simple , as a Labourer which was disposed to travel , and he stood full near the Lord , not even fore anenst him ; but in party aside , and that on the left side . His cloathing was a white Kirtle , single , old , and all defaulted , dyed with sweat of his body ; streit sitting to him , and short as it were an handful beneath the knee ; bare , seeming as it should soon be worn up , ready to be ragged and rent . And in this I marvelled greatly , thinking , this is now an unseemly cloathing for the Servant that is so highly loved , to stand in before so Worshipful a Lord . And inward in him was shewed a ground of Love ; which Love , he had to the Lord , that was even like to the Love that the Lord had to him . The Wisdom of the Servant saw inwardly , that there was one thing to do , which should be Worship to the Lord . And the Servant for Love , having no regard to himself , nor to nothing that might fall off him , hastily did start and run at the sending of his Lord , to do that thing which was his Will and his Worship ; For it seemed by his outward cloathing , as if he had been a continuant Labourer , and an hard traveller of long time . And by the inward sight that I had , both in the Lord and in the Servant , it seemed that he was anaved ; that is to say , new beginning for to travel ; which Servant was never sent out before . There was a Treasure in the Earth which the Lord loved ; I marvelled and thought what it might be : And I was answered in my understanding , it is a meat which is lovesome and pleasing unto the Lord : For I saw the Lord sit as a man , and I saw neither meat nor drink wherewith to serve him ; this was one marvel . Another marvel was , that this solemn Lord had no Servant but one , and him he sent out : I beheld , thinking what Labour it may be that the Servant should do ; and then I understood that he should do the greatest Labour , and the hardest Travel ; that is , he should be a Gardner , delving and | | i e. ditching . diking , and sweating , and turning the Earth up and down , and seek the deepness , and water the Plants in time : And in this he should continue his Travel , and make sweat-floods to run , and noble plentuousness Fruit to spring , which he should bring before the Lord , and serve him therewith to his liking ; and he should never turn again , till he had dight this meat all ready , as he knew that it liked to the Lord : And then he should take this meat , with the drink , and bear it full Worfully before the Lord . And all this time the Lord should sit right on the same place , abiding the Servant whom he sent out : And yet I marvelled fro whence the Servant came : For I saw in the Lord , that he hath within himself endless Life , and all manner of Goodness , save the treasure that was in the Earth : And that was grounded within the Lord in marvellous deepness of endless Love . But it was not all to his Worship , till his Servant hath thus nobly | | i e. drest dight it , and brought it before him in himself present . And without the Lord was right nought but Wilderness . And I understood not all what this Example meant ; and therefore I marvelled from whence the Servant came : In the Servant is comprehended the second Person of the Trinity ; and in the Servant is comprehended Adam ; that is to say , all men . And therefore when I say the Son , it meaneth , the God-head , which is even with the Father . And when I saw the Servant , it meaneth Christs Manhood , which is rightful Adam . By the nearhood of the Servant , is understood the Son ; And by the standing on the left side is understood Adam . The Lord is God the Father : The Servant is the Son , Jesu Christ : The Holy Ghost is the even Love that is in them both . When Adam fell , Gods Son fell for the right oning which was made in Heaven ; Gods Son might not be separate from Adam , for by Adam I understand all man : Adam fell fro Life to Death into the slade of this wretched World ; and after that into Hell . Gods Son fell with Adam into the slade of the Maidens Womb ; which was the fairest Daughter of Adam ; and that was for to excuse Adam from blame in Heaven and in Earth . And mightily he fetched him out of Hell . By the Wisdom and the Goodness that was in the Servant , is understood Gods Son ; by the poor cloathing as a Labourer standing near the left side , is understood the manhood of Adam , with all the mischief and feebleness that followeth : For in all this our good Lord shewed his own Son and Adam but one man . The Vertue and the Goodness that we have , is of Jesu Christ . The feebleness and blindness that we have , is of Adam ; which two were shewed in the Servant : And thus hath our good Lord Jesu taken upon him all our blame . And therefore our Father may nor will no more blame , assigne to us , than to his own dear worthy Son Jesu Christ . Thus was he the Servant before his coming into the Earth ; standing ready before the Father in purpose , till what time he would send him to do the worshipful deed ; by which Mankind was brought again into Heaven ; that is to say , notwithstanding that he is God even with the Father , as anenst the God-head : But in his fore-seeing purpose that he would be Man , to save Man in fulfilling of the Will of his Father ; so he stood before his Father as a Servant , wilfully taking upon him all our charge . And then he start full readily at the Fathers Will ; and anon he fell full low in the Maidens Womb , having no regard to himself , ne to his hard Pains . The white Kirtle is the flesh : The single-head is , that there was right nought between the God-head and the Man-hood : The straitness is Poverty ; the old is of Adams Wearing ; the defaulting is the sweat of Adams travel ; the shortness sheweth the Servant-Labourer . And thus I saw the Son stand , saying in his meaning : Loe my dear Father , I stand before thee in Adams Kirtle , all ready to start and to run ; I would be in the Earth to thy Worship when it is thy Will to send me , how long shall I desire it ? Full truly | | i e. knew wist the Son when it was the Fathers Will ; and how long he should desire ; that is to say , as anenst the God-head , for he is the Wisdom of the Father . Wherefore this meaning was shewed in understanding of the Manhood of Christ : For all Mankind that shall be saved , by the sweet Incarnation and Passion of Christ , all is the Manhood of Christ ; for he is the Head , and we be his Members : To which Members the day and the time is unknown , when every passing Woe and Sorrow shall have an end , and the everlasting Joy and Bliss shall be fulfilled . Which day and time for to see all the company of Heaven longeth and desireth ; and all that be under Heaven , which shall come thither , their way is by longing and desiring : Which desiring and longing was shewed in the Servant standing before the Lord ; or else thus , in the Son standing before the Father in Adams Kirtle : For the longing and desiring of all Mankind that shall be safe appeared in Jesu ; for Jesu is in all that may be safe , and all that be saved is in Jesu . And all of the Charity of God , with obedience , meekness , and patience , and vertues that longeth to us . Also in this marvellous Example , I have teaching within me , as it were the beginning of an A. B. C. whereby I may have some understanding of our Lords meaning : For the privities of the Revelation be hid therein ; notwithstanding that all the shewings be full of privities . The sitting of the Father betokeneth the God-head ; that is to say , for shewing of Rest and Peace : For in the God-head may be no travel . And that he sheweth himself as Lord , betokeneth to our Manhood : The standing of the Servant betokeneth travel : and on the left side betokeneth , that he was not all worthy to stand even right before the Lord . His starting was the God-head , and the running was the Man-head ; for the God-head start fro the Father into the Maidens Womb , falling into the taking of our kind . And in this falling he took great sore : The sore that he took was our flesh , in which as soon as he took it , he had feeling of deadly Pains . By that he stood dreadfull before the Lord , and not even right , betokeneth that his cloathing was not honest to stand even right before the Lord ; nor that might not , nor should not be his Office , whiles he was a Labourer ; nor also he might not sit with the Lord in rest and peace , till he had won his peace rightfully with his hard travel . And by the left side that the Father left his own Son wilfully in the manhood , to suffer all mans pain without sparing of him . By that his Kirtle was at the point to be ragged and rent ; is understood the Roddes and Scourges , the Thornes and the Nails ; the drawing and the dragging , his tender flesh renting , as I saw in some part , the tender flesh was rent from the head-pann , falling on pieces , unto the time the bleeding failed : And then it began to dry again , cleaving to the bone . And by the wallowing , and writhing , groaning , and mourning , is understood that he might never rise all mightily fro that time that he was fallen into the Maidens Womb , till his body was slain and dead , he yielding the Soul into the Fathers hand , with all mankind for whom he was sent . And at this point he began first to shew his might : for then he went into Hell . And when he was there , then he raised up the great root out of the deep deepness , which rightfully was knit to him in high Heaven . The body lay in the Grave till Easter morrow ; and fro that time he lay never more , for there was rightfully ended the wallowing , and the writhing , the groaning , and the mourning . And our foul deadly flesh that Gods Son took upon him which was Adams old Kirtle , strait , bare , and short , then by our Saviour was made fair , new , white , and bright , and of endless cleanness ; wide and side , fairer and richer than was the cloathing which I saw on the Father , for that cloathing was blew . And Christs cloathing is now of fair seemly | | i e. mixture . medelour , which is so marvellous that I can it no descrie , for it is all of very Worship . Now sitteth not the Lord on Earth in Wilderness , but he sitteth on his rich and noble Seat which he made in Heaven most to his liking . Now standeth not the Son before the Father , as a Servant before the Lord , dreadfully cloathed in party naked : but he standeth before the Father even right richly cloathed , in blissful largeness with a Crown upon his head of precious richness : For it was shewed that we be his Crown : Which Crown is the Fathers joy , the Sons Worship , the Holy Ghosts liking : And endless marvellous bliss to all that be in Heaven . Now standeth not the Son before the Father on the left side as a Labourer ; but he sitteth on the Fathers right hand in endless rest and peace . But it is not meant that the Son sitteth on the right hand beside , as one man sitteth by another in this Life : For there is no such sitting as to my sight in the Trinity ; but he sitteth on his Fathers right hand ; that is to say , right in the highest nobility of the Fathers joy . Now is the Spouse Gods Son in peace with his loved Wife : Which is the fair Maiden , of endless joy . Now sitteth the Son very God and very Man in his City in rest and in peace , which his Father hath dight to him of endless purpose : And the Father in the Son ; And the Holy Ghost in the Father and in the Son .

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ANd thus I saw that God | | i e. rejoyce . enjoyeth that he is our Father , and God enjoyeth that he is our Mother : And God enjoyeth that he is our very Spouse , and our Soul his loved Wife : And Christ enjoyeth that he is our Brother : And Jesu enjoyeth that he is our Saviour . These be five high joyes , as I understand ; in which he will that we enjoy , him praising , him thanking , him loving , him endlesly blessing , all that shall be saved , for the time of this Life : we have in us a marvellous | | i e. mixture . medelour both of weal and of woe : We have in us our Lord Jesu Christ up-risen ; and we have in us the wretchedness and the mischief of Adams falling , dying . By Christ we be lastingly kept ; and by his gracious touching we be raised into very trust of Salvation . And by Adams falling , we be so briken in our feeling on diverse manners by sin and by sundry pains . In which we be made dark , and so blind , that unneths we can take any Comfort . But in our meaning , we abide God , and faithfully trust to have Mercy and Grace . And this is his own working in us ; and of his Goodness openeth the eye of our understanding , by which we have sight , some time more , and sometime less , | | i e. according as after that God giveth ability to take . And now we be raised into that one , and now we are suffered to fall into that other . And thus is that medle so marvellous in us , that unneths we know of our self , or of our even Christen , in what way we stand for the marvellousness of this sundry feeling : But that each holy assent that we assent to God when we feel him , truly willing to be with him with all our heart , with all our Soul , and with all our might . And then we hate and despise our evil stirring , and all that might be occasion of sin , Ghostly and Bodily . And yet nevertheless , when this sweetness is hid , we fall again into blindness , and so into . Woe and Tribulation on diverse manners . But then is this our comfort , that we know in our Faith that by the vertue of Christ which is our Keeper , we assent never thereto . But we grudge there against , and endure in pain and in woe , praying into that time that he shewed him again to us . And thus we stand in this medelour all the dayes of our Life : But he will we trust that he is lastingly with us ; and that in three manners . He is with us Heaven very man , in his own person , us up-drawing : And that was shewed in the Ghostly thirst . And he is with us in Earth , us leading , and that was shewed in the third ; where I saw God in a point . And he is with us in our Soul , endlesly | | ie . dwelling . wonning , ruling , and guiding us : And that was shewed in the xvjth . as I shall say . And thus in the Servant was shewed the blindness and the mischief of Adams falling . And in the Servant was shewed the Wisdom and the Goodness of Gods Son . And in the Lord was shewed the rewth and the pity of Adams Woe : And in the Lord was shewed the high nobility and endless Worship , that mankind is come to by the vertue of the Passion and the Death of his dear worthy Son . And therefore mightily he enjoyeth in his falling , for the high raising and fulhead of bliss that mankind is come to , over-passing that we should have had , if he had not fallen . And thus to see this over-passing nobility , was my understanding led into God , in the same time that I saw the Servant fall . And thus we have matter of mourning ; for our sin is cause of Christs pains : and we have lastingly matter of joy ; for endless Love made him to suffer . And therefore the Creature that seeth and feeleth the working of Love by Grace , hateth nought but sin ; for of all thing , as to my sight , Love and Hate be hardest and most unmeasurable contraries . And notwithstanding all this , I saw and understood this in our Lords meaning , that we | | i e. can . may not in this Life keep us from sin ; all holy in full cleanness , as we shall be in Heaven . But we may well by Grace keep us fro the sins which would lead us to endless pain , as Holy Church teacheth us , and eschew Venial , reasonably * * i e. according to up our might . And if we by our blindness , and our wretchedness any time fall , that we readily rise , knowing the sweet touching of Grace ; and wilfully amend us upon teaching of Holy Church after that the sin is grievous ; and go forth with God in Love : And neither on that one side fall over low , enclining to despair ; ne on that other side be over richless , as we | | i e. cared not . give no force : But meekly know our feebleness , witting that we may not stand the twinkling of an eye , but with keeping of Grace ; and reverently cleave to God , in him only trusting . For otherwise is the beholding of God , and otherwise is the beholding of Man . For it longeth to man meekly to accuse himself ; and it longeth to the proper Goodness of our Lord God courteously to excuse man . And these be two parties that were shewed in the double chear , in which the Lord beheld the falling of his loved Servant . That one was shewed outward , full meekly and mildly with great ruth and pity : And that other of inward endless Love . And right thus will our good Lord that we accuse our self wilfully , and truly see and know his everlasting Love that he hath to us , and his plentuous Mercy . And thus graciously to see and know both together , is the meek accusing that our good Lord asketh of us : And himself worketh | | i e. where . there it is ; and this is the lower party of mans Life . And it was shewed in the outward chear : In which shewing , I saw two parts . The one is the ruful falling of Man : That other is the worshipful | | i e satisfaction asseth that our Lord hath made for man . That other chear was shewed inward ; and that was more highly and all one : For the Life and the Vertue that we have in the lower party is of the higher . And it cometh down to us of the kind Love , of the self by Grace . Between that one and that other is right naught ; for it all is one Love : Which one blessed Love hath now in us double Working ; for in the lower party be Pains and Passions , Ruths and Pities , Mercies and Forgiveness , and such other which be profitable . But in the higher party be none of these ; but all one high Love and marvellous joy : In which marvellous joy all Pains be wholly destroyed . And in this not only our good Lord shewed our excusing ; but also the worshipful nobility that he shall bring us to , turning all our blame into endless Worship .

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ANd thus I saw that he will that we know , that he taketh no harder the falling of any Creature that shall be saved ; then he took the falling of Adam , which we know was endlesly loved , and surely kept in the time of all his need ; and now is blessedfully restored in high over-passing joyes . For our Lord God is so good , so gentle , and so courteous , that he may never assigne default final , in whom he shall be ever blessed and praised . And in this that I have now said , was my desire in party answered , and my great fear some deal eased by the lovely gracious shewing of our Lord God . In which shewing I saw and understood full surely , that in each Soul that shall be safe , is a godly Will that never assented to sin , ne never shall . Which Will is so good that it may never will Evil ( finally ) : But evermore continually it willeth good , and worketh good in the sight of God . Wherefore our Lord will we know it in the Faith and the Belief : And namely and truly that we have all this blessed Will whole and safe in our Lord Jesu Christ : For that each kind that Heaven shall be fulfilled with , behooved needs of Gods rightfulness so to be knit and * * i e. united . onid in him , that therein were kept a substance which might never , nor should be parted from him ; and that through his own good Will in his endless foresaid purpose . And notwithstanding this rightful knitting , and this endless oning , yet the Redemption , and the again buying of Mankind , is needful and speedful in every thing , as it is done for the same intent and the same end , that Holy Church in our Faith us teacheth . For I saw that God began never to love Mankind : For right , the same that mankind shall be in endless bliss ( fulfilling the joy of God as anempts his Works ) right so the same Mankind hath been in the foresight of God , known and loved fro without beginning in his rightful intent : And by the endless intent and assent , and the full accord of all the Trinity , the mid Person would be Ground and Head of this fair kind ; out of whom we be all come , in whom we be all enclosed , into whom we shall all goe ; in him finding our full Heaven in everlasting joy , by the foreseeing purpose of all the blessed Trinity fro without beginning . For * * i e. before . or that he made us he loved us ; and when we were made , we loved him . And this is a love made of the kindly substancial Goodness of the Holy Ghost ; mightily in reason of the Might of the Father , and wise , in mind of the Wisdom of the Son . And thus is mans Soul made of God ; and in the same point knit to God . And thus I understood that mans Soul is made of naught ; that is to say , it is made but of naught that is made , as thus : When God should make mans body , he took the slime of the Earth , which is a matter medled and gathered of all bodily things ; and thereof he made mans body . But to the making of mans Soul , he would take right naught , but made it . And thus is the kind made rightfully oned to the Maker ; which is substancial kind unmade , that is God . And therefore it is , that there may , ne shall be right naught between God and mans Soul : And in this endless Love mans Soul is kept whole , as all the matter of the Revelation meaneth and sheweth . In which endless Love we be led and kept of God , and never shall be lost ; for he will that we know that our Soul is a Life ; which Life of his Goodness and his Grace shall last in Heaven without end , him loving , him thanking , him praising . And right the same that we should be without end , the same we were treasured in God , and hid , known , and loved fro without beginning . Wherefore he will we wit that the noblest thing that ever he made is mankind ; and the fullest substance and the highest vertue is the blessed Soul of Christ . And furthermore he will we wit , that this dear worthy Soul was preciously knit to him in the making : Which knot is so subtile and so mighty , that it is owned into God . In which oning it is made endlesly holy . Furthermore he will we wit that all the Souls that shall be saved in Heaven without end , be knit in this knot , and oned in this oning , and made Holy in this Holiness .

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ANd for the great endless Love that God hath to all mankind , he maketh no departing in Love between the blessed Soul of Christ , and the least Soul that shall be saved : For it is full easie to believe and trust , that the dwelling of the blessed Soul of Christ is full high in the glorious God-head . And truly as I understood in our Lords meaning ; Where the blessed Soul of Christ is , there is the substance of all the Souls that shall be saved by Christ , ( in their Exemplar and final cause . ) Highly * * ie . ought owe we to enjoy that God dwelleth in our Soul ; and more highly we owe to enjoy , that our Soul dwelleth in God . Our Soul is made to be Gods dwelling place ; and the dwelling of our Soul is God , which is unmade . A high understanding it is inwardly to see and to know that God which is our Maker , dwelleth in our Soul . And a higher understanding it is , and more inwardly , to see and to know our Soul that is made dwelleth in God in substance : Of which substance by God we be that we be . And I saw no difference between God and our substance , but as it were all God . And yet my understanding took , that our substance is in God ; that is to say , that God is God , and our substance is a Creature in God . For the almighty Truth of the Trinity is our Father : For he made us , and keepeth us in him : And the deep Wisdom of the Trinity is our Mother , in whom we be closed : And the high Goodness of the Trinity is our Lord , and in him we be closed , and he in us . We be closed in the Father , and we be closed in the Son , and we be closed in the Holy Ghost . And the Father is beclosed in us ; the Son is beclosed in us ; and the Holy Ghost is beclosed in us : All Might , all Wisdom , and all Goodness , one God , one Lord . And our Faith is a vertue that cometh of our kind substance into our sensual Soul by the Holy Ghost . In which vertue all our vertues come into us ; for without that , no man may receive vertues ; for it is naught else but a right understanding , with true belief , and sure trust of our being that we be in God , and he in us , which we see not . And this vertue with all others that God hath ordained to us coming therein , worketh in us great things ; for Christ mercifully is working in us : And we graciously according to him through the gift and the vertue of the Holy Ghost . This working maketh that we be Christs Children , and Christen in Lyving .

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ANd thus Christ is our way , us surely leading in his Laws . And Christ in his body mightily beareth as up into Heaven . For I saw that Christ , us all having in him that shall be saved by him , Worshipfully presenteth his Father in Heaven with us ; which present full thankfully his Father receiveth , and courteously giveth it unto his Son Jesu Christ . Which Gift and Working is joy to the Father , and bliss to the Son , and liking to the Holy Ghost . And of all thing that to us longeth , it is most liking to our Lord that we enjoy in this joy , which is in the blessed Trinity of our Salvation . And this was seen in the Ninth Shewing , where it speaketh more of this matter . And notwithstanding all our feeling , woe or weal , God will , we understand and believe , that we we more verily in Heaven , than in Earth . Our Faith cometh of the kind Love of our Soul , and of the clear light of our Reason , and of the stedfast mind which we have of God in our first making . And what time our Soul is inspired in our body , in which we be made sensual , assoon Mercy and Grace begin to work ; having of us cure and keeping with pity and love . In which Working the the Holy Ghost formeth in our Faith hope , that we shall come again up above to our substance into the vertue of Christ , encreased and fulfilled through the Holy Ghost . Thus I understood that the sensuality is grounded in kind , in Mercy and in Grace : Which ground ableth us to receive Gifts that lead us to endless Life : for I saw full surely that our substance is in God . And also I saw that in our sensuality God is ; for in the same point that our Soul is made sensual , in the same point is the City of God ordained to him from without beginning . In which City he cometh , and never shall remove it ; For God is never out of the Soul , in which he shall dwell blessedly without end . And this was said in the xvjth . shewing , where it saith , The place that Jesu taketh in our Soul , he shall never remove it . And all the Gifts that God may give to the Creature , he hath given to his Son Jesu for us . Which Gifts he * * ie . dwelling . wonning in us hath beclosed in him , into the time that we be waxen and grown , our Soul with our Body , and our Body with our Soul ; either of them take help of other till we be brought up into stature , as kind worketh . And then in the ground of kind , with working of Mercy , the Holy Ghost graciously enspireth into us Gifts leading to endless Life . And thus was my understanding led of God to see in him , and to wit , to understand and to know , that our Soul is a made Trinity , like to the unmade blessed Trinity , known and loved from without beginning ; and in the making oned to the Maker , as it is before said . This sight was full sweet and marvellous to behold , peaceable and restful , sure and delectable . And for the worshipful oning that was thus made of God between the Soul and the Body , it behooved needs to be , that mankind should be restored fro double death : Which restoring might never be into the time that the second Person in the Trinity had taken the lower party of mankind ; to whom that highest was oned in the first making . And these two parties were in Christ , the higher and the lower , which is but one Soul : The higher party was ever in peace with God in full joy and bliss : The lower party , which is sensuality , suffered for the Salvation of mankind . And these two parties were seen and felt in the viijth . Shewing ; in which my body was fulfilled of feeling , and mind of Christs Passion , and his dying . And furthermore , with this was a subtile feeling and a privy inward sight of the high parts . And that was shewed in the same time , where I might not for the mean profer look up into Heaven : And that was for that each mighty beholding of the inward Life : Which inward Life is that high substance that precious Soul which is endless enjoying in the God-head .

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ANd thus I saw full surely that it is ready to us , and more easie , to come to the knowing of God , than to know our own Soul . For our Soul is so deep grounded in God , and so endlesly treasured , that we may not come to the knowing thereof , till we have first knowing of God ; which is the Maker to whom it is oned . But notwithstanding , I saw that we have kindly of fulhead to desire wisely and truly to know our own Soul , whereby we be learned to seek it * * i e. where . there it is , and that is into God . And thus by the gracious leading of the Holy Ghost we shall know him both in one . Whether we be stirred to know God or our Soul , it is both good and true . God is more nearer to us than our own Soul ; for he is ground in whom our Soul standeth , and he is mean that keepeth the substance and the sensuality together , so that it shall never depart : For our Soul sitteth in God in very rest , and our Soul standeth in God in sure strength : And our Soul is kindly rooted in God in endless Love . And therefore if we will have knowing of our Soul , and commoning , and daliance therewith , it behooveth to seek into our Lord God , in whom it is inclosed . And of this enclosing , I saw and understood more in the xvjth Shewing , as I shall say . And as aneinst our substance it may rightly be called our Soul : And aneinst our sensuality it may rightly be called our Soul ; and that is by the oning that it hath in God . That worshipful City that our Lord Jesu sitteth in it is our sensuality in which he is enclosed . And our kindly substance is beclosed in Jesu , with the blessed Soul of Christ sitting in rest in the God-head . And I saw full surely that it behooveth needs to be , that we should be in longing , and in Penance , into the time that we be led so deep into God ; that we verily and truly know our own Soul . And surely I saw , that into this high deepness our good Lord himself leadeth us in the same Love that he made us , and in the same Love he bought us by Mercy and Grace , through vertue of his blessed Passion ; and notwithstanding all this , we may never come to the full knowing of God , till we know first clearly our own Soul ; for into the time that it is in the full mights , we may not be all holy ; and that is , that our sensuality by the vertue of Christs Passion , be brought up into the substance , with all the profits of our tribulation that our Lord shall make us to get by Mercy and Grace . I had in party touching , and it is grounded in kind ; that is to say , our reason is grounded in God , which is substancially kindness . Of this substancial kindness , Mercy and Grace springeth , and spreadeth into us , working all things in fulfilling of our joy . These be our grounds in which we have our being , our encrease , and our fulfilling ; for in kind , we have our Life and our Being , and in Mercy and Grace , we have our encrease and our fulfilling . It be three properties in one goodness : And where that one worketh all worken in the thing that belongen to us . God will we understand , desiring with all our heart , and with all our strength , to have knowing of them ever more and more , into the time that we be fulfilled : For fully to know them , and clearly to see them is * * i e. naught . not else but endless joy and bliss that we shall have in Heaven , which God will we begin here in knowing of his Love ; for only by our reason we may not profit : But if we have evenly therewith mind and Love : ne only in our kindly ground that we have in God , we may not be saved , but if we have , coming of the same ground , Mercy and Grace . For of these three Workings , altogether we receive all our goods ; of which , the first be goods of kind . For in our first making , God gave us as much good , and as great good , as we might receive only in our spirit : But his fore-seeing purpose in his endless Wisdom , would that we were double .

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ANd against our substance , he made us so noble , and so rich , that evermore we work his Will and his Worship ; there I say , We , it meaneth man that shall be saved . For truly I saw that we be that he loveth , and do that him liketh , lastingly without any stinting . And of this , great riches ; and of this , high noble vertues by measure come to our Soul , what time that it is knit to our body : In which knitting we be made sensual . And thus in our substance we be full , and in our sensuality we fail ; which failing God will restore and fulfill by working of Mercy and Grace , plenteously flowing into us of his own kind goodness . And thus this kind goodness maketh that Mercy and Grace worketh in us . And the kind goodness that we have of him , ableth us to receive the working of Mercy : and Grace . I saw that our kind is in God whole ; in which he maketh diversities flowing out of him to work his will ; whose kind keepeth , and Mercy and Grace restoreth and fulfilleth . And of these none shall be perished ; for our kind which is the higher party , is knit to God in the making , and God is knit to our kind , which is the lower party in our flesh taking . And thus in Christ our two kinds be oned : For the Trinity is comprehended in Christ , in whom our higher party is grounded and rooted ; and our lower party the second person hath taken , which kind first to him was a dight . For I saw full truly , that all the Works that God hath done , or ever shall , were full known to him , and before seen fro without beginning . And for Love he made mankind ; and for the same Love himself would become Man . The next good that we receive is our Faith , in which our profiting beginneth ; and it becometh of the high riches of our kind substance into our sensual Soul ; and it is grounded in us , and we in that , through the kind goodness of God , by the working of Mercy and Grace . And thereof come all our goods , by which we be led and saved ; for the Commandements of God come therein : In which we owe to have two manner of understanding : That one is , that we owe to understand and know which be his bidings , to love them , and to keep them . That other is , that we owe to know his forbiddings , to hate them , and to refuse them : for in these two is all our working comprehended . Also in our Faith come the Seven Sacraments , each following other in order as God hath ordained them to us , and all manner vertues ; for the same vertues that we have received of our substance given to us in kind of the Goodness of God , the same vertues by the working of Mercy be given to us in Grace through the Holy Ghost renewed : Which vertues and gifts are treasured to us in Jesu Christ ; for in that same time that God knit him to our body in the Maidens Womb , he took our sensual Soul . In which taking he , us all having beclosed in him , he oned it to our substance . In which oning he was perfect man ; for Christ having knit in him all man that shall be saved , is perfect man . Thus our Lady is our Mother , in whom we be all beclosed , and of her born in Christ ; for she that is Mother of our Saviour , is Mother of all that be saved in our Saviour . And our Saviour is our very Mother , in whom we be endlesly born , and never shall come out of him . Plentuously , fully , and sweetly was this shewed : And it is spoken of in the first , where it is said , We be all in him beclosed , and he is beclosed in us . And that is spoken of in the xvjth . Shewing , where he he saith , He sitteth in our Soul ; for it is his liking to reign in our understanding blessedfully , and sitteth in our Soul restfully : and to dwell in our Soul endlesly , us all working into him . In which working he will we be his helpers , giving to him all our intent , learning his Laws , keeping his lore , desiring that all bedone that he doth , truly trusting in him ; for verily I saw that all our substance is in God .

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GOD the blessedful Trinity which is everlasting being , right as he is endless from without beginning ; right so it was in his purpose endless to make mankind : Which fair kind first was dight to his own Son the second Person ; and when he would by full accord of all the Trinity , he made us all at ones . And in our making he knit us , and oned us to himself : By which oning , we be kept as clean , and as noble as we were made ; by the vertue of that each precious oning , we love our Maker , and like him , praise him , and thank him , and endlesly enjoy in him . And this is the working which is wrought continually in each Soul that shall be saved ; which is the godly Will before said . And thus in our making God Almighty is our kindly Father . And God all Wisdom is our kindly Mother , with the Love and the Goodness of the Holy Ghost , which is all one God , one Lord . And in the knitting , and in the oning he is our very true Spouse , and we his loved Wife , and his fair Maiden ; with which Wife he was never displeased , for he saith , I love thee , and thou lovest me , and our love shall never part in two . I beheld the working of all the blessed Trinity . In which beholding , I saw and understood these three properties ; the property of the Father-head , and the property of the Mother-head , and the property of the Lordship in one God . In our Father Almighty we have our keeping , and our bliss . And aneynst our kindly substance , which is to us by our making fro without beginning . And in the second Person , in Wit and Wisdom we have our keeping : And aneynst our sensuality , our restoring , and our saving ; for he is our Mother , Brother , and Saviour . And in our good Lord the Holy Ghost we have our rewarding , and our yielding for our living and our travel , and endlesly over-passing all that we desire in his marvellous courtesie of his high plentuous Grace ; for all our Life is in three : In the first our being : And in the second , we have our encreasing : And in the third , we have our fulfilling . The first is kind ; the second is Mercy ; the third is Grace . For the first , I saw and understood , that the high might of the Trinity is our Father , and the deep Wisdom of the Trinity is our Mother , and the great Love of the Trinity is our Lord . And all these have we in kind , and in our substantial making . And furthermore , I saw that the second Person which is our Mother substancially , the same deer worthy Person is now become our Mother sensual ; for we be double of Gods making ; that is to say , substancial and sensual . Our substance is the higher party which we have in our Father God Almighty : And the second Person of the Trinity is our Mother in kind , in our substancial making , in whom we be grounded and rooted : And he is our Mother of Mercy , in our sensuality taking . And thus our Mother is to us diverse manner working , in whom our parts be kept undeparted : For in our Mother Christ we profit and encrease ; and in Mercy he reformeth us and restoreth . And by the vertue of his Passion , his Death , and his Uprising oned us to our substance . This worketh our Mother in mercy to all his beloved Children , which be to him buxom and obedient : And grace worketh with mercy , and namely in two properties , as it was shewed . Which working longeth to the third Person the Holy Ghost ; he worketh rewarding and giving . Rewarding is a gift of trust that the Lord doth to them that hath traveled . And giving is a courteous Working which he doth freely of grace , fulfilling and over-passing all that is deserved of Creatures . Thus in our Father God Almighty we have our being . And in our Mother of mercy Jesu Christ , we have our reforming , and our restoring , in whom our parts be oned , and all made perfect man : And by yielding and giving in grace of the Holy Ghost we be fulfilled , and our substance is in our Father , God Almighty : And our substance is in our Mother God all Wisdom : And our substance is in our Lord God the Holy Ghost , all goodness ; for our substance is whole in each person of the Trinity , which is one God . And our sensuality is only in the second Person , Christ Jesu , in whom is the Father and the Holy Ghost . And in him , and by him , we be mightily taken out of Hell , and out of the wretchedness in Earth ; and worshipfully brought up into Heaven , and blessedfully oned to our substance ; encreased in Riches and Nobly , by all the vertue of Christ , and by the grace and working of the Holy Ghost .

The Ljx. Chapter .

ANd all this bliss we have by mercy and grace : Which manner bliss we might never have had and known ; but if that property and goodness which is in God had been contraried , whereby we have this bliss : For wickedness hath been suffered to rise contrary to that goodness ; and the goodness of mercy and grace contraried against that wickedness ; and turned all to goodness and worship to all that shall be saved : For it is that property in God which doth good against evil . Thus Jesu Christ that doth good against evil is our very Mother . We have our being of him , where the ground of Mother-head beginneth , with all the sweet keeping of Love that endlesly followeth . As verily as God is our Father ; as verily is God our Mother ; and that shewed he in all ; and namely , in these sweet words there he saith , I it am ; that is to say , I it am , the Might and the Goodness of the Father-head : I it am , the Wisdom and the Kindness of the Mother-head : I it am , the Light and the Grace , that is all blessed Love : I it am , the Trinity : I it am , the Vnity : I it am , the high Sovereign Goodness of all manner thing : I it am , that maketh thee to long : I it am , the endless fulfilling of all true desires . For there the Soul is highest , noblest , and worshipfullest , yet it is lowest , meekest , and mildest . And of this substancioal ground we have all our Vertues in our sensuality by gift of kind , and by helping , and speeding of mercy and grace ; without which we may not profit . Our high Father Almighty God , which is being , he knoweth us , and loved us fro before any time . Of which knowing in his full marvellous deep Charity , by the fore-seeing endless counsel of all the blessed Trinity ; he would that the second Person should become our Mother , our Brother , and our Saviour . Whereof it followeth , that as verily as God is our Father , verily God is our Mother . Our Father willeth , our Mother worketh . Our good Lord the Holy Ghost confirmeth ; and therefore it longeth to us to love our God in whom we have our being , him reverently thanking and praising of our making , mightily praying to our Mother of mercy and pity , and to our Lord the Holy Ghost , of help and grace : for in these three is all our Life , Kind , Mercy , and grace : Whereof we have mild-head , patience and pity , and hating of Sin and Wickedness , for it longeth properly to vertues to hate Sin and Wickedness . And thus is Jesu our very Mother in kind of our first making : And he is our very first Mother in Grace by taking of our kind made ; all the fair Working , and all the sweet kindly Offices of dear worthy Mother-head is * * i e. appropriated . impropred to the second Person : For in him we have this goodly Will whole and safe without end , both in Kind and in Grace , of his own proper goodness . I understood three manner of beholdings of Mother-head in God . The first is , ground of our kind Making . The second is , taking of our kind , and there beginneth the Mother-head of Grace . The third is , Mother-head in Working . And therein is a forth-speeding by the same Grace ; of length , and bredth , of height and of deepness without end , and all is one Love .

The Lx. Chapter .

BUt now me behooveth to see a little more of this forth-spreading , as I understood in the meaning of our Lord ; how that we be brought again by the Mother-head of Mercy and Grace into our kindly steed , where that we were in made by the Mother-head of kind Love ; which kind Love never leaveth us . Our kind Mother , our gracious Mother ; for he would all whole become our Mother in all thing ; he took the ground of his Work full low , and full mildly in the Maidens Womb. And that shewed he in the first , where he brought the meek Maiden before the eye of my understanding , in the simple stature as she was when he conceived ; that is to say , our high God the severeign Wisdom of all . In this low place he arraid him , and dight him all ready in our poor flesh , himself to do the service and the office of Mother-hood in all thing . The Mothers service is nearest , readiest and surest . Nearest , for it is most of kind ; readiest , for it is most of Love ; and sikerest , for it is most of Truth . This Office , ne might , nor could never none done to the full , but he alone . We wit that all our Mothers bear us to Pain and to dying . What is that but our very Mother Jesu ? He alone beareth us to joy , and to endless living , blessed mote he be . Thus he sustained us within him , in Love and Travel , into the full time that he would suffer the sharpest Thornes , and grievous Pains that ever were , or ever shall be , and died at the last . And when he had done , and so borne us to Bliss , yet might not all this * * i e. give satisfaction make asseeth to his marvellous Love . And that he shewed in these high over-passing Words of Love ; If I might suffer more I would suffer more . He might no more die , but he would not stint working . Wherefore him behooveth to find us , for the dear worthy Love of Motherhood hath made him debtor to us . The Mother may give her Child to suck her milk ; but our precious Mother Jesu he may feed us with himself , and doth full courteously , and full tenderly with the Blessed Sacrament ; that is precious food of very Life , and with all the sweet Sacraments he sustaineth us full mercifully , and graciously . And so meant he in these blessed Words , where he said , I it am that Holy Church preacheth thee , and teacheth thee ; that is to say , all the Health and the Life of the Sacraments ; all the Vertue and the Grace of my Word ; all the goodness that is ordained in Holy Church to thee ; I it am . The Mother may lay her Child tenderly to her Breast ; but our tender Mother Jesu he may homely lead us into his blessed Breast by his sweet open side , and shew us there in party of the God-head , and the joyes of Heaven , with Ghostly sureness of endless bliss . And that shewed he in the jxth . Revelation , giving the same understanding in this sweet Word , where he saith , Loe how I love thee ; behold into his blessed side enjoying . This fair lovely Word , Mother , it is so sweet and so kind in it self , that it may not verily be said of none , ne to none but of him , and to him , that is very Mother of Life and of all . To the property of Mother-head longeth kind Love , Wisdom , and Knowing ; and it is God : For though it be so , that our bodily forth-bringing be but little , low , and simple , in regard of our Ghostly forth-bringing , yet it is he that doth it in the Creatures , by whom that it is done . The kind loving Mother that wotteth ; and knoweth the need of her Child , she keepeth it full tenderly , as the kind and condition of Mother-head will ; and ever as it waxeth in Age and in Stature , she changeth the Works , but not her Love : And when it is waxed of more Age , she suffereth that it be chastised ; in breaking down of Vices , to make the Child receive Vertues and Grace . This Working with all that be fair and good , our Lord doth it in him by whom it is done . Thus he is our Mother in kind by the working of Grace in the lower party , for love of the higher . And he will that we know it ; for he will have all our Love fastned to him . And in this I saw that all debt that we owe by Gods bidding to Father-head and Mother-head , is fulfilled in true loving of God : Which blessed Love Christ worketh in us . And this was shewed in all ; And Namely , in the High plentuous Words , where he saith ; I it am that thou Lovest .

The Lxj. Chapter .

ANd in our Ghostly forth-bringing he useth more tenderness in keeping , without any comparison ; by as much as our Soul is of more price in his sight : He kindleth our understanding ; he prepareth our wayes ; he easeth our Conscience ; he comforteth our Soul ; he lighteth our Heart , and giveth us in party knowing , and loving in his blessedful God-head , with gracious mind in his sweet Man-hood , and his blessed Passion ; with courteous marvelling in his high over-passing goodness ; and maketh us to love all that he loveth for his Love , and to be well apaid with him , and with all his Works . And when we fall hastily , he raiseth us by his lovely * * i e. embracing . beclipping , and his gracious Touching . And when we be strengthened by his sweet working , then we wilfully choose him by his Grace , to be his Servants , and his Lovers , lastingly without end . And yet after this he suffereth some of us to fall more hard , and more grievous than ever we did before , as us thinketh . And then * * i e. judge wene we that we be not all wise , that all were naught that we have begun but it is not so : For it needeth us to fall , and it needeth us to see it ; for if we fell not , we should not know how feeble , and how wretched we be of our self , nor also we should not so | | i e. fully fulsomely know the marvellous Love of our Maker ; for we shall verily see in Heaven without end , that we have grievously sinned in this Life . And notwithstanding this , we shall verily see that we were never hurt in his ( eternal ) Love , nor we were never the less of price in his sight . And by the assey of this falling , we shall have an high and a marvellous knowing of Love in God without end : For hard and marvellous is that Love which may not , nor will not be broken for trespass . And this was one understanding of profit . An other is the lowness and meekness that we shall get by the sight of our falling ; for thereby we shall highly be raised in Heaven : To which rising we might never have come without that meekness . And therefore it needed us to see it ; and if we see it not , though we feel it , it should not profit us . And commonly first we fall , and sithen we see it , and both is of the mercy of God . The Mother may suffer the Child to fall some time , and be diseased in diverse manners for the own profit ; but she may never suffer that any manner of peril come to her Child , for Love . And though our earthly Mother may suffer her Child to perish , our Heavenly Mother Jesu may never suffer us that be his Children to perish ; for he is all Mighty , all Wisdom , and all Love : And so is none but he , blessed mote he be . But oft-times when our Falling and our Wretchedness is shewed us , we be sore adread , and so greatly ashamed of our self , that unneths we wit where that we may hold us . But then will not our courteous Mother that we flee away : For him were nothing * * i e. more unwilling . lother . But he will then that we use the condition of a Child : For when it is diseased and afraid , it runneth hastily to the Mother ; and if it may do no more , it crieth on the Mother for help , with all the might ; so will he that we done as the meek Child , saying thus : My kind Mother , my gracious Mother , my dear worthy Mother , have mercy upon me ; I have made my self foul , and unlike to thee , and I may not , nor can amend it , but with thine Help and Grace . And if we feel us not than eased assoon , be we sure that he useth the condition of a wise Mother : For if he see that it be for profit to us to mourn and to weep , he suffereth with ruth and pity into the best time for Love . And he will then that we use the property of a Child , that evermore kindly trusteth to the Love of the Mother , in Weal and in Woe . And he will that we take us mightily to the Faith of Holy Church , and find there our dear worthy Mother in solace and true understanding , with all the blessed * * i e. community of Christians . Common : For one singular person may oftentimes be broken , as it seemeth to the self , but the whole body of Holy Church was never broken , ne never shall be without end . And therefore a sure thing it is , a good and a gracious , to will meekly , and mightily be fastened and oned to our Mother Holy Church , that is Christ Jesu . For the flood of Mercy ; that is his dear worthy Blood and and precious Water is plentuous to make us fair and clean . The blessed Wounds of our Saviour be open and * * i e. rejoyce . enjoy to heal us . The sweet gracious Hands of our Mother be ready and diligent about us ; for he in all this Working useth the very Office of a kind Nurse that hath naught else to done , but to entend to the Salvation of her Child . It is his Office to save us ; It is his Worship to do it ; and it is his Will we know it : For he will we love him sweetly , and trust in him meekly and mightily . And this shewed he in these gracious words , I keep thee full surely .

The Lxij . Chapter .

FOr in that time he shewed our frailty and our Fallings , our Breakin gs and our Naughtings , our Despites and our Chargings , and all our Woe , as far forth as me thought that it might fall in this Life . And therewith he shewed his blessed Might , his blessed Wisdom , his blessed Love , that he keepeth us in this time as tenderly , and as sweetly to his Worship , and as surely to our Salvation , as he doth when we be in most solace and comfort . And thereto raiseth us Ghostly and Highly in Heaven , and turneth all to his Worship , and to our Joy without end . For his precious Love he suffereth us never to loose time , ( Since all things turn to our greater good . ) And all this is of the kind goodness of God by the working of Grace . God is * * i e. nature . kind in his being ; that is to say , that goodness that is kind , it is God ; He is the ground , he is the substance , he is the same thing that is kindness : And he is very Father and very Mother of kinds : And all kinds that he hath made to flow out of him to work his Will , it should be restored and brought again into him by Salvation of man , through the working of Grace . For of all kinds that he hath set in divers Creatures by party , in man is all the whole in ful head ; and in vertue , in fair-head , and in good-head , in Rialty and in Noblety , in all manner of Solemnity of Preciousness and Worship . Here may we see that we be all bound to God for kind , and we be bound to God for Grace . Here may we see that us needeth not greatly to seek far out to know sundry kinds , but to Holy Church into our Mothers breast ; that is to say , into our own Soul , where our Lord dwelleth : And there should we find all now , in Faith and in Understanding ; and after verily in himself clearly in bliss . But no Man , ne Woman take this singularity to himself ; for it is not so , it is general : For it is our precious Mother Christ , and to him was this fair kind * * i e. appropriated . dight , for the Worship and the Nobly of mans making , and for the joy and the bliss of mans Salvation , right as he saw , wist and knew from without beginning .

The Lxiij . Chapter .

HEre may we see that we have verily of * * i e. nature . kind to hate sin . And we have verily of grace to hate sin , for kind is all good and fair in it self : And grace was sent out to save kind , and keep kind , and destroy sin , and bring again fair kind into the blessed Point fro thence it came ; that is , God , with more Nobleness and Worship by the vertuous working of grace ; for it shall be seen before God , of all his Holy in joy without end , that kind hath been assaid in the fire of Tribulation , and therein found no lack , nor no default . Thus is kind and grace of one accord ; for Grace is God , as unmade kind is God : He is two in manner working , and one in Love . And neither of them worketh without other , ne none be departed . And when we by the mercy of God , and with his help accord us to kind and to grace , we shall see verily that sin is worse , viler and painfuller than Hell , without any likeness : For it is contrarious to our fair kind ; for as verily as sin is unclean , as truly sin is * * i e. unnatural . unkind . And this is an horrible thing to see , to the loving Soul that would be all fair and shining in the sight of God , as kind and grace teacheth . But be we not adread of this , but in as much as dread may speed ; but meekly make we our moan to our dear worthy Mother , and he shall all besprinckle us in his precious blood , and make our Soul full soft , and full mild , and heal us full fair by process of time , right as it is most worship to him , and joy to us without end . And of this sweet fair working he shall never cease nor stint , till all his dear worthy Children be brought forth and born . And that shewed he where he gave the understanding of the Ghostly thirst ; that is , the Love-longing that shall last till Doomes-day . Thus in our very Mother Jesu our Life is grounded in the fore-seeing wisdom of himself fro without beginning , with the high might of the Father , and the sovereign goodness of the Holy Ghost . And in the taking of our kind he quicked us ; and in his blessed dying upon the Cross he bare us to endless Life . And fro that time , and now and ever shall into Doomes-day , he feedeth us and * * i e. nourisheth . fordreth us , right as the high sovereign Kindness of Mother-head will , and as the kindly need of Child-head asketh . Fair and sweet is our Heavenly Mother Jesu in the sight of our Soul ; precious and lovely be the gracious Children in the sight of our Heavenly Mother : With mildness and meekness , and all that fair vertues that long to Children in kind ; for | | i e. naturally . kindly the Child dispaireth not of the Mothers Love : kindly the Child presumeth not of it self ; kindly the Child loveth the Mother , and each one of them other . These be as fair Vertues with all other that be like , wherewith our Heavenly Mother is served and pleased . And I understood none higher stature in this Life than Child-hood in feebleness , and failing of might and of wit , into the time our gracious Mother hath brought us up into that our Fathers bliss . And there shall it verily be made known to us , his meaning in the sweet Words , where he saith , All shall be well , and thou shalt see it thy self that all manner of thing shall be well .

The Fifteenth Revelation . The Lxjv. Chapter .

ANd then shall the bliss of our Mother-head in Christ be new to begin in the joyes of our Father God : Which new beginning shall last without end . Now beginning thus , I understood , that all his blessed Children which be come out of him by kind , should be brought into him again by grace . Afore this time I had great longing and desire of Gods gift to be delivered of this World , and of this Life ; for oft-times I beheld the Woe that is here , and the weal and the blessed being that is there . And if there had no pain been in this Life , but the absence of our Lord , methought sometime that it was more than I might bear . And this made me to mourn and busily to long . And also of my own wretchedness , slouth and weariness that me liked , not to live and to travel as me fell to do . And to all this our courteous Lord answered for Comfort and Patience , and said these Words : Suddenly thou shalt be taken from all thy Pain , from all thy Sickness , from all thy Disease , and from all thy Woe . And thou shalt come up above , and thou shalt have me to thy meed , and thou shalt be fulfilled of joy and bliss ; and thou shalt never more have no manner of Pain , no manner of Sickness , no manner misliking , no wanting of will , but ever joy and bliss without end . What should it then grieve thee to suffer a while , sithen it is my Will and my Worship ? And in this word ( suddenly thou shalt be taken . ) I saw that God rewarded man of the patience that he hath in abiding of Gods will , and of his time . And that man | | i e. lengthneth . lengeth his patience * * i e. far above . over the time of his living ; for unknowing the time of his passing . This is a great profit ; for if a man knew his time , he should not have patience over that time . And also God will that while the Soul is in the body , it seem to it self that it is ever at the point to be taken ( out thereof , ) for all this Life and this longing that we have here is but a point . And when we be taken suddenly out of Pain into Bliss , then Pain shall be nought . And in this time I saw a Body lying on the earth : Which body shewed heavy and fearful . and without shape and form , as it were a † † i e. foul . swilge stinking myre . And suddenly out of this body sprung a full fair Creature , a little Child full shapen and formed , swift and lively , and whiter than the Lilly , which sharply glided up into Heaven . The † † i e foulness . swilge of the body betokeneth great wretchedness of our deadly flesh : And the littleness of the Child betokeneth the cleanness and the pureness of our Soul . And I thought with this body † † i e. abideth . bliveth no fairness of this Child , ne of this Child dwelleth no foulness of this body . It is full bliss-ful ( for ) man to be taken from pain , more than pain to be taken from man ; for if pain be taken from us , it may come again . Therefore this is a sovereign Comfort , and a blessful beholding in a longing Soul , that we shall be taken from pain ; for in this * * i e. promise . behest I saw a merciful Compassion that our Lord hath in us for our Woe , and a courteous | | i e. assurance . behighting of clear Deliverance : For he will that we be comforted in the overpassing joy . And that he shewed in these words ; And thou shalt come up above ; and thou shalt have me to thy meed , and thou shalt be fulfilled of Joy and Bliss . It is Gods will that we set the point of our thought in this blissful beholding as oft-time as we may , and as long time keep us therein with his grace ; for this is a blissful Contemplation to the Soul that is led of God , and full much to his Worship for the time that it lasteth . And when we fall again to our self by heaviness and Ghostly blindness , and feeling of pains Ghostly and Bodily by our fragility : It is Gods will that we know , that he hath not forget us . And so meaneth he in these words , and saith for Comfort ; And thou shalt never more have pain in no manner ; nor no manner of Sickness , no manner of mis-liking , no want of Will , but ever joy and bliss without end : What should it then agrieved thee to suffer a while , sithen it is my Will and my Worship ? It is Gods will that we take his behests and his Comfortings as largely and as mightily as we may take them . And also he will that we take our abidings and our diseases as lightly as we may take them , and set them at naught : For the lightlier that we take them , and the less price that we set at them for love , less pain shall we have in the feeling of them , and the more thank and meed shall we have for them .

The Lxv. Chapter .

ANd thus I understood that what man or woman wilfully choseth God in this Life for Love , he may be sure that he is loved without end , with endless Love that worketh in him that grace ; for he will we keep this trustily , that we be as sicker in hope of the bliss of Heaven whiles we are here , as we shall be in surety when we are there . And ever the more liking and joy that we take in this sickerness , with reverence and meekness , the better liketh him . For as it was shewed , this reverence that I mean , is a holy , courteous dread of our Lord , to which meekness is knit ; and that is , that a creature see the Lord marvellous great , and her self marvellous litle : For these vertues are had endlesly to the Loved of God . And it may now be seen and felt in measure by the gracious presence of our Lord , when it is : Which presence in all thing is most desired ; for it worketh that marvellous sickerness in true Faith , and siker hope by greatness of Charity in dread that is sweet and delectable . It is Gods will that I see my self as much bound to him in Love , as if he had done for me all that he hath done . And thus should every Soul think in regard of his Love ; that is to say , the Charity of God maketh in us such a unity , that when it is truly seen , no man can part them self from other . And thus ought each Soul to think that God hath done for him all that he hath done . And this sheweth he to make us to love him , and liken him , and nothing dread but him ; for it is his will we know that all the might of our enemies is locked in our Friends hands . And therefore the Soul that knoweth this sickerly , he shall not dread but him that she loveth . All other dreads she set them among passions , and bodily sickness , and imaginations . And therefore though we been in so much pain , woe and disease that us thinketh , we can think right naught but that we are in , or that we feel ; assoon as we may we pass it lightly over , and set we it at naught . And why ? for God will be known ; for if we know him , and Love him , and reverently dread him , we shall have patience , and be in great rest . And it should been great liking to us all that he doth . And this shewed our Lord in these words : What should it then agrieve thee to suffer a while , seeing it is my Will and my Worship ? Now have I told you of xv . Shewings , as God witsafe to minister them to my mind , renewed by Lightnings and Touchings , I hope , of the same Spirit that sheweth them all . Of which xv . Shewings the first began early in the morning , about the hour of four ; and it lasted shewing by process full fair and soberly , each following other till it was noon of the day , or past .

The Sixteenth Revelation . The Lxvj. Chapter .

ANd after this the good Lord shewed the xvjth . Revelation on the night following , as I shall say after . Which xvjth . was conclusion and confirmation to all the xv . But first me behooveth to tell you as anenst my feebleness , wretchedness and blindness . I have said at the beginning where it saith ( And in this suddenly all my pain was taken from me . ) Of which pain I had no grief , ne no disease , as long as the xv . Shewings lasted in shewing . And at the end all was close , and I saw no more ; and soon I felt that I should live longer . And anon my sickness came again ; first in my head with a sound and a noise : And suddenly all my body was fulfilled with sickness , like as it was before . And I was as barren and as dry as I had never had comfort but litle , and as a wretch mourned heavily for feeling of my bodily pains , and for faulting of comfort Ghostly and Bodily . Then came a Religious person unto me and asked me how I fared ; and I said , I had raved to day , and he laught lowd and inwardly : And I said , The Cross that stood before my face , methought it bled fast . And with this word the Person that I spake to waxed all sad and marvelled . And anon I was sore ashamed , and astonished for my retchlesness . And I thought this man taketh sadly the least word that I may say , that saw no more thereof . And when I saw that he took it so sadly , and with so great reverence , I waxed full greatly ashamed , and would have been * * i e. confessed , and absolved . shriven , but I could tell it to no Priest ; for I thought , How should a Priest believe me , when I by saying I raved , I shewed my self not to believe our Lord God . Notwithstanding , I believed him truly for the time that I saw him . And so was then my will and my meaning ever for to doe without end : But as a Fool I let it pass out of my mind . Ah , Loe how wretched I was ; this was a great sin and a great unkindness , that I for folly of feeling of a litle bodily pain , so unwisely left for the time the comfort of all this blessed shewing of our Lord God . Here may you see what I am of my self . But herein would our courteous Lord not leave me . And I lay still till night trusting in his mercy ; and then I began to sleep .

The Lxvij. Chapter .

ANd in my sleep at the beginning , methought the fiend set him in my throat , putting forth a visage full near my face , like a young man : And it was long and wonder lean , I saw never none such . The colour was red like the Tile stone when it is new brent , with black spots therein , like frackles , fouler than the Tile-stone ; his hair was red , as rust not scoured ; afore with side Locks hanging down in flakes ; he grinned upon me with a shrowd look , and shewed me white teeth : And so | | i e. much my kill me thought it the more ugly ; body , ne hands had he none , shapely ; but with his paws he held me in the throat , and would have stopped my breath , and kild me , but he might not . This ugly shewing was made sleeping , and so was none other . And in all this time I trusted to be saved and kept by the mercy of God . And our courteous Lord gave me grace to wake , and | | i e. scarcely . unnethes had any Life . The persons that were with me beheld me , and wet my temples , and my heart began to comfort . And anon a litle smoke came in at the door , with a great heat , and a foul stinch ; and then I said , Benedicite dominus , Is it all on fire that is here ? And I went it had been a bodily fire , that should burn us all to death ? I asked them that were with me , if they felt any stench , they said nay , they felt none ; I said , Blessed be God , for then wist I well it was the fiend that was come only to tempt me . And anon I took me to that our Lord had shewed me on the same day , with all the Faith of Holy Church ; for I beheld it as both in one , and fled thereto as to my Comfort . And anon all vanished away , and I was brought to great rest and peace , without Sickness of body , or dread of Conscience .

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ANd then our good Lord opened my Ghostly eye , and shewed me my Soul in the midst of my heart : I saw the Soul so large as it were and endless World , and also as it were a blessed Kingdom . And by the conditions that I saw therein , I understood that it is a worshipful City . In mids of that City our Lord Jesu very God and very Man , a fair Person and of large stature , Highest Bishop , most Solemne King , Worshipful Lord . And I saw him clothed solemnly in Worship ; he sitteth in the Soul , even right in Peace and rest . And he ruleth and giveth Heaven and Earth , and all that is . The Man-hood with the God-head sitteth in rest : The God-head ruleth and giveth without any instrument or business . And the Soul is all occupied with the blessed God-head ; that is , sovereign Might , sovereign Wisdom , and severeign Goodness . The place that Jesu taketh in our Soul he shall never remove without end , as to my sight : for in us is his homliest home , and his endless dwelling . And in this he sheweth the Liking that he hath of the making of mans Soul ; for as well as the Father might make a Creature , and as well as the Son might make a Creature . So well would the Holy Ghost that mans Soul were made , and so it was done . And therefore the blessedful Trinity enjoyeth without end in the making of mans Soul : For he saw without beginning , what should like him without end . All thing that he hath made sheweth his Lordship , as understanding was given in the same time by example of a Creature , that is led to see great Nobleness , and Kingdoms longing to a Lord . And when it had seen all the Nobleness beneath , then marvelling , it was stirred to seek up above to that high place where the Lord dwelleth ; knowing by reason that his dwelling is in the worthiest place . And thus I understand truly that our Soul may never have rest in things that is beneath it self . And when it cometh above all Creatures into it self , yet may it not abide in the beholding of it self ; but all the beholding is blessedfully set in God ; that is , the Maker dwelling therein ; for in mans Soul is his very dwelling . And the highest Light and the brightest Shining of the City is the glorious Love of our Lord God , as to my sight . And what may make us more enjoy in God , than to see in him that he enjoyeth in us highest of all his Works ? For I saw in the same shewing that if the blessed Trinity might have made mans Soul any better , any fairer , any nobler than it was made , he should not have been full pleased with making of mans Soul : But for he made mans Soul as fair , as good , as precious , as he might make it a Creature , therefore the blessed Trinity is full pleased without end in the making of mans Soul . And he will that our hearts be mightily raised above the deepness of the earth , and all vain sorrowes , and enjoy in him . This was a delectable sight , and a restful shewing that is without end : And the beholding of this whiles we are here , it is full pleasant to God , and full great speed to us . And the Soul that thus beholdeth , it maketh him like to him that is beholden , and oned it in rest and in peace by his grace . And this was a singular joy and bliss to me that I saw him sitting : for the truth of sitting shewed endless dwelling . And he gave me knowing truly that it was he that shewed me all before : and when I had beholden all this with advisement ; then shewed our good Lords words full meekly , without voice , and without opening of lips , right as he had done afore , and said full sweetly ; Wit it now well , it was no raving that thou sawest to day : but take it and believe it , and keep thee therein , and comfort thee therewith , and trust thereto , and thou shalt not be overcome . These last words were said for learning of full true | | i e. assurance . sikerness ; that is , our Lord Jesu that shewed me all . And right as in the first word , that our good Lord shewed , meaning his blessed Passion , herewith is the fiend overcome ; right so he said in the last word , with full true faithfulness meaning us all : Thou shalt not be overcome . And all this Learning and this true Comfort is general to all mine even Christen , as it is aforesaid ; and so is Gods will . And this word , Thou shalt not be overcome , was said full sharply , and full mightily for sickness and comfort against all Tribulations that may come : He said not , thou shalt not be troubled , thou shalt not be travelled , thou shalt not be diseased ; but he said , Thou shalt not be overcome . God will that we take heed at this word , and that we be ever mighty in faithful trusting in weal and woe ; for he loveth us , and liketh us : and so will he that we Love him and Like him , and mightily trust in him , and all shall be well : and soon all was close , and I saw no more after this .

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THe fiende came again with his heat , and with his stench , and made me full busie . The stench was so vile and so painful , and bodily heat also dreadful and travellous . Also I heard a bodily talking , as it had been of two bodies : and both to my thinking talked at one time , as they had held a Parliament , with great business . And all was soft whistering . And I understood not what they said . And all this was to stir me to dispair ; as methought , seeming to me as they scorned | | i e. praying . bidding of Beads , which are said * * i e. hastily . boystously , with much failing of devout intending , and wise diligence , the which we owe to God in our prayer . And our good Lord God gave me grace mightily to trust in him , and to comfort my Soul with bodily speech , as I should have done to another Person that had been travelled ; methought that business might not be likened to no bodily likeness .

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MY bodily eye I set in the same Cross , there I had seen in comfort afore that time . My tongue with speech of Christs Passion , and rehersing the Faith of Holy Church , and my heart to fasten on God with all the trust and the might that I thought to my self meaning , Thou hast now great business to keep thee in the Faith , for that thou shouldest not be taken of thine enemies . Wouldest thou now fro this time evermore be so busie to keep thee from sin , this were a good and a soveraign occupation . For I thought faithfully , were I safe from sin , I were full safe from all the fiends in Hell , and enemies of my Soul . And thus he occupied me all that night , and on the morrow , till it was about prime day . And anon they were all gone and passed , and there left nothing but stink , and lasted still a while : and I scorned him . And thus was I delivered of him by the vertue of Christs Passion ; for therewith is the fiend overcome , as our Lord Jesu Christ said afore . In all this blessed shewing our good Lord gave understanding that the sight should pass . Which blessed shewing the Faith keepeth with his own good will and his grace ; for he left with me neither signe , ne token , whereby I might know it . But he left with me his own blessed word in true understanding , bidding me full mightily that I should believe it , and so I do ; Blessed mote he be . I believe that he is our Saviour that shewed it , and that it is in the Faith that he shewed . And therefore I love it ever joying , and thereto I am bound by all his own meaning , with the next words that follow : Keep thee therein , and comfort thee therewith , and trust thereto . Thus I am beholding to keep it in my Faith : For on the same day that it was shewed , what time the sight was passed , as a wretch I forsook it , and openly I said that I had raved . Then our Lord Jesu of his mercy would not let it perish , but he shewed it all again within my Soul with more fulhead , with the blessed Light of his precious Love , saying these Words full mightily and full meekly ; Wit it now well , it was no raving that thou saw this day ; as if he had said , for the sight was passed from thee , thou lost it , and could or might not keep it : But wit it now ; that is to say , now thou seest it . This was said not only for the same time , but also to set thereupon the ground of my Faith , where he saith anon following ; But take it , and learn it , and keep thee therein , and comfort thee therewith , and trust thereto , and thou shalt not be overcome .

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IN these six Words that followeth , where he saith , Take it ; his meaning is to fasten it faithfully in our Heart ; for he will it dwell with us in Faith into our Lives end , and after in fulhead of joy , willing that we have ever faithful trust of his blessedful promises , knowing his goodness . For our Faith is contraried in diverse manner , by our own blindness , and our Ghostly Enemies within and without . And therefore our precious Lover helpeth us with Ghostly Light , and true Teaching , on diverse manner within and without , whereby that we may know him . And therefore in what manner that he teacheth us , he will that we perceive him wisely , receiving him sweetly , and keep us in him faithfully . For above the Faith is no goodness kept in this Life , as to my sight . And beneath the Faith is no Health of Soul . But in the Faith there will our Lord we keep us : For we have by his goodness and his own working to keep us in the Faith . And by his sufferance through Ghostly enmity we are | | i e. tryed assaid in the Faith , and made mighty . For if our Faith had not enmity , it should deserve no meed , as by the understanding that I have in our Lords meaning . Glad , and merry , and sweet , is the blessedful Lovely Chear of our Lord to our Souls ; for he beheld us ever living in Love-Longing . And he will our Soul be in glad chear to him , to yield him his meed . And thus I hope with his grace he hath , and more shall draw the * * i. e. outward . utter chear to the inner , and make us all at one with him , and each of us with other in true lasting joy that is Jesu . I have meaning of three manner of chears of our Lord : The first is chear of Passion , as he shewed whiles he was with us in this Life dying . And though this beholding be mourning and | | i. e. dark swemful , yet it is glad and merry ; for he is God . The second manner of chear it is pitty , and ruth , and compassion : and this sheweth he to all his Lovers , with * sikerness of keeping that hath | i. e. sureness . need to his mercy . The third is the blissedful chear as it shall be without end . And this was oftenest shewed , & longest continued . And thus in the time of our Pain and our Woe , he sheweth to us chear of his Passion and his Cross , helping us to bear it by his own blessed vertue . And in time of our sinning , he sheweth to us chear of ruth and pity , mightily keeping us , and defending against all our Enemies . And these two be the common chears which he sheweth to us in this Life , therewith medling the third : And that is his blessed chear like in party as it shall be in Heaven ; and that is by gracious touching of sweet Lightning of Ghostly Life , whereby that we are kept in true Faith , Hope , and Charity with Contrition and Devotion , and also with Contemplation , and all manner of true joyes and sweet Comforts . The blessedful chear of our Lord God worketh it in us by Grace . But now me behooveth to tell in what manner that I saw sin deadly , in the Creatures which should not die for sin , but live in the joy of God without end . I saw that two contraries should not be together in one steed . The most contrarious that are is the highest bliss , and the deepest pain . The highest bliss that is , is to have God in clerity of endless Light , him verily seeing , him sweetly feeling , him all peaceable having in fulhead of joy : And thus was the blessedful chear of our Lord God shewed in party . In which shewing I saw that sin was the most contrary , so far forth that as long as we be medled with any part of sin , we shall never see clearly the blessed chear of God : And the horriblier , and the grievouser that our sins be , the deeper are we for that time fro this blessed sight . And therefore it seemeth to us ostentimes as we were in peril of Death , and in a party of Hell , for the sorrow and the pain that sin is to us . And thus we are dead for the time fro the very sight of our blessedful Life . But in all this I saw faithfully that we be not dead in the sight of God , ne he passeth never from us ; but he shall never have his full bless in us till we have our full bless in him , verily seeing his fair blessedful chear , for we are ordained thereto in kind , and getten thereto by grace . Thus I saw how sin is deadly for a short time to the blessed Creatures of endless Life ; and ever the more clearly that the Soul seeth the blissful chear by grace of Loving , the more it longeth to see it in fulhead ; that is to say , in his own Likeness : For notwithstanding that our Lord God dwelleth now in us , and is here with us , and * * i e. embraceth . colleth us , and becloseth us for tender Love that he may never leave us , and is more near to us than Tongue may tell , or Heart may think : Yet may we never stint of mourning , ne of weeping , nor of seeking , nor of Longing , till when we see him clear in his blessedful chear : For in that precious sight there may no Woe abide , nor Weal fail . And in this I saw matter of Mirth , and matter of Mourning : Matter of Mirth that our Lordour Maker is so near to us , and in us , and we in him by faithfulness of keeping of his great goodness . Matter of Mourning for our Ghostly eye is so blind , and we so boarn down with Weight of our deadly flesh , and Darkness of sin , that we may not see our Lord God clearly in his blessedful chear ; No , and because of this Darkness , scarce we can believe or * * i e. think : trowe his great Love and our Faithfulness of keeping . And therefore it is that I say , we may never leave off Mourning , ne Weeping : This Weeping meaneth not all in pouring out of tears by our bodily eye , but also to more Ghostly understanding ; for the | | i e. natural . kindly desire of our Soul is so great , and so unmeasurable , that if it were given us to our joy and our comfort , all the * * i e. nobleness . nobly that ever God made in Heaven and in Earth , and we saw not the fair blessedful chear of himself , yet should we never leave mourning , ne of Ghostly Weeping ; that is to say , of painful Longing , till when we see verily the fair blessedful chear of our Maker . And if we were in all the pain that heart may think , or tongue may tell ; and we might in that time see his blessedful chear , all this pain should us not grieve . Thus is that blessedful sight end of all manner of pain to Loving Souls , and fulfilling of all manner of joy and bliss . And that shewed he in the high marvellous Words where he saith ; I it am that is highest ; I it am that thou lovest ; I it am that is all . It longeth to us to have three manner of knowings . The first is , that we know our Lord God : The second is , that we know our self ; what we are by him in kind and in grace : The third is , that we know meekly that our self is against our sin and against our feebleness . And for these three was all this shewing made , as to my understanding .

The Lxxij . Chapter .

ALL this blessed teaching of our Lord God was shewed by three parts ; that is to say , By bodily sight , and by Word formed in my understanding , and by Ghostly sight . For the bodily sight , I have said as I saw as truly as I can : And for the Words , I have said them right as our Lord shewed them me : And for the Ghostly sight , I have said some deal , but I may never full tell it . And therefore of this Ghostly sight I am stirred to say more as God will give me grace . God shewed two manner of sickness that we have : That one is unpatience , or slouth ; for we bear our travel and our pain heavily . That other is despair or doubtful dreed , as I shall say after : Generally he shewed sin wherein all is comprehended , but in special he shewed none but these two . And these two are it that most travelleth and troubleth us , as by that our Lord shewed me . Of which he will we be amended ; I speak of such men and women that for Gods Love hate sin , and dispose them to do Gods Will : Then by our Ghostly blind-head and bodily heaviness , we are most enclining to this . And therefore it is Gods will that they be known , and then should we refuse them , as we do other sins . And for help against this , full meekly our Lord shewed the patience that he had in this hard Passion : And also the joy and the liking that he hath of that Passion for Love . And this he shewed in Example , that we should gladly and easily bear our pains ; for that is great pleasing to him , and endless profit to us . And the cause why we are travelled with them is for unknowing of Love . Though the Three Persons of the blessed Trinity be all even in the self : The Soul took most understanding in Love ; yea , and he will in all thing that we have our beholding and our enjoying in Love . And of this knowing are we most blind . For some of us believe that God is All mighty , and may do all ; and that he is All wisdom , and can do all : But that he is All Love and will do all , there we fail . And this unknowing it is that most letteth Gods Lovers , as to my sight : For when we begin to hate sin , and amend us by the ordinance of Holy Church , yet there dwelleth a dread that letteth us , by the beholding of our self and of our sin afore done . And some of us for our every day sins , for we hold not our promise , nor keep our cleanness that our Lord setteth us in , but fall oft-times into so much wretchedness , that shame it is to say it . And the beholding of this maketh us so sorry , and so heavy , that unneths we can see any comfort . And this dread we take sometime for a meekness , but it is a foul blindness , and a wickedness . And we cannot despise it as we do another sin that we know , which cometh through lack of true Judgment , and it is again truth : For of all the properties of the blissedful Trinity it is Gods will that we have most Faithfulness and Liking in Love ; for Love maketh Might and Wisdom full meek to us . For right as by the courtesie of God he forgetteth our sin after the time that we repent us : So will he that we forget our sin as against our unskillful heaviness , and our doubtful dreads .

The Lxxiij . Chapter .

FOr I understood four manner of Dreads : One is dread of a | | i e. fright . fray that cometh to man suddenly by frailty . This dread doth good , for it helpeth to purge man , as doth bodily sickness , or such other pain that is not sin ; for all such pains help man , if they be patiently taken . The second is dread of pain ; whereby man is stirred and waked fro sleep of sin : For man that is hard of sleep of sin , he is not able for the time to receive the soft comfort of the Holy Ghost , till he hath undertaken this dread of pain , of bodily death and of Ghostly Enemies . And this dread stirreth us to seek Comfort and Mercy of God . And thus this dread helpeth us as an entry , and ableth us to have contrition by the blissedful touching of the Holy Ghost . The third is doubtful dread : Doubtful dread is as much as it draweth to despair ; God will have it turned in us into Love , by true knowing of Love ; that is to say , that the bitterness of doubts be turned into sweetness of kind Love by grace ; for it may never please our Lord that his Servants doubt in his goodness . The fourth is Reverent Dread ; for there is no dread that fully pleaseth God in us , but reverent dread , and that is soft . For the more it is had , the less it is felt for sweetness of Love . Love and Dread are Brethren , and they are rooted in us by the goodness of our Maker , and they shall never be taken from us without end . We have of kind to Love , and we have of grace to Love ; and have we of kind to dread , and we have of grace to dread . It longeth to the Lordship , and to the Father-head to be dread , as it longeth to the goodness to be Loved : and it longeth to us that are his Servants and his Children to dread him for Lordship , and Father-head ; as it longeth to us to Love him for God-head . And though this reverent Dread and Love be not both in one , but are two in property and in working , and neither of them may be had without other . And therefore I am sure , he that Loveth he dreadeth , though he feel it but little . All dreads other than reverend dread that are proferred to us , though they come under colour of Holiness , they are not so true . And hereby may they be known asunder . That dread that maketh us hastily to flee fro all that is not good , and fall into our Lords breast ; as the Child into the Mothers arme , with all our intent , and with all our mind , knowing our feebleness and our great need , knowing his everlasting Goodness and his blessed Love , only seeking into him for Salvation , cleaving to with faithful trust : That dread that bringeth us into this Working , it is kind and gracious , and good , and true . And all that is contrarious to this , either it is wrong , or it is medled with wrong . Then is this the remedy to know them both , and refuse the wrong : For the kind property of dread which we have in this Life by the gracious Working of the Holy Ghost , the same shall be in Heaven afore God , gentle , courteous , full sweet . And thus we shall in Love be homely and near to God . And we in dread be gentle and curteous to God , and both in one manner like * * i e. equal even . Desire we then of our Lord God to dread him reverently , and Love him meekly , and to trust in him mightily : For when we dread him reverently , and love him meekly , our trust is never in vain ; for the more that we trust , and the mightilier that we trust , the more we please and worship our Lord that we trust in . And if us fail this reverent dread and meek Love , as God forbid we should , our trust shall soon be mis-ruled for that time . And therefore us needeth much to pray our Lord of grace that we may have this reverent dread , and make Love of his Gift in Heart and in Work , for without this no man may please God .

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I Saw that God may do all that us deedeth : And these three that I shall say , Need , Love , Longing : Pitty and Love keepeth us in the time of our need . And Longing in the some Love draweth us into Heaven ; for the thirst of God is to have the general man into him . In which thirst he hath drawn his Holy Souls that be now in bliss . And so * * i e. ta●●ng . getting his lively Members , ever he draweth and drinketh , and yet him Thirsteth and Longeth . I saw three manner of Longings in God , and all to one end . The first is , for that he Longeth to learn us to know him and to Love him ever more and more , as it is convenient and speedful to us . The second is , that he longeth to have us up into bliss , as Souls are when they be taken out of pain into Heaven . The third is , to fulfill us of bliss , and that shall be on the last day fulfilled ever to last . For I saw , as it is known in our Faith , that then pain and sorrow shall be ended to all that shall be saved . And not only we shall receive the same bliss that Souls afore have had in Heaven , but also we shall receive a new , which plentuously shall flie out of God into us , and fulfill us . And those be the goods which he hath ordained to give us from without beginning . These goods are treasured and hid in himself ; for into that time Creature is not mighty , ne worthy to receive them . In this we should see verily the cause of all the Deeds that God hath done . And over-more we should see the cause of all thing that he hath suffered : And the bliss , and the fulfilling shall be so deep and so high , that for Wonder and Marvel all Creatures should have to God so great reverent and dread over-passing , that hath been seen and felt before that the Pillars of Heaven shall travel and quake . But this manner of trembling and dread shall have no manner of pain ; but it longeth to the worthy majesty of God , thus to be beholden of his Creatures dreadfully trembling and quaking : For much more of joy endlesly marvelling of the greatness of God the Maker , and of the least part of all that is made . For the beholding of this maketh Creature marvellous meek and mild . Wherefore God will , and also it longeth to us both in kind and in grace , to will to have knowing of this desiring the sight and the working . For it leadeth us in right way , and keepeth us in true Life , and oneth us to God . And as good as God is , as great he is : And as much as it longeth to his God-head to be Loved , so much it longeth to his great highness to be dread . For this reverent dread is the fairer courtesie that is in Heaven before Gods face . And as much as he shall be known and Loved , over-passing that he is now : In so much he shall be dread over-passing that he is now . Wherefore it behooveth needs to be , that all Heaven , all Earth shall tremble and quake when the Pillars shall tremble and quake .

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I Speak but little of this reverent dread : For I hope it may be seen in this matter aforesaid . But well I wote that our Lord shewed me no Souls but those that dread him ; for well I wote the Soul that truly taketh the teaching of the Holy Ghost , it hateth more sin for the vileness and the horribility , than it doth all the pain that is in Hell . For the Soul that beholdeth the kindness of our Lord Jesu , it hateth no Hell ; but Hell is sin as to my sight . And therefore it is Gods will that we know sin , and pray busily , and travel wilfully , and seek teaching meekly , that we fall not blindly therein ; and if we fall , that we rise readily : for it is the most pain that the Soul may have to turn from God any time by sin . The Soul that will be in rest when other mens sins come to mind , he should flee it as the pain of Hell , seeking into God for help again that , for the beholding of other mens sin , it maketh as it were a thick mist afore the eye of the Soul . And we may not for the time see the Fair-head of God , but if we may behold them with Contrition with him , with Compassion on him , and with Holy desire to God for him . For without this it noieth , and troubleth , and letteth the Soul that behold them ; for this I understand in the shewing of the Compassion . In this blessedful shewing of our Lord I have understanding of two Contrarious . That one is the most Wisdom that any Creature may do in this Life . That other is the most folly . The most Wisdom is a Creature to do after the Will and the Counsel of his highest sovereign Friend . This blessed Friend is Jesu , and it is his Will and Counsel that we hold us with him , and fasten us homely to him , evermore in what state soever we bene : For whether we be foul or clean , we are ever one in his Loving . For weal , ne for woe he will never we flee him ; but for the change-ability that we are in our self , we fall often into sin ; than have we this by the stirring of our Enemy , and by our own Folly and Blindness : For they say thus , Thou wotest well thou art a Wretch , a Sinner , and also untrue , for thou keepest not thy Covenant . Thou promisest oftentimes our Lord that thou shalt do better ; and anon thou fallest again in the same , namely in slouth , and leesing of time . For that is the beginning of sin as to my sight ; and namely , to the Creatures that have given themself to serve our Lord with inward beholding of his blessedful goodness . And this maketh us adread to appear afore our courteous Lord . Than is it our Enemy that will put us a back with his false dread of our Wretchedness , for pain that he threateth us by , for it is his meaning to make us so heavy and so sorry in this , that we should let out of mind the blessedful beholding of our everlasting Friend .

The Lxxvj. Chapter .

OUr good Lord shewed the enmity of the fiend , whereby I understood that all that is contrarious to Love and to Peace , it is of the fiend , and of his party ; And we have of our feebleness and our folly to fall : And we have of mercy and of grace of the Holy Ghost to rise to more joy . And if our enemy ought winneth of us by our falling ( for it is his likeness ) he leeseth many times more in our rising by charity and meekness . And this glorious rising it is so great sorrow and pain to him , for the hate that he hath to our Soul , that he brenneth continually in envy . And all this sorrow that he would make us to have , it shall turn into himself . And for this it was that our Lord scorned him , and shewed that he shall be scorned ; and this made me mightily to Laugh . Then is this the remedy that we be a known of our Wretchedness , and flie to our Lord : For ever the more needier that we be , the more speedful it is to us to touch him ; and say we thus in our meaning ; I know well that I have deserved pain , but our Lord is Almighty , and may punish me mightily ; and he is all Wisdom , and can punish me wisely , and he is all Goodness , and loveth me tenderly . And in this beholding it is speedful to us to abide ; for it is a full Lovely meekness of a sinful Soul wrought by Mercy and Grace of the Holy Ghost ? When we will wilfully and gladly take the scourging and the chastising that our Lord himself will give us , and it shall be full tender and full easie if we will only hold us pleased with him , and with all his Works . For that Penance that man taketh upon himself , it was not shewed me ; That is to say , it was not shewed me specified , but this was shewed specially , and highly , and with full lovely chear , that we should meekly and patiently bear and suffer that Penance that God himself giveth us , with mind of his blessed Passion ; for when we have mind of his blessed Passion with Pitty and Love : Then we suffer with him , like as his Friends did that saw it . And this was shewed in the xiijth . neer at the beginning , where it speaketh of Pity ; for he saith , Accuse not thy self that thy Tribulation and thy Woe is all thy default : For I will not that thou be heavy , ne sorrowful undiscreetly ; for I tell thee , howsoever thou do thou shalt have Woe . And therefore I will that thou wisely know thy Penance which thou art in continually , and that thou meekly take it for thy Penance . And then shalt thou truly see that all this living is Penance profitable . This Place is Prison ; This Life is Penance , and in the remedy he will that we enjoy . The Remedy is , that our Lord is with us , keeping us , and leading into fulhead of joy ; for this is an endless joy to us in our Lords meaning ; that he that shall be our bliss when we are there , he is our Keeper while we are here ; our Way and our Heaven , in true Love and faithful trust . And of this he gave understanding in all , and namely , in shewing of his Passion , where he made me mightily to choose him for my Heaven . Flee we to our Lord , and we shall be comforted , touch we him , and we shall be made clean ; cleave we to him , and we shall be sure and safe from all manner of perils ; for our courteous Lord will that we be as homely with him , as heart may think , or Soul may desire . But be we ware that we take not so retchesly this homely-head for to leave courtesie ; for our Lord himself is sovereign homely-head , and so homely as he is , as courteous he is ; for he is very courteous . And the blessed Creatures that shall be in Heaven with him without end , he will have them like to himself in all thing ; and to be like to our Lord perfectly , it is our very Salvation and our full bliss . And if we wote not how we shall do , all this , desire we of our Lord , and he shall Learn us ; for it is his own liking and his Worship : Blessed mote he be .

The Lxxvij . Chapter .

OUr Lord of his mercy sheweth us our sin and our feebleness by the sweet gracious sight of himself . For our sin is so foul and so horrible , that he of his curtesie will not shew it us but by the Light of his Mercy . Of four things , it is his Will that we have knowing : The first is , that he is the ground of whom we have all our Life and our Being . The second is , that he keepeth us mightily and mercifully in the time that we are in our sin , among all our Enemies that are full fell upon us . And somuch we are in the more peril , for we give them occasion thereto , and we know not our own need . The third is , how curteously he keepeth us , and maketh us to know that we go amiss . The fourth is , how stedfastly he abideth us , and changeth no chear ; for he will that we be turned and unied to him in Love , as he is to us . And thus by gracious knowing we may see our sin profitable without despair : For soothly us needeth to see it ; and by the sight we should be made ashamed of our self , & breaking down as against our Pride and our Presumption : For us behooveth verily to see that of our self we are right naught but Sin and Wretchedness . And thus by the sight of the Less ( part of sin ) that our Lord sheweth us , the more is wasted , which we see not : For he of his courtesie measureth the sight to us : For it is so foul and so horrible , that we should not endure to see it as it is . And thus by this meek knowing through Contrition and Grace we shall be broken from all thing that is not our Lord . And then shall our blessed Saviour perfectly cure us , and one us to him . This breaking , and this curing our Lord meaneth by the general man ; for he that is highest and nearest with God , he may see himself sinful and needy with me . And I that am the least and the lowest of those that shall be saved ; I may be comforted with him that is highest : So hath our Lord oned us in Charity , when he shewed me that I should sin . And for joy that I had in beholding him , I entended not readily to that shewing . And our courteous Lord rested there , and would no further teach me , till when that he gave me Grace and Will to entend . And hereof was I Learned , though that we be highly lifted into Contemplation by the special gift of our Lord , yet us behooveth needs therewith to have sight and knowing of our sin , and of our feebleness . For without this knowing we may not have true meekness ; and without this we may not be safe . And also I saw we may not have this knowing of our self , nor of none of all our Ghostly Enemies ; for they will not us so much good : For if it were by their Will , we should never see it till our ending day . Then are we much bound to God that he will himself for Love shew it us in time of mercy and grace .

The Lxxviij . Chapter .

ALso I had in this more understanding , in that he shewed me that I should sin . I took it nakedly to my own singular Person for I was no otherwise stirred in that time : But by the high gracious comfort that followed after I saw , that his meaning was for the general man ; that is to say , all man which is sinful , and shall be into the Last day : Of which man I am a Member as I hope by the mercy of God ; for the blessed comfort that I saw , it is large enough for us all . And there was I Learned that I should see mine own sin , and not other mens , but if it may be for comfort or help of my even Christen . And also in the same shewing , there I saw that I should sin : There was I Learned to be dreadful for * * i e. frailty . unsikerness of my self . For I wot not how I shall fall , ne I know not the measure , ne the greatness of my sin : For that would * * i e. I desired with fear to have known . I a wist dreadful ; and thereto I had none answer . Also our courteous Lord in that same time , he shewed full sweetly and full mightily the endless-head , and the unchange-ability of his Love : and also his great goodness , and his gracious inwardly keeping , that the Love of him and of our Souls shall never be departed into without end . And thus in the dread I have matter of meekness , that saveth me fro Presumption . And in the blessed shewing of Love I have matter of true Comfort and of Joy , that saveth me from dispair . All this homely shewing of our courteous Lord it is a Lovely Lesson , and a sweet gracious Teaching of himself in comforting of our Soul : For he will that we know by the sweetness of the homely Love of him , that all that we see or feel within or without , which is contrarious to this , that it is of the Enemy , and not of God ; as thus , If that we be stirred to be the more retchlesser of our Living , or of the keeping of our heart , because that we have knowing of this plentuous Love ; than needeth us greatly to beware of this stirring , if it come . It is untrue , and greatly we owe to hate it , for it hath no likeness of Gods Will ; and when befallen by frailty or blindness . Then our courteous Lord touching us , stirreth us and keepeth . And then will he that we see our wretchedness , and meekly be it a known . But he will not that we abide therewith , ne he will not that we busie us greatly about our accusing , ne he will not that we be too wretchedful on our self ; but he will that we hastily entend to him : For he standeth all alone , and abideth us continually , moaning and mourning till when we come . And he hath haste to have us to him : For we are his joy and his delight , and he is our Salve of our Life ; there I say he standeth all alone . I leave the speaking of the blessed company in Heaven , and speak only of his Office and his Working here in Earth , upon the * * i e manner . condition of the Shewing .

The Lxxjx. Chapter .

BY three things man standeth in this Life : By which three God is Worshipped , ●nd we be speed , kept , and saved . The first is , use of mans kindly Reason . The second is , the common Teaching of Holy Church . The third is , the inward gracious Working of the Holy Ghost . And these three be all of one God . God is ground of our kindly Reason ; and God is teaching of Holy Church ; and God is the Holy Ghost . And all be sundry gifts to which he will we have great regard , and according us thereto : For these work in us continually altogether , and those be great things . Of which greatness he will we have knowing here as it were in an A. B. C. that is to say , that we may have a little knowing , whereof we should have fulhead in Heaven : and that is for to speed us . We know in our Faith that God alone took our kind , and none but hee : And furthermore , that Christ alone did all the great Works that longeth to our Salvation , and none but he : And right so he alone doth now in the last end ; that is to say , he dwelleth here in us , and ruleth us , and giveth us in this Living , and bringeth us to his bliss . And thus shall he do as long as any Soul is in Earth that shall come to Heaven : And so far forth , that if there were none such Soul in Earth but one , he should be with that all alone , till he had brought it up to his bliss . I believe and understand the ministration of Holy Angels as Clarkes tell ; but it was not shewed me : For himself is nearest and meekest , highest and lowest , and doth all . And not only all that us needeth , but also he doth all that is Worshipful to our joy in Heaven . And there I say he abideth us moaning and mourning . It meaneth all the true feeling that we have in our self in Contrition and in Compassion ; and all moaning and mourning , for we are not oned with our Lord , and such as is speedful it is Christ in us . And though some of us feel it seldom , it passeth never fro Christ , till what time he have brought us out of all our Woe : For Love suffereth him never to be without pity . And what time that we fall into sin , and leave the mind of him , and the keeping of our own Soul , then beareth Christ alone all the charge of us . And thus standeth he moaning and mourning . Then Longeth it to us for reverence and kindness to turn us hastily to our Lord , and let him not all alone ; he is here alone with us all ; that is to say , only for us he is here . And what time I be strange to him by sin , despair , or slouth , then I let my Lord stand alone , in as much as he is in me . And thus it fareth with us all which be sinners . But though it be so that we do thus oftentimes , his goodness suffereth us never to be alone , but lastingly he is with us , and tenderly he excuseth us , and ever keepeth us from blame in his sight .

The Lxxx. Chapter .

OUr good Lord shewed him to his Creature in diverse manner , both in Heaven and in Earth . But I saw him take no place , but in mans Soul . He shewed him in Earth in the sweet Incarnation , and his blessed Passion , and in other manner he shewed him in Earth , where I said I saw God in a point . And in other manner he shewed him in Earth , thus as it were a Pilgrimage ; that is to say , he is here with us leading us , and shall be till when he hath brought us all to his bliss in Heaven . He shewed him diverse times raigning , as it is aforesaid ; but principally in mans Soul : He hath taken there his resting place , and his Worshipful City ; out of which Worshipful * * i e. scat See he shall never rise , ne remove without end . Marvellous and solemn is the place where the Lord dwelleth . And therefore he will that we readily entend to his gracious touching , more enjoying in his whole Love , then sorrowing in our often fallings . For it is the most worship to him of any thing , that we may do , that we live gladly and merrily for his Love in our Penance ; for he beholdeth us so tenderly , that he seeth all our Living here to be Penance . For kind Longing in us to him is a Lasting Penance in us , which Penance he worketh in us , and mercifully helpeth us to bear it ; for his Love maketh him to Long : his Wisdom and his Truth with his rightful-head maketh him to suffer us here . And in this manner he will see it in us ; for this is our kindly Penance , and the highest to my sight . For this Penance cometh never fro us , till what time that we be fulfilled , when we should have him to our meed . And therefore he will that we set our hearts in the over-passing ; that is to say , fro the pain that we feel into the bliss that we trust .

The Lxxxj. Chapter .

BUt here shewed our courteous Lord the moaning and the mourning of our Soul , meaning thus : I wot well thou wilt live for my Love , merrily and gladly suffering all the Penance that may come to thee : But forasmuch as thou livest not without sin , therefore thou art heavy and sorrowful . And if thou mightest live without sin , thou wouldest suffer for my Love all the Woe that might come to thee , and it is sooth : But be not too much agrieved with sin that falleth to thee against thy will , ( that is ; not maliciously . ) And here I understood that the Lord beheld the Servant with Pity , and not with blaim ; for this passing Life asketh not to Live all without sin . He Loveth us endlesly , and we sin customably ; and he sheweth it us full mildely , and then we sorrow and mourn discreetly , turning us into the beholding of his mercy , cleaving to his Love and to his Goodness , seeing that he is our Medicine , witting that we do ( nothing ) but sin . And thus by the meekness that we get in the sight of our sin , faithfully knowing his everlasting Love , him thanking and praising , we please him . I love thee and thou lovest me , and our love shall never be departed on two ; and for thy profit I suffer . And all this was shewed in Ghostly understanding , saying this blessed word ; I keep thee full * * i e. surely . sikerly . And by the great desire that I saw in our blessed Lord , that we should Live in this manner ; that is to say , in Longing and enjoying , as all this Lesson of Love sheweth . Thereby I understand that all that is contrarious to this , it is not of him , but it is of Enmity . And he will that we know it by the sweet gracious Light of his kind Love . If any such Liver be in Earth which is continually kept from falling , I know it not ; for it was not shewed me . But this was shewed , that in falling , and in rising we are ever preciously kept in one Love , ( by which we were ehosen before others from all eternity . ) For in the beholding of God we fall not . And in the beholding of our self , we stand not . And both these be * * i e. true . sooth , as to my sight . But the beholding of our Lord God is the higher † † i e truth soothness . Then are we much bound to him , that he will in this Living shew us this high soothness . And I understood whiles we be in this Life , it is full speedful to us that we see these both at once . For the higher beholding keepeth us in Ghostly joy , and true enjoying in God : That other that is the lower beholding , keepeth us in dread , and maketh us ashamed of our self . But our good Lord will ever that we hold us much more in the beholding of the higher , and not leave the knowing of the Lower into the time that we be brought up above , where we shall have our Lord Jesu to our meed , and be fulfilled of joy and bliss without end .

The Lxxxij . Chapter .

I Had in party touching , sight , and feeling in three properties of God , in which the strength and the effect of all the Revelation standeth . And it were seen in every shewing : And most properly in the Twelfth , where it saith oftentimes , I it am . The properties are these , life , love , and light . In life is marvellous homeli-head . In love is gentle courtesie : And in light is endless kindness . These three properties were seen in one goodness ; into which goodness my reason would be oned and cleaving to with all the mights . I beheld with reverent dread , and highly marvelling in the sight and in feeling of the sweet accord that our reason is in God , understanding that it is the highest gift that we have received , and it is grounded in kind . Our Faith is a Light kindly coming of our endless day ; that is our Father God : In which Light our Mother Christ , and our good Lord the Holy Ghost leadeth us in this passing Life . This Light is measured discreetly , needfully standeth to us in the Night ; the Light is cause of our Life ; the Night is cause of our Pain , and all our Woe : In which Woe we desire endless meed and thank of God , for we with mercy and grace wilfully know and believe our Light , going therein wisely and mightily . And at the end of Woe suddenly our eye shall be opened , and in clearness of sight our Light shall be full : Which Light is God our Maker , Father and Holy Ghost , in Christ Jesu our Saviour . Thus I saw and understood that our Faith is our Light , in our night , which Light is God our endless day .

The Lxxxiij . Chapter .

THis light is Charity , and the measuring of this Light is done to us profitably by the Wisdom of God : For neither the Light is so large that we may see clearly our blessedful day : ne it is all * * i e. shut up . speered from us ; but it is such a Light in which we may live | | i e. meritoriously meedfully with travel , reserving the worshipful thanks of God . And this was seen in the vjth . Shewing , where he saith , I thank thee of thy service , and of thy travel . Thus Charity keepeth us in Faith , and in Hope : And Faith and Hope leadeth us in Charity ; and at the end all shall be Charity . I had three manner of understandings in this Light of Charity : The first is Charity unmade : The second is Charity made : The third is Charity given . Charity unmade is God ; Charity made is our Soul in God : Charity given is vertue , and that is a gracious gift of working ; In which we Love God for himself , and our self in God , and all that God Loveth for God .

The Lxxxjv. Chapter .

ANd in this sight I marvelled highly ; for notwithstanding our simple Living , and our blindness here , yet endlesly our courteous Lord beholdeth us in this Working , enjoying . And of all thing we may please him best , wisely and truly to believe it , and to enjoy with him and in him ; for as verily as we shall be in bliss of God without end , him praising and thanking , as verily we have been in the foresight of God , Loved and known in his endless purpose fro without beginning . In which unbegun Love he made us ; in the same Love he keepeth us , and never suffereth us to be hurt , by which our bliss might be lessed . And therefore when the doome is given , & we be all brought up above , then shall we clearly see in God the privities which now be hid to us . And then shall none of us be stirred to say in any thing , Lord , if it had been thus , it had been well . But we shall all say with one voyce , Lord , blessed mote thou be , for it is thus : Thus it is well . And now we see verily , that all thing is done as it was thine Ordinance * * i e before . or any thing was made .

The Lxxxv. Chapter .

THis Book is begun by Gods gift and his grace ; but it is not yet performed as to my sight . For Charity pray we all together , with Gods working , thanking , trusting , enjoying . For this will our good Lord be praid , by the understanding that I took in all his own meaning . And in the sweet words where he saith full merrily , I am ground of thy beseeching . For truly , I saw and understood in our Lords meaning , that he shewed it ; for he will have it knowing more then it is . In which knowing he will give us grace to Love him , and cleave to him . For he beholds his heavenly Treasure and Solace in heavenly Joy , in drawing of our hearts from sorrow and darkness , which we are in . And fro the time that it was shewed , I de-desired oftentimes to wit in what was our Lords meaning : And fifteen Year after and more , I was answered in Ghostly understanding , saying thus ; What ? wouldest thou wit thy Lords meaning in this thing ? Wit it well : Love was his meaning . Who sheweth it thee ? Love . Wherefore sheweth he it thee ? For Love . Hold thee therein , thou shalt wit more in the same . But thou shalt never wit therein other without end . Thus was I Learned that love is our Lords meaning . And I saw full surely in this and in all that our God made us , he Loved us ; which Love was never slacked , ne never shall . And in this Love he hath done all his Works : And in this Love he hath made all thing profitable to us : And in this Love our Life is everlasting ; in our making we had beginning : But the Love wherein he made us was in him fro without beginning . In which Love we have our beginning . And all this shall we see in God without end .

Deo Gratias .
Explicit liber Revelationum Juliane Anachorite Norwic. cujus anime propicietur Deus . FINIS .